Chapter four hundred and eighty seventh they three
However, there are still people who have not retreated.
Wu Geng and Xi Ye.
It's just that their situation can't be said to be good.
Depression and sorrow can accumulate, and since breaking up with Nishino, they have accumulated more and more. During the fifth watch holiday, I stay at home and do not go out, and rarely contact other members actively. The tenderness that was once overflowing now seems to have lost its source.
The spring water soon dried up.
Only then did she realize that she felt satisfied precisely because Nishino was by her side, and that tenderness was just overflowing happiness.
Only those with a rich heart have the energy to care for others, which is a true portrayal of her.
When Fukawa and Hashimoto reconciled, both Wu Geng and Nishino witnessed it with their own eyes. This was definitely not a perfect ending. Everyone's demands were not responded to. Everything was like a circle that gradually took shape and was suddenly erased.
A closed line. But they seem to have accepted this imperfection.
It was the first time Wu Geng had such close contact with compromises and regrets, not hers, but Fukawa and Hashimoto's. This objective perspective deeply touched her heart. She believed Nishino was too. This should be what Nishino was most worried about.
That's the end.
In the mutual pull, the initial persistence was lost, so each took a step back, and then took another step back. Finally, at their own peril, they remained politely facing each other at a safe distance, and even the meaning of the fight itself was lost.
Fukawa Hashimoto seemed to have set a wrong example for them.
The anxiety in my heart gradually began to return in the fifth hour, and that was when the LIVE ended.
After three consecutive encores, the members expressed their feelings about this LIVE one after another. Leader Sakurai informed that the fourteenth single will be released on March 23 next year.
The last song was "How to Forget Sadness". While singing, the members ran around the stage to say goodbye to the fans, and then disappeared into the aisle in the middle of the stage.
After that day, Wu Geng was afraid of everything related to ending. A book, a movie, a LIVE, a relationship, and a song.
She was always very reluctant to give up. The more she smiled and waved, the more twisted she felt.
Since when do we have to say goodbye with a smile?
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At that time, Ayoshiki heard a whistle, mixed in with the regrets of the fans that it was over too quickly, which made her feel depressed. She turned around and saw the boys who had been lingering in the LIVE.
The leading boy saw her looking over and said threateningly, "What are you looking at!"
Aumishi frowned and was about to speak when he heard doubts from the person next to him.
"What is Shixiao-chan doing?"
"Are you stunned?"
"I don't know. I haven't left since the beginning."
Ayoshiki looked towards the stage and saw Wu Geng standing at the exit of the central exit, facing the audience, holding the microphone and saying nothing. Because the distance was too far, he could not see her expression clearly.
But soon, the camera fell on Wu Geng, and her hesitant face appeared on the big screen on the stage.
Under the light, it looks subtle and obscure.
What did she want to say.
In just a moment, Ayoshiki understood Wu Geng's expression.
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Wu Geng really wants to say something.
When she left the stage, Wu Geng was the last one. Looking at the audience, she suddenly had a dangerous impulse to tell everything here.
Perhaps, the hidden secrets are most vital when they are revealed completely; perhaps, if she confesses everything, regardless of the consequences, maybe Nishino will change her mind.
Of course, at that time, the criticism they imagined from the outside world would unfold in the most violent way.
At this moment, I was standing at the general entrance where I was leaving, and I felt more and more like two different worlds in front of the stage and behind the stage.
On this stage, exposed to the sight of cameras and fans, it seems that all the heaviness can be dissolved. Only here does the surface have the greatest tension. As long as she sings and dances according to the established framework, she can make everything in her life come true.
Leave everything else behind.
But once she gets to the backstage, where the cameras can't reach her, she can no longer be an idol, but can only exist as a five-night stand.
Wu Geng was a little confused. All this seemed to be a dream. In the panic, she saw Ajishi's eyes in the audience, like a silent planet among the hot cheers.
Speaking of which, Ayushiki has never asked her why she wants to be an idol. Not even once. She who knows the character before Wu Geng should be the most confused about this.
Before, Wu Geng would not have been able to answer. Even now, she does not have a deep obsession with her idol. But occasionally, when she is feeling down, she will be cheered up by her own food. Even if she does not say anything, she just sees the scene.
Gradually light up your own exclusive support color, and she will be moved.
She realized that she was being held up. Without this little bit of light, she would not have been able to reach this point. Wu Geng now understood why Hashimoto's first accusation against Wu Geng and Nishino was that he had betrayed Imi.
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Idols must rely on fans to exist.
Wu Geng took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly. After taking a deep breath, she became more or less calm.
She bowed solemnly to the audience and apologized from the bottom of her heart.
Chapter completed!