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Chapter 126: The more you want to forget, the more unforgettable

Chen Xi was sad for a week and really let go, regained his previous lively appearance, talking and laughing, and continued to go to the painting class after school. He continued to go to Xu Chen's studio with Su Li every weekend, and joked with Xu Chen like in the past, but the look he looked at him no longer had the sweetness that was unique to loving someone.

Seeing that she was "can take it and let it go" so much, Su Li admired her very much, and decided to learn from her, and wanted to let go of Gu Ling'an as soon as possible.

But it is strange that some things are so easy to do when you see others doing, but when you get to your own, you are so difficult to move forward.

It is really difficult to let go of someone. It is so difficult that sometimes you think you have already let go, but a little thought and touch the scene will remind the other person deeply. The more you want to forget, the more you forget it! That night, the moonlight outside the window is as cold as water. She wrote in her diary, "There are many things that remind me that you no longer treat me as gentle as before, but I always suddenly realize that I always have a lucky mentality, thinking that one day we still have a way to go back to the past. Do you know, sometimes I hear the sound of you calling my name gently in my ears, and many nights my dreams are often your smiling face. The romantic and beautiful past you and me are with me are very similar to a dream, and I don't want to wake up." After writing, I drew a crying face next to me.

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It was a weekend, and it was raining lightly. When Su Li got up, she found that the windows were not closed last night. There was a large pool of water stains on the floor, reflecting the scenery outside, which looked very beautiful.

She walked barefoot to the window. It was not raining heavily outside, but there were still many people walking with umbrellas on the road. In this dark umbrella, she saw a bright yellow color. She guessed that the person holding the umbrella should be a very bright inside and her heart became more sunny.

After washing, they set off to Xu Chen's studio. She and Chen Xi are now helping to be painting teachers here every weekend. In fact, Xu Chen is doing the teaching. Their main tasks are just to accompany the children to draw. In addition, they assist in managing the discipline of classes and help solve various problems that occur between children, such as fighting for a brush, not drawing on paper but having to draw on a white wall, and pranking others' brushes to hide... Sometimes it is a headache. Su Li asked Xu Chen why he opened a studio at this time, after all, he was just a student, and it seemed that it would be better to do this after graduation.

Xu Chen's answer was, "All of them were students led by a friend of the paintings I met before. He wanted to go abroad to study, so he transferred them to me. I thought I would not be in a hurry for the first year of high school, and I would also be interested in developing in this aspect in the future, so I took it. Anyway, it's not long, so I'd better play when I'm fine on the weekend."

Sometimes it is indeed quite fun. A group of people are painting quietly in a clean and bright studio, staying away from trivial matters in the world, and devote themselves to the colorful world.

Su Li found that painting is more and more interesting, and she also found that she likes painting very much. When she was young, she liked it for a while, but later she was asked by the teacher to draw according to the rules, so she gradually lost interest. Now she is drawing with the fantastic children and gradually likes it again. She is also very happy to find that she has painted quite well.

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After the course ended, it was four o'clock in the afternoon. The children were picked up by their parents. Su Li and Chen Xi cleaned the studio and left with their hands. The two walked in silence for a while. Chen Xi said first, "Do you know, Xu Chen likes you."

Su Li was startled and turned her head to look at her. Seeing her looking straight ahead, there was no expression on her face, and there was no joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness. Su Li quickly said, "There is nothing between us." But remembered that after the last time her skirt was wet, Xu Chen accidentally saw her underwear, and suddenly blushed and looked elsewhere. Chen Xi smiled and said, "Do you think I'm blaming you? It's not your fault that he likes you, and I know very well that you know that I like him, so even if you feel that he likes you, you won't consider him."

Su Li didn't expect that she understood herself so much, and a warm feeling suddenly rose in her heart.

Chen Xi continued to say seriously, "Actually, if it was you, I could accept it. Do you know? I have fantasized before, what would happen if Xu Chen fell in love with other girls in the future? I think I would go crazy. I would hate that girl who snatched my love. I even wanted to curse her that bad things happened. But... Recently, when I realized that Xu Chen fell in love with you, I really couldn't get angry, and I could even accept it slowly. I think if you really get together one day, I can also bless you with a smile, the kind of blessing you with a full of sincerity."

Su Li was very moved, but she immediately said, "Chen Xi, I won't be with Xu Chen."

Chen Xi laughed again, "Don't say anything so absolutely. Some people who you thought will be together forever will get separated as you walked, and some people who you thought would never have any intersection in your life, but they inexplicably entangled with them for a lifetime. Life is so strange."

Su Li listened to the previous sentence and remembered Gu Ling'an. Although she never dared to hope to be with him forever, she did not expect to lose him so quickly.

"You have a problem with Senior Gu's relationship. In that photo, I saw that his expression was very wrong when he looked at you. And now every time you come to the studio, you have to deliberately bypass the senior's bun shop. You are definitely not simply because you are not in touch for the time being because of your high school education. I don't know what happened between you, I only know that this may be God's arrangement."

"God's arrangement?"

"Well, maybe you and Xu Chen are more compatible."

Su Li frowned after hearing this, "The relationship cannot be forced. I don't have that feeling for Xu Chen."

Chen Xi insisted, "It feels like it will change. If some things don't end up, you will never know what the final result will be." After saying that, suddenly changed the topic, "How about we go to have a self-service barbecue tonight?"

Su Li felt better as soon as she heard this, but immediately thought that Aunt Qin would not let her eat that, saying it was bad for her health, and sighed, "Aunt Qin would not let me eat that."

"My mother doesn't let me eat either. In fact, it's nothing occasionally, let's go." He pulled her and quickly headed towards the entrance of the alley.

In the alley paved with bluestone, two girls walked happily together.
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