After Chen Xi left, Su Li became more and more silent, so silent that sometimes she felt that she had become so transparent that she no longer existed.

She took the initiative to call Chen Xi several times and learned that she had successfully entered school there and had a new deskmate. She told her this way about the new deskmate, "She is so quiet, well-behaved, and she speaks very gently, especially like you, even her hairstyle is the same, black, bright and soft. Many times I will accidentally treat her as you."

When Su Li heard this, she was surprised that there would be another self. She was curious about what kind of scene it would be if she met her. She asked, "How are you getting along?" She replied, "It's very good, it's similar to when I get along with you. Anyway, it's very natural and comfortable, so you don't need to deliberately create anything."

She was happy for her, "It's good that she can replace me, you won't be lonely in a strange school."

Chen Xi smiled and replied, "Yes, where are you?"

"I..." She fell down, "I don't have a deskmate now, nor have new friends." After saying that, she felt uncomfortable. It turned out that she was very eager to have friends.

Humans are originally social animals, and we need to accompany us. When there is no one around us who can talk, loneliness can sometimes kill a person!

Chen Xi heard her depression on the other side of the phone and comforted softly, "This semester is almost over. Just wait for it and wait until the second year of high school. When the seats will be re-aligned, you will have a new deskmate."

When Su Li heard this, she felt much more excited and her mood improved a lot, "Hope."

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The final exam is about to come to an instant, and I become nervous about studying. The senior high school students are sharpening their knives as if they are going to the battlefield, and they are all working hard to study. Some of them are holding books on the road.

Su Li hasn't met Gu Ling'an for a long time. He seems not to go to the cafeteria anymore. I wonder if he didn't go to the to avoid meeting her again.

If that is true, it would be heartbreaking.

She still has no new friends, and she is still alone every day, and it is not all bad to immerse herself in her own world.

For example, recently she found that she opened a new dessert shop on the way home. It has a very small and fresh decoration style, which makes people feel comfortable at first sight. The store mainly features a sweet soup, cooks sweet potatoes and purple meatballs together, which tastes sweet and delicious. She fell in love with it once. She went there several times since then. Later she found out that it was opened by Lin Qianxue's parents. After knowing it, she never went there again, and even had to take a walk away every time she passed by.

Suddenly I felt that they were more compatible, one opened a bun shop, the other opened a dessert shop... I felt upset when I thought of this.

That day, after school, she went to the bookstore to buy a new diary. As soon as she entered, she saw a familiar tall figure. She looked closely and recognized that the figure was Gu Ling'an. She wanted to leave, but was seen by the bookstore owner. Seeing him grinning and looking at him enthusiastically, she could only walk in with a tough bullet.

Seeing him in a pile of notebook areas, which was the area she wanted to go to, in order not to meet him, she deliberately walked to the farthest book area. She was already far away from him, but her heart still jumped up, knowing that if he saw him, he would definitely treat him coldly. He really didn't want to see such a cold expression, so he shrank his body in the corner, hoping that he would not be discovered, and bowed his head and pretended to carefully select books.

Looking at the beautifully decorated books, the thoughts were all on the other party. I wonder what kind of gaze he would look at when he saw her! Thinking of this, I felt as if a gaze fell behind him, anxious and uncomfortable, and I couldn't help but turn around to look. The empty place behind him was also empty, but it turned out that it was just an illusion of his own. Looking around, there was no other person's figure and he felt depressed.

I walked to the diary area and picked a blue diary with a password. I paid the money and went back. Not long after I left, it suddenly started to rain. Without an umbrella, I ran to the eaves next to me to hide from the rain. A couple stood not far from me. The boy said, "The most beautiful thing is not the rainy day, but the eaves that have escaped from the rain with you."

The girl smiled sweetly and shyly. The boy said again, "I really hope the rain won't stop, we will hide here."

The girl still smiled shyly and said for a while, "I hope so too."

The air suddenly became sweet. Su Li thought that if Gu Ling'an was by his side at this moment, he would hope that the rain would not stop and would stand with him and hide.

But no, I was empty around me, and my head was empty, as I saw that the sky was getting late, I finally ran in and went home in the rain. When I ran by the couple, I heard the boy say to the girl, "You can't get in the rain like her, you will catch a cold." My heart suddenly felt ache, and I remembered that there was a boy who treated him like he treated that girl, but now he has become a stranger. Tears suddenly fell down, mixed in the rain, and even hid himself.

When she got home, Aunt Qin was frightened by her wetness. She immediately asked her to take a shower and made her ginger soup.

Su Li was very moved. After drinking the warm ginger soup, she suddenly felt warm to the heart. Although she had lost something similar to love, there was still warmth around her. The world was actually still beautiful. She still felt sad when she thought about it.

That night, she wrote in her newly bought diary, "I met him in the bookstore today. I have become accustomed to his indifference. I don't know whether it's good or bad, but I don't like it."

"But things won't change because I don't like them. It's really bad. My mood and the weather are as bright as this cloudy and sunny as it is."

"I have no friends now, none of them. If I disappear one day, I doubt if anyone cares. Well, Aunt Qin and Dad may care. But, apart from that, there is no one else."

"Chen Xi and I are still very good. We have been on the phone several times recently, but because of Xu Chen's affairs, there are many invisible things between us. I think we may not be able to return to the simple friendship we used to be."

"The relationship between people is so difficult to establish. Be careful and serious. But it collapses suddenly. No matter how you rebuild it, you can't build it. What will happen to us in the future?" After writing, lying on the bed, listening to the sound of rain outside, drizzling, and feeling like a crying sound.
Chapter completed!