Chapter 92 The Heart-to-Heart Talk
A warm palm was placed on my shoulder, and I looked up through my hazy tearful eyes.
"Tong Tong, you are still here..."
She knelt down and looked directly into my eyes: "Do you think I will leave?"
"Everyone will leave. No one will stay with anyone until the end, including you."
"Why do you think so?"
I wiped the tears from my face and forced a smile out of my mouth: "This is a very obvious thing, and I like someone more now."
Tong Tong hugged her knees and sat next to me. She put her chin on her knees and looked at the carpet quietly. The two of us were silent for a long time, and we could only hear each other's breathing.
"Are you still blaming yourself for what happened to that girl?"
"Because it was really because of me that something happened to her. How could I enjoy this stolen time with peace of mind?"
I patted my chest hard, and the dull pain that came from my chest from time to time made it hard for me to breathe. It was like a hand was holding my lungs tightly, making it hard for me to breathe.
Every time I think of Li Jingjing's tender face, lying on the road covered with blood, I can only squat down. My whole body hurts, and I can't walk in pain...
Tong Tong raised her arms and put her arms around my shoulders. Her eyes looked even brighter in the dim environment, as if they were filled with stars.
"I have experienced such things, and what I experienced was even more... cruel than yours."
"What? You killed someone too?"
"Yes, I killed my mother with my own hands."
After saying this, Tong Tong took a deep breath, tears began to well up in her eyes again, and the arm on my shoulder was shaking.
I was stunned for a moment, then said with a wry smile: "How is that possible? You don't have to say that just to comfort me."
"I'm not lying to you. On my birthday two years ago, I had to ask my mother to go out and buy me a birthday gift. What I experienced that night... was a nightmare that I will never forget in my life."
Tong Tong looked up, trying to push back the tears in her eyes, but crystal tears still slipped down from the corners of her eyes and disappeared into her hair along the corners of her eyes.
Then she told me bit by bit how she lost her mother and how she had come through step by step in the past two years.
The two of us talked a lot that day. It was also that day that I learned that Tong Tong was one year older than me. She had just passed the college entrance examination and failed. Then she gave up the opportunity to repeat her studies and came to Guamo to work.
"Why don't you repeat the reading?"
I asked her this question that day, and I will never forget the answer Tong Tong gave me. She said: "She wants to go out and see more in this short life. She doesn't want to, and she can't be
It’s limited here and in memories.”
"Then how did you meet Gao Haoyi?"
"When I first lost my mother, I came to the bar to drink every day. At that time, Gao Haoyi was just a junior high school student. He always spoke in an old-fashioned way. I couldn't stand it and beat him."
Tong Tong burst out laughing as she spoke. She used her hands to show me how she and Gao Haoyi fought and how they were pulled away. It seemed that she had a very enjoyable fight.
"You don't know each other without fighting. I only know Gao Haoyi because I slapped him."
"I know. After he was beaten by you that day, he happily came to me and told me about you."
I was still a little curious about what Gao Haoyi said about me: "What did he say?"
"He said he hadn't met a girl as aggressive as you for a long time, so he came right up and gave him a slap in the face."
I smiled and said, "I haven't seen such a thick-skinned person for a long time. He keeps following me and I will see him no matter where I go."
Chapter completed!