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Lin Sishen really couldn't remember that person, as if there was something resisting her exploring her forgotten memories. The more she thought about it, the more unbearable pain it felt like a needle prick in her mind.
Mo Zhu stayed beside her and comforted her softly for a long time before she gradually calmed down.
After dinner at night, Lin Sishen was helped by Mo Zhu to rest early, but she closed her eyes and lay on the bed and tossed and turned for a long time, but she couldn't fall asleep peacefully.
She got up and put on her fur coat, and walked to the window step by step, intending to push open the wooden window and blow the air secretly to make her head clearer.
But the wooden plug was dropped, and before she could reach out and push the door hard, the window door was gently pulled open from the outside by a force.
Lin Sishen was shocked and hurriedly took two steps back, stared at the slowly open window door vigilantly, and asked in a deep voice: "Who is it?"
Before I saw the visitor, a woman's voice came coldly outside the window.
"Li Luo."
Lin Sishen recognized Li Luo's voice, hurriedly stepped forward, pushed open the half-open wooden window, turned his head and saw Li Luo standing on one side, wearing black clothes and short beating, carrying a long sword.
A gust of cold wind came in outside the window, squirting on Lin Sishen's neck, stinging cold as if it was cut by a knife. She couldn't help but tremble, raised her hand to close her clothes tightly, stared at Li Luo in surprise, turned sideways and said with a little surprise: "Why are you here?"
Li Luo turned over from the window, shook the wind and frost all over his body, and his cold and dark eyes fell directly on Lin Sishen, and said softly: "Since I learned that you were seriously injured by Wen Xingren, I haven't seen you show up for a long time, so I plan to come over to see if you are safe."
Seeing that Lin Sishen was thin and weak, his face was even bloodless. When the cold wind blew, he seemed to be shaking. Li Luo frowned slightly, turned around and raised his hand to close the wooden window.
The wooden window blocked the whistling cold wind, and the chill in her body subsided. Lin Sishen then breathed a sigh of relief. She raised her face and smiled: "I am a little weaker, but it's okay. I'll have to worry about it."
Li Luo looked up and down at Lin Sishen, pursed his lips with some concern and said, "You... are you really okay?"
Lin Sishen curled his lips and smiled, raised his hand and gently grabbed Li Luo's sleeve. The sleeves of frosty cold were a little cold. Lin Sishen curled up his fingertips and pulled her to the stove beside the bed: "It's cold outside, you'd better come over and roast the fire first."
Li Luo didn't say anything, his eyes always fell on Lin Sishen, and he looked at him for a while.
Although Lin Sishen was weak, she looked good. She pulled Li Luo to the stove and sat down, then picked up the teapot beside her, poured a glass of water for Li Luo, and handed it to her, and said with a smile: "That girl Mo Zhu is afraid that I will have a dry mouth at night, so she put a pot of ginseng tea and burned it by the stove. You just drink a cup of cold."
Li Luo reached out to take it, holding the tea cup in both hands, staring at Lin Sishen without blinking.
Lin Sishen sat beside the bed, raised his eyes as if nothing had happened and looked at Li Luo, and asked softly, "How is Meng Yange recovering from his injuries?"
Li Luo frowned slightly, opened his lips and said, "I have been cured long ago. After her injury healed, I drove her out and kept her there. I will not be at peace for the whole day."
Lin Sishen was stunned when he heard this and asked again: "Does she have a place to live?"
Li Luo seemed to not want to talk about Meng Yange with Lin Sishen, so he responded casually: "She will find her place to live."
Lin Sishen shook his head helplessly, couldn't help but sigh and jokingly: "You and her are old acquaintances, why are you still so tired of her?"
Li Luo's eyes flashed slightly, and his cold face reflected the firelight, adding a little warmth. She said lightly: "I have always been tired of her people who are ill-mouthed and smooth-mouthed."
After hearing what she said, Lin Sishen couldn't help laughing: "But no matter how cold you speak, she prefers to pester you. In fact, Meng Yange is just a bluff, not a misbehavior, and sometimes she is a bit cute."
Li Luo frowned when he heard this, as if he did not agree with Lin Sishen's words. She didn't realize that Meng Yange could be involved with Cuteness, but she did not refute Lin Sishen in person, but she just did not take the words.
Lin Sishen also realized that Li Luo did not want to talk to him about Meng Yange, so he changed the subject tactfully, and talked about the troubles in his heart half temptation and half complaining about the troubles in his heart since he woke up.
Li Luo was so meticulous. From Lin Sishen's remarks, he had been keen to discover for a long time that Lin Sishen's serious injury seemed to have forgotten everything about Shen Qingwan.
And her mother and everyone in the general's mansion seemed to have intentionally kept Shen Qingwan from her, but she wanted to dig the truth, which made her so upset.
Faced with Lin Sishen's doubts, Li Luo didn't know whether he should tell the truth. Whether it was for Lin Sishen's good or selfishness, she didn't seem to want to mention Shen Qingwan in front of Lin Sishen.
But she wouldn't lie to Lin Sishen. After several questions from Lin Sishen, she still couldn't help but blurt out Shen Qingwan's name.
"Shen Qingwan."
When Lin Sishen first heard Shen Qingwan's name, she was stunned. She hesitated for a while, then thought, muttering repeatedly. This name that was unfamiliar to her but somewhat familiar to her: "Shen Qingwan, Shen Qingwan."
Li Luo clenched his fists and looked at Lin Sishen intently, his eyes rolling back and forth on his face, exploring whether she remembered Shen Qingwan.
Just muttering silently, Lin Sishen's eyes turned from dark and confused to clear. After a while, she suddenly stroked her palm and laughed: "In this way, it really matches it."
Li Luo was shocked by her words and his heart trembled. He frowned and asked anxiously, "What's the match?"
Lin Sishen blinked, and a look of understanding appeared on her face. She curled her lips and smiled, "Shen Qingwan is the only daughter of the Ninth Prince. I have had a engagement with her since I was a child. After I got married with her under the order, I reached a private deal, and did not bother with each other and benefit each other. She did not make my identity public."
What she said was indeed true. Could it be that she really remembered it? But... why did she look so calm and composed?
Li Luo stared at Lin Sishen in a daze, and was stunned for a moment.
Lin Sishen stood up on his own, and a light flashed quickly in her eyes. She did not notice Li Luo's abnormality, but just stood up slowly, paced beside Li Luo with his hands on his back, and spoke in a sensation.
"The reason why Wen Xingren hurt me was not an unrestrained disaster for me. Wen Xingren worked in Qingzhou in his early years, and the ninth prince's fief was in Qingzhou, so he naturally knew Shen Qingwan. The two of them fell in love and made a vow of friendship, and they were originally a pair of fairy lovers made by heaven and earth. However, I had a engagement with Shen Qingwan. After we got married, Wen Xingren was naturally reluctant, so he hated me."
"Because I am a woman, Chen Qingwan is still in a perfect state after marrying me. She did not betray her affection for Wen Xingren. However, she was dedicated to assisting the fourth prince. In order to win over General Weiyuan's mansion, she had to be a fake couple with me who was in harmony with her appearance, and even hide it from her lover, so that Wen Xingren misunderstood us."
Speaking of this, Lin Sishen's eyes were getting brighter and brighter. She suddenly turned around, looked at Li Luo who was a little stunned, and continued, "Mo Zhu said today that I and the woman had divorced two months ago. I thought the agreed time had come, so we both separated because of this. Wen Xingren didn't know that I was innocent between Chen Qingwan. After drinking a few glasses of wine in the teahouse, she saw me and Yun Liu walking with me, thinking that I had let Chen Qingwan down, so she fought against me with the intention of drinking."
After a constant stream of talk, Lin Sishen finally breathed a sigh of relief, as if the depression accumulated in his heart had been swept away, especially: "In this way, those things are closely related."
After saying that, she looked at Li Luo with some pride and asked for verification: "Li Luo, what am I thinking?"
Li Luo gradually came to his senses and glanced at Lin Sishen with a complicated expression. His thin lips trembled slightly. After a while, he lowered his eyes and whispered: "You are indeed...you guessed it."
In addition to the feelings with Chen Qingwan, Lin Sishen also guessed most of them.
With the words from Mo Zhuliluo and the memories that were full of loopholes in her mind, she connected everything with Shen Qingwan, but only missed the unforgettable relationship between herself and Chen Qingwan.
Instead, they regarded Wen Xingren and Shen Qingwan as a pair of infatuated men and women who were determined to have a tragic fate.
After forgetting Chen Qingwan, Lin Sishen's mood seemed to have returned to three years ago. At that time, she had never fallen in love with Chen Qingwan, and was only concerned about the most affection connected to her blood.
She didn't believe that she would be attached to someone who had nothing to do with her, not to mention that the person was a woman with her.
Seeing that Li Luo agreed with her guess, Lin Sishen was overjoyed. She slowly walked to Li Luo and sat down, smiled and sighed, "If you don't think about these things clearly, I can't sleep well at night."
As she said that, she turned her head and looked at Li Luo calmly, raised her hand and gently placed it on her shoulder, and said softly: "If others are not, I might not believe it, but I know you will not hide it from me."
Because of Li Luo's affirmation, Lin Sishen became more convinced that his guess was the real past.
Li Luo lowered his eyes when he heard this, avoided Lin Sishen's gaze, and asked softly with a complicated expression: "Do you really trust me so much? You are not afraid... I have selfish thoughts."
Lin Sishen smiled, and she stared at Li Luo's cold side face with gentle eyes, saying word by word: "For so many years, I have seen too many conspiracies and plots, and sometimes even my close relatives cannot trust them. But only you, Li Luo, you are the only person I trust in the world."
This is not about winning over or winning people's hearts. Lin Sishen really trusts Li Luo, and even she herself can't tell why, but she is sure that she can trust Li Luo.
She could hand over her back to this taciturn, seemingly cold-hearted woman.
Lin Sishen's heartfelt words were like a warm feeling, and they gently wrapped Li Luo's heart. She slowly raised her eyes and looked into Lin Sishen's clear and gentle eyes.
I don’t know if it was because of the selfishness, or if Li Luo had already felt that he had forgotten Chen Qingwan and Lin Sishen, it was the best ending. Although she felt a little guilty and uneasy, she still closed her head gently.
Silently acknowledged everything Lin Sishen said.
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Good night. Thank you for the little angel who voted for me or irrigated nutrient solution during 2020-10-24 00:59:35~2020-10-24 23:29:40~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: 1 big boss;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Ah dice, 1 good one;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: Big boss 20 bottles; 12 bottles of ycy&cyh; 2 bottles of timmmyic, Qingqing; 1 bottle of qi repair;
Chapter completed!