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I don’t know how long it took to be hugged by Yun Liu. No matter how Lin Sishen comforted him, Yun Liu refused to let go and said, she just buried her head in Lin Sishen’s arms and hugged her tightly with all her strength.
Lin Sishen's clothes on his shoulders were already soaked with Yun Liu's tears. Separating the fabric, the warm tears could feel the permeable feeling of the skin.
Lin Sishen lowered his head and dared not move. The neck that was wrapped in Yun Liu was sore and numb. She sniffed for a long time and sighed softly with complex hearts and comforted: "Yun Liu, it's not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself so much."
Yun Liu shook her head in Lin Sishen's arms without saying a word, and gently rubbed her side face gently on her neck, leaving a wet water mark, which was blown dry by the wind in an instant.
Just when Lin Sishen's neck was almost unconscious, Yun Liu finally let go of her and took two steps back.
Yun Liu's face was still covered with tears. She raised her eyes and looked deep at Lin Sishen with red eyes. Her expression was a little desolate and determined. She slowly bowed and said, "Yun Liu has something to ask for, so please Mr. Lin."
Lin Sishen subconsciously raised his hand and rubbed his sore neck, and said without hesitation: "You just say that, if I can do it, I will do my best."
Yun Liu lowered his head and said softly, "I would like to ask Mr. Lin Yun Liu to leave Beijing."
Lin Sishen was stunned when he heard this, then thought and said with a smile: "Do you want to go back to Qingzhou? This matter is easy to deal with. When will you leave, I will send someone immediately..."
Before Lin Sishen could finish his words, Yun Liu closed his eyes, curled his lips and smiled bitterly, interrupting Lin Sishen's words: "Yun Liu doesn't want to go back to Qingzhou, but to go back to Huizhou."
"Huizhou?"
When she first heard about Huizhou, Lin Sishen was stunned for a moment, but she soon remembered that Yun Liu was from Huizhou, and immediately knew what Yun Liu wanted to return to Huizhou.
After hesitating for a long time, Lin Sishen looked at Yun Liu with a complicated expression and asked softly: "When you go to Huizhou, will you still go back to the capital?"
Yun Liu shook her head, raised her eyes and opened her eyes, her eyes were already deep and calm. She stared at Lin Sishen deeply, leaving everything she wanted to leave behind her unwillingness to the past.
She owed Lin Sishen, opened her thin lips and said resolutely: "Yun Liu will not come back from now on."
Maybe she should have been like this long ago. Even though she knew that Mr. Lin had no idea that she was in her heart, she was still entangled so much. She kept saying that she would not make things difficult for Mr. Lin, but she almost killed her.
As she said herself, her joy and even her life were burdened to Lin Sishen. Since that was the case, why should she continue to bother? Why should she let Mr. Lin frown on her and work hard for her?
Over the past two months, she has finally figured it out. Only when she lets go can she let it go can Lin Sishen feel more relaxed.
As for her thoughts, it would be great to hide them in her heart. Even if they are hidden in this life, she would rather do so.
Lin Sishen looked at Yun Liu, and couldn't tell what it felt. She felt so sour and astringent, and she felt a little nervous. She turned her head silently, opened her mouth but didn't know what to say.
Looking at Lin Sishen's somewhat lonely expression, Yun Liu's eyes felt a little hot again. She bit her thin lips and held back her tears. A gentle smile appeared on her face, and she choked with sobs: "Mr. Lin is not only Yun Liu's nobleman, but also Yun Liu's benefactor. Yun Liu will never forget the master in this life."
Lin Sishen didn't say anything. She turned her head motionlessly and looked at the candlestick not far away. She was holding her hands behind her and clenched her fists tightly.
Yun Liu smiled bitterly, lowered his head and whispered: "Actually, I have saved a lot of savings over the years. When I return to Huizhou, I will buy the old house at home and take care of it."
Speaking of this, she paused and continued, "I have to go to my parents' grave to worship. Since leaving Huizhou, I, an unfilial daughter, have never been to worship my parents once. Now I have finished everything and go back to see them innocently to comfort their spirit in heaven."
As soon as she finished speaking, Lin Sishen took a deep breath, smiled on his face, turned to look at Yun Liu and said, "Okay, that's fine. I remember you have always liked quietness. Such a place of right and wrong in the capital is not as quiet as Huizhou. But you are alone and lonely and helpless, and you will inevitably be uttered. I have a few old friends in Huizhou, and I know they will take care of you..."
"No need, Mr. Lin."
Yun Liu's chest was slightly ups and downs, and he interrupted Lin Sishen's words again. She looked at Lin Sishen with grief, and tears appeared in her red eyes. She resolutely begged with a little bit: "Yun Liu knew that Mr. Lin had good intentions, but Yun Liu didn't want to be involved with the master anymore, so she asked the master to do it."
Yun Liu's words stunned Lin Sishen. She didn't expect that Yun Liu was so determined. From then on, she didn't want to have any involvement with her, and even rejected all her good intentions.
But she still felt a little guilty towards Yun Liucun. Yun Liu once told her that many people in Huizhou knew that she was in Ningxianglou, the capital. Now that she returned home alone, there would definitely be troublesome people who would make things difficult for her.
Lin Sishen knows more than anyone else. How hurtful the rumors outside are, let alone Yun Liu is lonely and helpless, and there is no one behind him.
She also knew that Yun Liu was not so heartless, but wanted to cut off her delusions and feelings for her. But after all, she felt relieved not to think of Yun Liu. After hesitating, she couldn't help but say, "Yun Liu, I will never interfere in your choice. I just mentioned them to help you a little, and you don't have to feel embarrassed."
Yun Liu shook her head and retreated with a pale face. She cried and begged almost: "Young Master, do you know that the more you are like this, the more you are, the more you are, the more you will be cruel. Just think Yun Liu begged you. From now on, don't care about Yun Liu anymore, just think... just think Yun Liu has never appeared."
Seeing Yun Liu in such pain, Lin Sishen had to make up his mind and gritted his teeth and agreed: "Okay, if you can feel better like this, I...I promise you."
After hearing Lin Sishen's agreement, Yun Liu's body trembled, and the light in his eyes dissipated, and finally became empty and lurking. She slowly lowered her head and murmured like a mosquito roar: "Yun Liu will return to Beijing tomorrow. Today's meeting may be the last time Yun Liu and the young master."
Yun Liu said so resolutely, but he made up his mind not to meet Lin Sishen in this life. But the more this happens, the more guilt Lin Sishen feels. The secret she hides in her heart is still not revealed.
Could it be that this concealment is really about Yun Liu? How can Lin Sishen feel at ease if he deceives Yun Liu like this?
Although Lin Sishen couldn't say whether Yun Liu would find a good person again in this life, she was Yun Liu's heart knot after all. This knot was tied by her own hands and she would eventually untie it.
Lin Sishen's heart was mixed and messy, but she also made up her mind to tell Yun Liu about her identity and expose the lie in person.
She took a deep breath, stepped forward with a solemn expression, and said in a deep voice: "Yun Liu, if I don't say something at this time, I'm afraid I will never have a chance in this life..."
"Young Master, if you hide it in your heart, you can continue to hide it."
But Yun Liu shook his head calmly, raised his eyes and smiled at Lin Sishen. She still didn't want to know Lin Sishen's secret: "You just allow Yun Liu to be selfish for this time."
Once selfish, even if we never meet again in this life, Lin Sishen will always think of her in her heart. This is her last bit of bad thought.
How could Lin Sishen not understand Yun Liu's thoughts? It was just that she felt really uncomfortable. She felt uncomfortable for Yun Liu and was ashamed of herself. She frowned and slowly closed her eyes, clenched her fists and smiled bitterly: "If this is what you wish, then okay, I promise you."
Yun Liu finally looked at Lin Sishen. This person she had placed so many days and nights in her heart was deeply affectionate with her. She had always been unable to see through the thick fog surrounding Lin Sishen's body, and she could not see through from the beginning.
If she had known that it was destiny, she would not believe in fate. It would be too late to turn back after suffering like this.
Fortunately, she doesn't regret it, and she won't regret it in her life.
A gentle smile appeared on Yun Liu's face, and she bowed: "I just hope that the young master will disappear in this life, and all his wishes will be met with heaven. Yun Liu bid farewell to him."
Lin Sishen didn't remember how she walked out of Yun Liu's house, but when she stepped across the threshold and stepped on a dead branch in a daze, the subtle sound of breaking made her feel excited. She was about to turn around, and a gentle whisper from Yun Liu came from behind.
"Young Master, don't look back."
Lin Sishen paused, and her chest felt sore, but she cruelly followed Yun Liu's instructions and never looked back. She slowly left step by step.
Behind her, Yun Liu was wearing a white dress in front of the door, shrouded by a large piece of bright moonlight, and her beautiful and fair face seemed to emit a warm and soft light. Her thin lips curled slightly and smiled softly, but there was a hint of tears in her narrow and beautiful eyes.
She just looked at Lin Sishen's back in a steady state for a long time.
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Thank you for the little angel who voted for me or irrigated nutrient solution during 2020-11-08 02:10:23~2020-11-10 01:20:49~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: 2 return home from Liuqiao; curror, fat man eating rice, Ah dice, Jing Ran 1;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 40 bottles; Jingran 17 bottles; 30203293 10 bottles; timmmyic, fox's husky, 2 bottles; qi-cultivation, 1 bottle;
Chapter completed!