Chapter 74 Chapter 74
After washing up, turn off the lights and fall asleep.
The thick curtains on both sides of the floor-to-ceiling windows were not tightened, and the white moonlight shining in through the gap was shining in. Jin Siming looked at Yao Jin lying on the side with his back to her. He didn't know if it was an illusion, but felt that Yao Jin suddenly became much colder.
However, it may be that I was just tired of playing in the bar tonight and needed a rest to be so quiet.
Jin Siming withdrew his gaze, closed his eyes gently, and prepared to go to bed.
There was silent all around, so quiet that they could only hear the sound of each other's steady breathing. Although they were still in the same room and the same bed, the atmosphere was completely different from half an hour ago. Yao Jin, who was lying quietly beside her, did not continue to say explicit words, and did not take the initiative to lean over and ask for close contact. Instead, Jin Siming was not used to it.
After lying straight for a few minutes, Jin Siming finally couldn't help but open his eyes, then stretched out his arms, quietly poked over little by little, and grabbed the corner of Yao Jin's clothes.
"Are you asleep?"
.....
As soon as this was said, Jin Siming realized that he had asked another stupid question, but he couldn't take back what he had said. She had to bite the bullet and hold her breath and wait.
After a while, no response was heard. When Jin Siming thought she was really asleep, accompanied by an inauspicious sigh and a rustling sound, there was a soft body in her arms.
"Why are you trying to test me and then want to secretly kiss me?"
"When...of course not."
Yao Jin pressed his chin against Jin Siming's chest and murmured lazily: "Do you... think I am a casual person?"
Jin Siming felt a stern heart and stood up in surprise to look at her: "Why do you ask this? How could I have such an inexplicable idea?"
"Ha..." Yao Jin's long and tilted eyelashes flashed twice, and his fingertips pressed her down on his chest, "You don't dare to measure it~"
“…”
"Go to sleep."
Two days passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, the day when the college admission list was announced. Jin Siming and Yao Jin were on the list as expected.
After receiving the admission notice from the college, Jin Siming returned to Shenzhen Market and said goodbye to his family and friends, and hurried back to Huanjin City. Because the freshmen at Qingteng College were enrolled early, only half a month from the announcement of their grades to the prescribed admission time.
Admission registration, class reports, getting to know new classmates and new teachers, and adapted to a completely different learning model and atmosphere from high school. After entering the university campus, Jin Siming was taking the habit and acceptance of all new things and environments step by step.
The only thing that made her feel lost and did not develop as she expected was her relationship with Yao Jin.
If that night was just her self-thinking illusion, then it had been almost two months now, and she was not so slow that she didn't even notice such obvious changes in Yao Jin.
To be precise, it is not deliberately alienation or keeping distance, but it is not as enthusiastic as before.
When I went to the cafeteria for dinner or went to the library, I didn't frequently ask for hugs and kisses. There were fewer teasing love words in my ears, and she became disappointed.
Jin Siming began to despise herself a little. When Yao Jin was entangled with passion in the past, she felt that the other party was too explicit and uncomfortable. Now Yao Jin has restrained herself, but she began to yearn for the other party's passion again.
It's really... sick, and very sick.
However, there is nothing to cure when you get sick. What she is afraid of is that you have no doctor. She can't figure out why Yao Jin suddenly changed her attitude. Is it because she almost marked her impulse that night, which made her retreat and retreat? Or was it because her retreat halfway, which made her disappointed, so she decided to neglect herself, and even... she even lost enthusiasm for herself?
Like every person in love, Jin Siming will secretly guess and have a lot of thoughts because of the different attitudes of his lover.
She believes that her relationship with Yao Jin has now fallen into a bottleneck, and she is stuck in a position that makes her particularly uncomfortable.
Jin Siming wanted to move forward, but she didn't know which of the two caused Yao Jin's attitude to change, which made her in an embarrassing state, like an ant that lost its direction, at a loss.
This also made her realize that from the beginning to the present, almost all of their relationship were dominated by Yao Jin, who was not only the leader, but also the controller.
From the beginning of competition and hostility to the ambiguousness, to the imitation of lovers, and finally to the moment she confessed to Yao Jin, who is still five percent less than her ability to pursue her. Every change in relationship is promoted and controlled by Yao Jin. Therefore, once Yao Jin suddenly stops like now, their emotional progress will stop.
Yao Jin controls all the rhythms, but Jin Siming seems to have become accustomed to being passively endured, so she cannot change the status quo immediately.
【If the two reasons you mentioned are actually not? Why don’t you ask her yourself?】
When Jin Siming asked Su Xiaohang for "off-site aid", the other party answered this.
Yes, I expected that I would be thinking a lot, so why didn’t I ask Yao Jin personally? As expected, love makes people smarter.
Jin Siming sat in the library, looking at the clear sky outside the window, looking melancholy.
Speaking of which, Yao Jin has even reduced the number of times he takes the initiative to look for her recently. After entering college, Yao Jin has become busier than before.
In high school, her social radius was a student of the same class and grade, so the radius was even longer when she arrived at university. She had to be busy dealing with the matter of the student union. She was invited by the senior sister who liked her and entered the club in advance. She also joined a very famous dance troupe, busy practicing dance, choreography and recording videos.
She is still as popular as before and is more dazzling than she did in high school.
Jin Siming has always felt that since Yao Jin left Shenzhen Stock Exchange, she seemed to have escaped from an invisible shackle, and some subtle, obvious or undetectable changes have occurred from the inside out, not just maturity and dazzling appearance.
This change is definitely good. Jin Siming is happy from the bottom of her heart that she can become more perfect and confident, but at the same time, she also feels a sense of crisis.
[She never lacks choices. If she gets tired of it, she may dump you.]
Another sentence that someone said sounded in my mind. Jin Siming was really unintentional to read the book, pushed the thick reference book away and opened the screen of his mobile phone.
[Jin Siming: Are you free at night?]
After a while, Yao Jin came back, but just typed the word "yes" and disappeared.
Jin Siming pursed his lips a little aggrievedly and poked the screen keyboard.
[Jin Siming: I miss you, I want to see you.]
[Yao Jin: How much do you think? But there will be a meeting tonight, and I will wait for you downstairs in your dormitory at around 9 o'clock, okay?]
Although he was unhappy, Yao Jin wanted to hold a meeting again, Jin Siming replied quickly, "Okay~".
"Oh, baby, why are you always distracted recently? Senior sister is urging the progress of the project again."
The female alpha sitting opposite Jin Siming is named Gu Le. She is her classmate and in the same group. The two often work together on topics.
Jin Siming pushed the laptop to her and said slowly: "My part has been completed long ago. You should speed up your progress."
Gu Le glanced at her computer screen, lowered his voice and exaggeratedly, "Ah! It turns out that the beautiful baby has completed the progress. How could there be a beautiful genius like you who is so beautiful and has a good mind in the world! It is really my blessing to be able to study in the same class with you, wuwu..."
“…”
Jin Siming had no choice but to hold his forehead and even wanted to roll his eyes. Gu Le is a good guy, but his speech is too exaggerated and a bit pretentious and embarrassing.
"Wait for me, mine will be finished soon. After that, let's go to the central square in Area A to have a tour. Today, there is a club recruiting new clubs, and it seems to be quite lively."
Jin Siming flipped through the reference book he had just pushed open and continued reading: "No interest."
Gu Le: "Hey? Why, you don't participate in other activities except for professional studies, right? No, my beautiful alpha baby can't only appear in the laboratory and dormitory classroom all day long. You have to go out for more exposure. What a pity it's wasted such a good beauty! Do you know how high your ranking in our school's A-list when you first entered the school? But then you have been very low-key, and your ranking has dropped a lot now, and they have been overtaken by some crooked people."
Gu Le said as he collapsed, his lips looked as if he was disappointed.
Jin Siming listened to her calmly, only interested in a strange word: "What is the a list?"
"Alpha's appearance rankings! Alas, no wonder the old witch likes you so much. A student like you who only reads sage books is indeed in line with her appetite." Gu Le quickly typed at the computer, while lowering his voice and talking to Jin Siming, and doing his best with both minds. "You don't know that before school started, the school forum had a post discussing the appearance of freshmen was very popular. Your formula photo was very outstanding among the photos. I wonder how many people are looking forward to your beautiful freshmen alpha..."
Jin Siming had been used to it for a long time and didn't listen to her carefully. He just turned on the screen of his phone to watch the time. He hoped that he would go to see Yao Jin until 9 o'clock in the evening.
Thinking of Yao Jin in my heart, she had no intention of studying anymore. Jin Siming stared at the book, but always thought about the things that were there and not being attentive. She could not concentrate and was so inefficient, so she simply closed the book and gave herself a half-day vacation.
At this time, Gu Le heard Gu Le’s chant: “Just take it with me~ They all said that we are studying our major. It is difficult to find a partner when we are in the laboratory every day. If we don’t go to the club to socialize more, isn’t this the rhythm of being single all the time?”
"Okay, stop reading, I'll go with you." Jin Siming couldn't stand her chanting scriptures. Anyway, she couldn't read the book today, so she agreed.
After Gu Le got her part and turned off the computer, the two went to the square together.
The square is really lively, and various types of clubs are recruiting people. In order to attract more people's attention, the music on the audio is shocking. There are more people who sign up in front of the more interesting clubs, and some boring ones, such as reading clubs, calligraphy associations, etc., are very deserted.
But in addition to content, there are some external things that can attract new students to join the group, such as the appearance of the club recruiting people.
"Xiao Mingming, let's go there and have a look!" Gu Le pulled Jin Siming and walked quickly towards a recruiting position that was densely surrounded by people. Jin Siming couldn't resist, so he had to follow her with shameless face, forcibly squeezed away the people around him, and stood in front.
Chapter completed!