Xin Xiaoyue did not answer. In fact, she didn't know how to answer this question. She was very confused now.

In the past, she was thinking about Wang Xuan and looking forward to being with Wang Xuan.

The two lived in seclusion in Jincheng, or simply lived in Jinyuan. He studied his classical literature and ancient myths. She found a simple job nearby or worked as a freelancer. When she was free, she accompanied him to read classics, walk, grow vegetables, climb mountains, play the piano, practice swords, and cook...

She had thought of all kinds of life like this, and spent it with him until her face was gray and white.

Although, in the past, she felt that Wang Xuan was too gentlemanly to her and had no affection between men and women. Perhaps she thought she was a little girl, or she was not outstanding enough. But she was still hopeful. She hoped that she would grow up soon, become brilliant enough, and be able to stand side by side with him, watch the long flow of water and grow old together.

But now

A Xiu, who appeared out of thin air, smashed all her longing boat and sank, smashed all the reasons she found for Wang Xuan for not loving her, leaving her nowhere to hide, and could not even find the excuse of deceiving herself.

At this time, she seemed to be a defeated side without a fight, dejected and fled in panic.

Just like this, she didn't want to tell Jiang Yu that she would agree with her. Even if she wanted to, she was not qualified. Even if she was qualified, she was not in the mood, and she had no shame.

"" Fatty Huang looked suddenly depressed when Xin Xiaoyue looked at her and her eyes were a little bit dull. She thought to herself that she was probably sad about Wang Xuan, so she said vigorously: "As cousin, I tell you that Lao Jiu's conditions are really good in all aspects. The most important thing is that she has never been in a relationship and can let you train her. With your intelligence, if you spend a little thought, you have to train a peerless good man who has never been there before. How about cousin? Challenge yourself?"

"I don't want to." Xin Xiaoyue shook her head.

In this situation, she just wants Jiang Yu and Wang Xuan to get better as soon as possible. She returns to Jincheng, take care of Xiaoyang, and continue her studies. If possible, she thinks about the ordinary life she used to be.

Of course, she can't go back to the past, at least, she can't look forward to Wang Xuan anymore.

She needs to adjust the direction of her life, such as moving out first, renting a house; working a few more jobs, and starting to pay back the money to Jiang Yu; in addition, she needs to adjust the direction of her study, get more certificates, and develop in a larger city in the future.

There are still many things to do in life. Without the longing for Wang Xuan, Xin Xiaoyue suddenly felt empty, and seemed to have more time and choices.

"Don't want to? Are you stupid?" said Fatty Huang.

"I'm still young and don't want to talk about these things." Xin Xiaoyue made the fat man Huang vain, but she couldn't help but think: If Wang Xuan confessed to him, would he still think he was young?

Obviously not!

I am also a hypocritical person!

Xin Xiaoyue lowered her eyes and despised herself.

"I'll go, don't use this as an excuse. Do you think I'll believe it? If Wang Xuan proposed to you, would you say you were young?" Fatty Huang was straightforward.

Xin Xiaoyue felt slapped and felt a little uncomfortable. She didn't answer Huang Fatty, but just said: "He is my brother Afan."

"It's not your biological brother. Besides, you have also come into contact with it. Are there any shadows of your brother Afan?" said Fatty Huang.

Xin Xiaoyue was silent. Although she knew that Jiang Yu was Afan, she looked pretty, except for that face, but she didn't look like her at all.

"No." Xin Xiaoyue answered truthfully.

"That's right. Besides, Lao Jiu didn't treat you as a sister, he wanted to be your man." Fatty Huang said excitedly and emphasized the word "man".

When Xin Xiaoyue heard these two words, she felt a little confused and her face turned red. She quickly said, "Don't talk nonsense."

"What am I talking nonsense? Lao Jiu is so miserable. He was very good at treating people when he was a child, but he met kidnappers. After finally living, he met various plots and had trouble sleeping. Alas, Fatty Huang said with a heartache, and looked up slightly at the sky, "Alas, I finally had a girl who looked at him, but unfortunately he treated him."

"Yes, my Ninth Young Master is in a miserable life." Chai Xiu also interrupted, putting his forehead on his face, sighed and shook his head, and said, "I finally opened my heart, but unfortunately the other party had no intention of moving in."

When Xin Xiaoyue heard the two of them sang like a double act, she knew in her heart that they were lobbyists for Jiang Yu, but when she heard what they said, she couldn't help feeling distressed. The night when Brother Afan first arrived at home, the moonlight was bright that night, and he shrank in the corner, making a whimper like a little beast.

Later, with so many calculations and so many nights, how did he spend so many nights?

It must be lonely, with some fear that you don’t tell others, and a confusion and torment that you don’t know if there will be light and warmth in the future.

She closed her eyes gently, feeling her breathing tremble a little.

She can most empathize with such loneliness, fear of insecurity, and pretend to be calm and powerful.

However, she is much better than Jiang Yu. At least she doesn't have to face all kinds of plots that take human life. She also has her longing for Wang Xuan that lights up his past years.

"Alas, love, why are you so naughty? I always love me but I don't. Alas, why are you so randomly in life? You often make jokes that are not funny..." Chai Xiu saw Xin Xiaoyue standing there indifferently, and actually began to write modern poems, reciting them with both voice and emotion.

"Don't say it anymore. I'm still young, I just want to go back to Jincheng to take care of my younger brother as soon as possible and continue my studies. I don't want this for the time being." Xin Xiaoyue interrupted the performance of the two.

Fatty Huang was still choking when he heard Xin Xiaoyue's words, and he quickly asked with a smile: "Don't you think about it for the time being? Have you considered it after a while?"

Xin Xiaoyue said nothing, turned around and left."

Fatty Huang looked at Xin Xiaoyue's back and said quickly: "Xin Xiaoyue, are you much more comfortable with Lao Jiu than with Wang Xuan, and you can do whatever you want, and much more interesting?"

Xin Xiaoyue paused and thought for a moment: It was indeed the case:

When she was with Wang Xuan, she had to find a topic, or he said that she listened silently and acted well, for fear that she would make mistakes, so he would not like it.

But when she is with Jiang Yu, she seems to be careless and unrestrained, and the topic is as she wishes.

Moreover, Jiang Yu is sometimes domineering, sometimes gentle, sometimes like a child. Although she doesn't get along much, she has seen him who is irritable, gentle, childish, and indifferent.

But for so many years, Wang Xuan has always smiled, gentle and elegant, like a painting of a handsome nobleman hanging on the wall. Even when he met for the first time, he was almost injured and almost died, but he still smiled gently.

"So what?" Xin Xiaoyue turned around and asked.

"How is it? This is love." Fatty Huang's hands were wide open, and his tone was exaggerated.

"I have never heard of such a theory or a fallacy." Xin Xiaoyue tried her best to deny it.

"I'll go, this is the truth. When men and women get along, they feel bored. Then they are not in love. Even if both parties have a good impression, they cannot last forever." Fatty Huang said quickly.

"I don't have time to talk nonsense to you. Brother Afan said he was not very comfortable. I have to go and see it. I will make food for him later." Xin Xiaoyue raised the watch in her hand.
Chapter completed!