Chapter 43 Coping
If you like someone so much, tell him. Then, give yourself a time limit and wait for the result. No matter the result is good or bad, at least let yourself go.
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After staying up all day and night, Xin Xiaoyue, who only squinted for a moment in Jiang Chengyou's car, could not fall asleep.
After saying goodbye to Su Qingxiu, Xin Xiaoyue and Zhang Jiaying took a taxi back to Wang Xuan's residence.
Probably because too many things happened that day and night, she was only focused on Xin Xiaoyang's safety, and all she could think about was what trick Old Fox Xin was going to use to plot against her.
Therefore, she didn't have time to care about herself.
Now, with Yue Fengshu and Shang Yuetang watching over her, Xin Xiaoyue could finally breathe a sigh of relief for a while.
It was at this moment that she realized that her whole body was terribly sore. Moreover, she knew very well that this kind of soreness was different from the soreness caused by over-exercising.
It was at this time that she remembered the "beautiful" and lingering dream last night.
She thought it was a dream and that the person who came was Wang Xuan, so she indulged herself and did all the things she wouldn't dare to do on ordinary days. It can be said that she tried her best to seduce him.
Later, she couldn't remember clearly.
She only remembered that she kissed that person, his lips were warm and soft, and his breath was sweet.
Then, he hugged her.
"Such a dream is still very beautiful." She said to herself, looking at the gorgeous crystal chandelier on the ceiling, and giggled.
But he seemed angry and threw her on the bed.
Xin Xiaoyue quickly got up and wanted to apologize so that he wouldn't be angry.
But her mind was like a wild horse running wild, and she couldn't control it. All she could think about was: hold him, don't let go, don't let go, hold him, hold him...
Therefore, her last memory of last night was to look at the man hidden in the dim light for a moment, then her mind lost control and she pounced on him like a hungry wolf and hugged him tightly.
Later, she didn't remember it at all...
When I woke up, the man sleeping next to me was wearing no clothes, and I was only wearing underwear. The two of them were sleeping together, and my body was indescribably tired.
In this case, no matter who it is, I'm afraid they can't convince themselves that nothing happened.
Even if Xin Xiaoyue removed the rumors that Master Jiang Jiu liked men, she still couldn't convince herself that she was still innocent because she really just slept under the quilt that night.
However, there are rumors that Master Jiang Jiu likes men. If it is true, then there may be a glimmer of hope!
When Xin Xiaoyue took a shower in the afternoon, she deceived herself and gave herself a little hope.
But now, my body is sore and I have bruises on my wrists similar to pinches and kisses, and similar bruises on my ankles.
Those hickey-like bruises were a mountain of ironclad evidence that she really lost her innocence last night.
Losing innocence means that she can no longer catch up with Bai Yueguang in her heart. Xin Xiaoyue, who originally felt inferior in front of Wang Xuan, felt desperate again because of this incident.
In the past, she felt that she still had a little chance to win over Wang Xuan.
But now, there is no chance at all, right?
Xin Xiaoyue, who has never experienced love, does not understand the laws of human love, and does not understand love affairs. At this moment, she only feels hopeless and has derived incomparable anger and hostility.
For those who plotted against her and caused her such harm, Xin Xiaoyue secretly swore that she would not let them go easily.
Of course, she, Xin Xiaoyue, would not be simple and crude, just pick up a knife and chop. She would never do such stupid things, hurting others by a hundred and damaging herself by eight thousand.
She will slowly map it out, waiting for the opportunity to move. Just like catching a snake in the past, she will stop moving and hit her with one strike.
However, at this moment, it is not the time to make any plan to trap the garbage, but how to deal with the mess in front of you and minimize the losses.
As a woman of the new era, she, Xin Xiaoyue, was forced to lose her virginity due to helpless circumstances. She was very angry and unhappy inside. But she did not cry, feel helpless, stay there in sadness and despair, and foolishly allowed the situation to develop out of control.
Originally she just lost her virginity, but she ended up being sad, broken, and ended up with a big belly. She is not that kind of stupid person.
Xin Xiaoyue tried her best to suppress her irritation and made some countermeasures to this matter in her mind:
Under the current situation, she first had to send Zhang Jiaying back to rest.
Secondly, you have to go out and buy emergency contraceptive pills. You can’t lose your virginity and still have a child. This is not an idol drama. Will leaving a child act like a rich CEO running with a ball?
Third, after these things have stabilized a bit, we should check for HIV. After all, it has been rumored many times that Mr. Jiang Jiu likes men. If you are unlucky, you can at least be careful not to infect others.
After taking simple countermeasures, Xin Xiaoyue checked the caller ID of the landline phone, but there were no new calls coming in. This indicated that Wang Xuan had not returned from the mission, and she did not know that she had called him.
Xin Xiaoyue felt even more tired, so she leaned on the sofa, remembering that when Wang Xuan was here, she loved sitting in this position playing games and commanding her teammates in pure English.
His teammates come from all over the world. He has a serious expression, and he has the feeling of scolding Fang Qiu and guiding the country.
She was always there, holding a book, pretending to read, but in fact she was looking at him. But she didn't read a single word in the book.
At that time, I felt happy inside.
"Brother Xuan, I really miss you." Xin Xiaoyue whispered to herself, and as soon as she closed her eyes, tears rolled down her arms.
"Xiaoyue, is this the home of the male god Xuan?" Zhang Jiaying asked while wiping her hair after taking a bath.
Xin Xiaoyue quickly wiped away her tears and said calmly: "It's not his home, it's just his house in Jincheng."
"Oh. Anyway, he lives here during his vacation. It's no different from home." Zhang Jiaying sat down on the sofa.
Xin Xiaoyue was stunned because of these words.
Over the years, Wang Xuan has come back here when he is on vacation. If the brother and sister have a vacation, the three of them will go to the Xishan Villa to stay together.
He usually stays until he receives orders from his superiors.
"Hey, does the male god like you?" Zhang Jiaying leaned over and asked in a gossipy manner.
Xin Xiaoyue was startled by Zhang Jiaying's words. She shook her head repeatedly when she thought of Wang Xuan's relationship with her.
The two of them get along with each other, there are some sweet things, and they get along fairly harmoniously. But Wang Xuan is like the elder in the family, and he will give her questions from time to time. Regarding her progress, he will show an "I am pleased" look, and his eyes will be as satisfied as
Xin Xiaoyue’s previous class teachers.
She always felt like a junior in front of him.
She also asked herself: Does Brother Xuan like her, so that's why he comes to Jincheng when he has time?
But when we get along with each other, Wang Xuan is like an elder, like a class teacher...
Xin Xiaoyue was good-looking and had many suitors, but she was really not confident that Wang Xuan liked her.
In fact, Wang Xuan's ordinary behavior, even if he showed a little bit of love for her, Xin Xiaoyue felt that she would fly into a flame and be doomed.
"No!" Xin Xiaoyue answered firmly while shaking her head.
Zhang Jiaying looked strange and asked tentatively: "Why are you panicking?"
"He likes me. It's the love of an elder for a younger generation." Xin Xiaoyue finally found the right words to describe it, and then felt it was not enough, so she added, "He likes Jincheng."
"Hey, Xin Xiaoyue, you like him!" Zhang Jiaying stood up and looked at the furnishings in the room.
Xin Xiaoyue didn't speak. She didn't like to bring up this topic. But Zhang Jiaying became excited and asked: "Are the styles and furnishings of these rooms the style of the male god?"
"Well, I haven't touched his house." Xin Xiaoyue replied.
After Zhang Jiaying praised Wang Xuan's artistic taste, she suddenly turned around and said seriously: "Xiaoyue, if I like someone like you, I will tell him. Then, give yourself a deadline and wait for the result.
Chapter completed!