I remember that at that time, she was lying on the hospital bed, unable to hear anything, and completely ignored the things outside the window.

Only when he looked at her like a dead tree did he realize his regret.

But no matter how many times he said to her, she couldn't hear it at that time.

She shouldn't care, either.

People often use apologies to express that they have done something wrong, and there is often no following. But sometimes, apologies have no effect on wounds that are deeply visible.

Language is often the most powerful, but it is often the most powerless.

Sometimes, people often feel upset about past events and regret it, but after thinking about it, apologizing, but she still appears after many days and nights of dreaming.

If he had to choose another time, he should still follow the original route to pursue Qingwan.

He called this choice "destiny"

Any destiny will inevitably not escape the trajectory.

...

Five days later, James received a message from Arthur.

"The medicine has been configured, you can come and get the medicine. No matter how you deal with the medicine, it is your business. I will give you all the reports, and you can find someone to study whether I have done something in it. In the end, the risk of this medicine has been reduced to a great 10%. The worst result is that she will never return to her original appearance in her life, and will never hear or see in her life. The good result is that her hearing and vision may recover a little, or it will only be one of them. This time...the antidote is given to him unconditionally."

Although James was not sure whether Arthur would do anything again, he thought that if it was true, it would be the best for the wife.

"In addition, he has taken that kind of medicine... If he wants to live longer and find someone, he might have a solution. This is also my last advice to him. The other party is called Zuo. No one knows what he looks like, how old he is, and where he lives. Whether he can find that person depends on fate! If Di Luochen really shouldn't die, he will find it."

There was no wave in Arthur's eyes. The virus had completely blinded him, and his eyes were empty.

He could finally understand how Lu Qingwan felt when she fell into darkness.

The reason why he was willing to say the ultimate unnecessary "advice" was not sympathy or surrender, but it was all for Qingwen.

If this man dies, Qingwan will be sad.

He still owe Qingwan what he said, and this advice was the last thing he did for her.

"You...why don't you look for him? If that person is excellent in medicine, he might be able to save you!" James admitted that he was testing Arthur.

He already knew that Arthur was one of the drugmakers who developed internal poisons in the past, and the poison he injected into the boss was his research results.

Arthur was a person who created such a strange poison, and he couldn't do it. Can anyone else do it?

"I don't have time anymore. And... he won't save me. Maybe he won't save Di Luochen either. But if Di Luochen doesn't go to gambling, he will have to wait to die!"

If there were more, Arthur wouldn't be willing to say it again.

James didn't know whether what Arthur said was true or not, but as long as there was a glimmer of hope, he would try it.

After he took the reagent from Arthur's residence, he immediately went to the institute where they belong to to test the reagent.
Chapter completed!