Chapter 539: A Lifetime Promise
When Su Siyu saw Lu Qingwan now, how could she not know that Lu Qingwan had changed?
In the past, Lu Qingwan was like a little princess who was ignorant of the world. When she looked at people, even if she didn't speak, her eyes would be as curved as crescent moons, but not as cold as the moonlight, with only a smile. But now her eyes are only lonely and silent.
Moreover, her eyes would look out the window or the door from time to time, as if she was waiting for someone.
Su Siyu felt bad either.
More importantly, she knew that if Lu Qingwan had not come to save them that day, they would not have appeared in front of them safely again.
Originally, before Su Siyu came, she had a lot of words of thanks and comfort in her belly, but when she really came to Lu Qingwan's bedside, she had nothing to say when she just met Lu Qingwan's eyes.
Lu Qingwan was knitting a black scarf, and Su Siyu said softly: "Can I help you? Help you...curl yarn?"
"Yes, yes."
Su Siyu looked at Lu Qingwan, who was still gentle and felt even more distressed.
She understood that Lu Qingwan's current mentality, if she was an ordinary person, she would only vent her anger at the bottom, and even if she hurts others, she would do whatever she could, because she could no longer care about the feelings of others. However, in her opinion, Lu Qingwan just hid all the anger and pain in her heart and had no way to vent it. It would only make her own heart more and more painful. So in the eyes of others, Lu Qingwan's actions were very normal.
Su Siyu accompanied Lu Qingwan for the whole morning. How could Lu Qingwan not understand Su Siyu's intention?
Lu Qingwan said: "It's getting late, you go back... Xiaobao still needs your care."
Su Siyu is now living in the hospital staff dormitory and refuses to return to Li Junze.
Last time, when she was driven out, she actually thought of taking Xiaobao back to her last shelter. However, they encountered a chase on the way, and Su Siyu did not go.
She is confident now that she can still take good care of the children like she used to, and she can give Xiaobao the best life alone.
Su Siyu said: "Xiaobao is in kindergarten, and he doesn't need me to take care of him. Now he is very happy. Don't worry, I'm a free agent during this period of paid leave."
Only then did the ward door be knocked.
Lu Qingwan said: "Please come in."
But what Su Siyu didn't expect was that it was Li Junze who came in.
Even though she reminded herself in her heart thousands of times in advance, she wanted to ignore the man in front of her and just think that he was a completely stranger and had nothing to do with him anymore, her heart still felt unnatural and painful.
She was also glad during this period. She heard that he went all over the world to find Di Luochen's whereabouts, so they had not met since the last time.
But when he appeared in front of her this time, she was still not as calm as she thought, but instead caught off guard.
Li Junze's eyes were deeply staring at Su Siyu, but Su Siyu avoided his gaze.
She tried hard to maintain a calm expression and said to Lu Qingwan: "You have something to talk about, it's not convenient for me to listen... I'll go out first and wash the fruits for you."
Li Junze did not stop him, only when he saw her walking past him with a fruit plate, his hand tightly held it.
Lu Qingwan saw Li Junze’s thoughts.
Moreover, this is the first time Lu Qingwan has seen such a haggard Li Junze.
In the past, he was always elegant and chic.
He has the same bad habit as Di Luochen, which is extreme cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder. Every time he wears clothes, even every wrinkle cannot be allowed.
But now Li Junze is unkempt.
I believe that Li Junze must have been running around during this period before he became like this.
In fact, she seemed to let go of everything at every moment, and did not have any worries, so she simply flew to anyone who was looking for Di Luochen and went with them to find Di Luochen and her children.
No matter what you do, at least you have to do!
And she stayed there, just to make her heart burn like fire, and eventually burned into coke.
But she knew that even if she went, she would only drag Li Junze down.
Because she can't help anyone, she will only distract Li Junze from taking care of her mood and body.
The child needs her...
So she could only endure it and tried her best to suppress her anxiety.
Tell yourself!
He is still alive...
After Su Siyu left, Li Junze was... unable to see Lu Qingwan's eyes.
He brought the disaster!
When they remained silent, before Lu Qingwan could speak, what shocked Lu Qingwan was that Li Junze suddenly knelt down in front of her.
Lu Qingwan was so panicked that she was about to get up from the bed like a spring, but Di Luochen raised his hand and stopped it.
"Qingwan, please listen to me first, is that OK? Don't move first... I want to say something, and I need to do some things."
Lu Qingwan looked at Li Junze in shock and said, "Junze, is there any bad news?"
She has been comforting herself that without news, the best news.
Di Luochen lives well in a corner of this world.
When Lu Qingwan said this, her body was trembling and tears also slid down from the corners of her eyes.
Li Junze shook his head, "No...and this is exactly why I want to say...sorry to you. I hate it and say sorry, because sorry only represents a kind of powerless behavior and language. During this period, I have been looking for clues about Di Luochen outside, but...no...I can't find any clues about Di Luochen. Every day, I think that I must bring Di Luochen and my children to you, because all the mistakes are caused by me. If I can't do it, how can I have the face to see you? I'm back now, what I can tell you is that I didn't find Di Luochen."
Chapter completed!