Lu Qingwan's heart seemed to be stabbed suddenly, and it was so painful that it curled up tightly into a ball.

"Thank you." She also knew it, and the doctor kindly persuaded and comforted her.

Xue Haiqing couldn't say anything to her, after all, the final decision was made by her.

"Madam, you have a good rest, I'll leave first."

After Xue Haiqing left the bedroom, he gently closed the door.

Lu Qingwan's bones seemed to be loosening all of a sudden, and there was no need to pretend to be strong in front of others.

She didn't dare to look at the pill she was still holding.

It took a long time before her hands spread out.

But when her eyes looked at the pill, tears couldn't help but slide down from the corners of her eyes.

She had already told herself that this was a mistake, and it should not have happened, so it was time to put everything at the beginning.

Her hands were trembling, trying to swallow one of the pills.

Before leaving, Dr. Xue had already secretly told her in her ear that the pill was taken in two doses, but if you only take one tablet, it would be effective.

Dr. Xue did not specifically say what effect would be, but how could she not know that this effect would kill the fertilized eggs inside in the shortest time.

Children will have no vitality.

So when she took her first pill, it was equivalent to having made a decision and she had no room for regret.

sorry...

Sorry, kid.

When she took the pills to her lips, her brain could no longer think of anything else. There was only one thought, she was wrong, and she was sorry for the child.

The pills were in her tongue, and the slight bitterness seemed to have been magnified hundreds of times at this moment. It was obviously negligible, but she suddenly vomited it out.

The pills fell on the carpet.

Then, she started vomiting.

She didn't want to stop and kept vomiting, as if she wanted to spit out all the smell of the pills that had just been put into her mouth, and not leave a trace in her body.

When she vomited until she was exhausted, she burst into tears and burst into tears.

At this time, the door was knocked, but soon the door was unscrewed.

Nian An ran to Lu Qingwan and saw Lu Qingwan who was crying into tears.

Just as he knocked on the door, he vaguely heard crying from the room, so he rushed in without hesitation.

Nian'an looked at her mother crying and felt her heart broken.

He carefully hugged Lu Qingwan.

"Mom, it's okay... Everything will pass. Mom, don't be afraid, my brother and I will stay by your side."

Lu Qingwan could no longer hold it back and hugged Nian'an tightly and tightly.

"Just cry. Mom, don't be afraid...I will protect you."

Lu Qingwan's tears fell on Nian An's face and hands, not only burning his skin, but also his heart.

"Nian'an...I can't hold on anymore...I don't know what to do? What is right? What is wrong? I'm so tired..."

"Nian'an, I'm sorry... I shouldn't say these to you, I shouldn't be in my mood..."

But Nian An interrupted Lu Qingwan's self-blame words.

"It's okay, mom... never say sorry to me, I am your son, you love me, I love you, and I will protect you."

Nian An just wanted her mother to take off the burden and pressure. She had already lived a hard life, enough...

He wanted to protect her, at least to allow her to be with her when she was crying in despair, and she could rely on her.

Lu Qingwan cried in a dark and without any disguise and no need for any cover-up.

Nian An didn't ask what was wrong. In fact, he also vaguely guessed that possibility...

After all, he knew very well how his mother got the medicine.

But he cannot say it, nor can he randomly speculate and verify it.

He was afraid that his mother would be even more sad and embarrassed, so he tore his mother's wounds apart again.

Mom doesn't want to say it, so she won't say it.

"I can't go back again, I'm very wrong. I can't look for your father anymore, I can't see him again... I can't." Because if he knew about it, he would definitely be disappointed and sad.

She couldn't face Di Luochen.

She betrayed Di Luochen.

She wanted to use medicine to abort the child, but she was just deceiving herself.

Even without children, can you get everything back to the beginning? Can you make yourself think that nothing has happened?

And she seemed to be crazy, and wanted to pay the price of her life in exchange for self-deception!

"Mom, no... Everything will be fine. I will always be with you and will help you find it. Let's wait together." Nian An comforted Lu Qingwan and said.

"My thoughts, muttering..."

"Mom, I'm here, don't be afraid, I'll be by your side all the time."

He didn't want his mother to always show her strong appearance. He didn't want her to feel sad, but she would still pretend to be nice and smile in front of them. What she didn't know was that his heart would hurt even if he saw it.

"I won't forgive myself, nor will he forgive me...I'm wrong, can't look back, can't go back..."

"Mom, no, you still have us."

Lu Qingwan's eyes seemed to be covered with a shadow, with no luster or hope, and she would never see the originally dazzling light like stars again.

"Nian'an, if you know me...I...what did I do, and you know my current situation...you will..." Lu Qingwan can no longer say anything.

Now she is like a frightened bird. She is very afraid, but the real road cannot tolerate her turning back because she cannot cruelly kill the child in her belly.

Children are innocent.

It's not her fault, it's her bad...

Nian An shook his head and said firmly: "No, mom. You are the best mother in the world. No matter what decision you make or what happens, you can't change the fact that I love you very much. You are my mother."

Lu Qingwan couldn't speak out that she was pregnant.

She couldn't tell Nian'an clearly what the child was from. But even if she didn't say it, Nian'an would know it.

"Nian'an, I...I mean, if... if... if... if mom... have another child, would you think... blame mom? Will you think this is not good?"

A shocked look appeared in Nian'an's eyes. Even though he had guessed this possibility, he was still stunned when this conjecture was truly verified.
Chapter completed!