696 I want to leave
Su Siyu was also anxious, "This...what happened! Do you know? I'm afraid something will happen to Qingwan!"
Li Junze thought about it and should not tell Su Siyu about Qingwan's medicine.
This is not about trust, but he understands Qingwan, and Qingwan is definitely unwilling to let more people know about this kind of thing.
He also wants to maintain Qingwan's self-esteem.
Even though he knew very well that even if Su Siyu knew about this, she would definitely not be prejudiced against Qingwan.
But he just didn't want to say it.
"I don't know either, but don't ask. She just says it if she wants to. You and I know Qingwan's temperament. I don't want to, and I dare not force her, for fear that she will be hurt even more."
At this moment, the door was knocked.
"Brother, sister-in-law, it's me...I'm Qingwan, you can let me in."
Su Siyu hurriedly opened the door, "Of course, I'll open the door."
Lu Qingwan entered the ward and was holding a cup of porridge in her hand.
Her eyes were already well and she could see things.
"Brother, do you think your health is better today?"
She comes to see Li Junze every day, and today is no exception.
Li Junze calmed down all his worries, smiled at Lu Qingwan, and knocked on his chest, just like a gorilla pounding himself, which was particularly funny.
"Very good! So strong!"
Lu Qingwan smiled and put the porridge on his bedside table and said, "That's good, brother, you must get better quickly."
"It's already done. I eat the love porridge you gave me every day. What's the bad truth! I've been gained by you."
Lu Qingwan also knew that Li Junze always said something good, hoping that he would be happy.
Lu Qingwan smiled, and Su Siyu also laughed.
Li Junze sat and peeled oranges for the two women. Not only was the whole orange peeled off by him, but even the white silk threads were peeled off. The last one was divided into two, half was given to Lu Qingwan and half to Su Siyu.
Lu Qingwan held half an orange in her hand and looked at Su Siyu and smiled.
"Brother, you are so kind to me, so you are not afraid that your sister-in-law will be jealous!"
Su Siyu smiled and said, "I'm so jealous! He will use these tricks to please you and make you like him more than me, my sister-in-law! She is so flirting with me every day."
Li Junze touched Su Siyu's head and only smiled without saying a word.
"No! I like my sister-in-law the most! My sister-in-law is the best." Lu Qingwan also joked.
Lu Qingwan sat and chatted with Li Junze and Su Siyu for a while before she told the topic today.
"Brother, sister-in-law, actually... I... What I want to say is that I want to take the children away. We will find a place to live well. I like flowers, and Nian'an also likes purity. Nian'an is like a happy wild horse, likes to run around and free, so we want to go to a flower field far away from the downtown city, so we can live in peace. Nian'an and Nian'an will go to school locally, and I take good care of them while planting flowers, selling flowers, and making perfumes, which should be enough for our family to live. If we have time, I will take the children to other parts of the world for a trip. I will grow up with them, and I will live a good life, so don't worry."
Li Junze was shocked when he heard this.
Su Siyu was also shocked.
Li Junze opposed: "Qingwan? Are you going to move out? Do you want to live with your children? Qingwan, just stay here! Or, if you don't like this, I'll find an island nearby to let you live. If you don't like the sea, I'll arrange it and arrange for you to like a place close to the flower fields you like. But I still hope that you can live with us so that I can take good care of you. OK? Or, if you live here, why are you wronged? I will definitely improve."
Su Siyu was also anxious, "Yes... Qingwan, can you stay? Are you unhappy living? Or is there something wrong?"
Lu Qingwan's eyes were filled with emotion. She shook her head, "It's not your reason, brother, sister-in-law... I'm sincere, you are very nice to me. It's not that you are outside the good range, but that's too good. It's that I want to leave and start a new life."
"Qingwan, I still want you to stay. You take care of your two children, and I really don't feel at ease with you."
Lu Qingwan was still smiling, but tears were already shining in her eyes, "I am not afraid of hardship or fatigue. I think I am the children now... They are good, I am fine."
Li Junze and Su Siyu listened to Lu Qingwan's calm narrative, and felt panicked.
There must be a wounded heart hidden under Qingwan's calm appearance, but she tried hard to hide it and didn't want people to see it.
Su Siyu couldn't help asking: "Qingwan, although we must respect your choice, if you leave like this, we will really be worried about you. Qingwan, your brother and I are really... I really want to take care of you, I really want to take care of you for the rest of my life, and I don't want to let you suffer. Many times, you have a pain in your heart, and we don't dare to touch this topic, dare not let you feel pain, let alone say some sensational words, but what we want to say is that you are our relatives, we feel sorry for you, and want to make you truly happy, but we also know that we cannot do it. Qingwan, don't leave, okay? Even if you can't make you happy, we still want to take care of you."
Lu Qingwan's tears finally fell, but she was still smiling hard, "I know, I always know... In this world, I have people who love me, people who love me, and children I want to protect. God is still very good to me, but I am unwilling to let myself go. Now I have let go, I want to start over, I will live a hard and hard life, I will live with a smile. Don't worry about me..."
Li Junze held his palm tightly, his heart hurt so much, but he didn't say anything.
He knew Qingwan. Qingwan was such a stubborn person. As long as he was determined, he would be stubborn and would not turn back even if he hit the wall.
But it is because of her that she is so stupid that it makes people feel distressed.
Some people say that it is painful to not let go, but if you really let go, how painful it will be!
Because there is no hope, but despair.
The pain no longer emerges like the surface, but instead is buried deeply, gnawing the soul bit by bit until it disappears.
Chapter completed!