Chapter 755 I am afraid
Lu Qingwan also saw that there was a towering pond in the center, but the surface was woody and had pattern carvings, but the wood was also wrapped in a layer of ice.
It's strange here.
Where is this place?
Even though Lu Qingwan was wrapped in thick clothes, Lu Qingwan only felt that the cold air seemed to penetrate into her heart and a burst of cold air surged, making her fingers tremble.
Gu Fu's eyes looked at Lu Qingwan's hand.
Now that Lu Qingwan's hand was tightly wrapped in Gu Fu's palm, how could Gu Fu not feel Lu Qingwan's fear?
Gu Fu held Lu Qingwan's hand harder, and tried hard to curl his smile at the corner of his mouth, "Wan, what do you think here?"
Lu Qingwan pursed her lips, feeling a sense of indescribable fear in her heart, but it was also the truth, "It's too cold here. Although it's beautiful, I...I'm still a little scared."
"Scared?" A bitter look flashed in Gu Fu's eyes, "I'm right by your side, will you be afraid?"
Lu Qingwan hesitated for a while, then nodded, "I am really a little scared. Gu Fu, where is this?"
But Gu Fu's eyes looked at Lu Qingwan quietly. After a long time of silence, he pulled Lu Qingwan to the Chi Zi in the center.
When Lu Qingwan saw the pool at close range, her heart seemed to jump out of her chest.
Because she could see clearly, there were two... coffins in the pond!
Lu Qingwan was stunned and her mind was empty.
But as she came back to her senses, her fingers were trembling.
She wanted to retreat, but found that her feet seemed to be frozen in place and could not move.
She must have been scared, so all the strength in her body was pulled away.
But Gu Fu continued, "Wan, this place will be where I will stay for a long time in the future. Simply put, I built this cemetery for myself."
Lu Qingwan looked at Gu Fu in amazement, wanting to speak, but found that she couldn't speak.
What Lu Qingwan didn't notice was that Lina did not step into the ice room and stayed outside all the time.
Because Lina is not qualified.
"Wan, I didn't lie to you." Gu Fu said, "I'm indeed dying. Five years ago, I knew that I had an incurable disease. But do you know? Wan, when I knew, I didn't feel anything. I was unhappy, sad, and afraid, because I felt that there was a difference between living and dying? I didn't look forward to tomorrow, I didn't have what I want to do most, and I had no wishes. However, at that time, I decided that I would prepare a cemetery for myself, and one could
It is enough to accommodate all my cemeteries, bury everything I have, and it won't remind people of me, and what I have at the last moment will be all I want. You must be very surprised, why do I do this? Why did I keep these things... Actually, at the beginning, I didn't quite understand why I was. Later, day after day, I finally figured it out, I was just... lonely. I don't want to be lonely when I stay here forever."
Lu Qingwan's heart trembled more and more violently. She never expected that Gu Fu would plan like this.
She said nothing, but continued to listen to Gu Fu continue to say, "I don't like people. My interest in dead things and objects is far higher than that of people. But even if I fill this cemetery with items I like to collect, I... still feel lonely! Until I meet you, Wan."
Gu Fu looked at Lu Qingwan seriously with his eyes, as if he wanted to see Lu Qingwan clearly and remember her deeply.
"You are the first person I'm very interested in. At first, it was just because of Sherill. Later, when I contacted you, I felt that I wanted to stay with you for a while. Until now, Wan, you are always by my side."
Lu Qingwan's fingertips were already very cold. She thought she had guessed why Gu Fu brought her to this castle!
Lu Qingwan said in a trembling voice: "You... do you want to leave me too? Just like... those collections? Is your disease really untreatable? Is it really untreatable? Is there no hope at all?"
But Gu Fu just looked at her quietly and said nothing.
Lu Qingwan's palm gently touched her abdomen, and her eyes were filled with tears, "I...I don't know what I will do! I am here with you now, and this is your territory again, and I am powerless to resist your decision. But I just want to wait, can I wait... My child is almost six months old, and he is still in my belly. I can't give up on him. So I beg you, can you let me go!"
Gu Fu's palm couldn't help but touch Lu Qingwan's head, but this time Lu Qingwan couldn't help but retreat.
"Wan, I don't know what I will do with you. At the beginning, I was 100% sure that as long as I was interested in it, I would collect it here. I admit that I brought you here for the purpose. But Wan, you don't know how beautiful, how warm you are, how nostalgic it is. I am no longer interested in you, but... emotion. I want to keep you by my side, because I am sure that as long as I do this, I will not be lonely. Every minute I am with you will be beautiful, and it is very warm. It is so warm.
.The first time I was scared! I was afraid of death, I resented death, I wanted to live, even if I lived a few more days. Only then did I realize that the reason why I had no feelings for death in the past was because I had never obtained the best things and people. Since I had never obtained them, how could I lose them? The things I collected were just like this, no matter how many they were, they would not fill my heart, and you were different. But I would laugh at you, you would make a fuss, you could talk, and you wanted to live, so I didn't want you to stay here forever. It's too cold, isn't it?"
Lu Qingwan's tears couldn't stop falling, both for her husband and for herself.
And she admitted that she was scared.
She didn't want to die. She wanted to live well with her children, and she wanted to stay by Di Luochen's side.
Chapter completed!