Lu Qingwan's tears kept falling. When she thought that there was actually her child in this world, she couldn't control her tears.

She didn't know anything!

Di Luochen said to Lu Qingwan: "Qingwan, he is already at home now, but there are some things... I hope you can listen to everything, okay? After that, you want to hit me, scold me, blame me, and I will listen to you."

Lu Qingwan no longer knows what to do now, and she can't tell what she was feeling at this time, because the matter of the child shocked her and caught her off guard.

"Actually, I have been looking for his whereabouts over the years. I admit that I am selfish, and I also admit that I don't want you to know his existence, but I... won't hurt him. No matter what, I think half of his body is your blood, and I don't want to hurt all the parts that belong to you. Just now, Jason found me and sent the child to the door. It was the first time I saw him. As soon as I saw him, I knew... He is my child and you, that is, even I myself don't know, I am the father of the child! Although I have always known that he exists over the years, I have been avoiding him and rejecting him..." In the end, Di Luochen's own heart hurts, which is also the place that makes him regret and feel most regretful and guilty.

Lu Qingwan was so shocked that she couldn't speak. It was Luo Chen and her child.

"Jason said that his name is Eden. He also told me some things, saying that Eden is a...a very special child."

"What's wrong? Is he... unwell? Is he sick? Or, even if... even if he is disabled, I'm not afraid, and I don't dislike him." Lu Qingwan said firmly, tears already overflowing his eyes.

"His body is not sick, but... he is different from ordinary children. He has a high IQ and is different from ordinary people, but he... can't communicate and communicate with us, and will not have joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness like an ordinary child. He doesn't know how to express emotions and self-expression. He was diagnosed as autism at first, but later he was denied. It is another new disease that has just been discovered, but it is similar to autism, but it can also be understood by the concept of autism. He has his own world because

The brain structure is different from us, so there are communication barriers with the outside world. In the eyes of outsiders, he is too quiet, ignores our existence, and is unwilling to contact us. Compared to people, he is more willing to contact flowers, plants, trees, and rivers for a long time. Maybe he regards himself as a part of flowers, plants, and trees, so he will be immersed in it, but in the eyes of outsiders, he is dazed for a long time. When we contact him, maybe... he will not get a response, just like he is contacting flowers, plants, and trees."

After listening to Di Luochen's explanation, Lu Qingwan understood the fact that Di Luochen wanted to tell her.

"Qingwan, don't be afraid, let's face it together and take care of him together. I just want you to have a mental preparation in advance."

Lu Qingwan nodded, "I'm not afraid... Luo Chen, take me to see him, I want to see him."

Di Luochen took her hand and came to the room where he temporarily settled in Eden.

When they came to Eden, Eden still opened his eyes, but was extremely quiet.

It was the first time Lu Qingwan saw him, and it turned out that the child who had been appearing in her dreams looked like this.

Her heart was beating wildly, very uneasy and nervous.

She was clearly telling herself at the door that she must be good, must laugh, and leave a good impression on the baby for the first time, and not scare the baby.

But when she saw him for the first time, although she was smiling hard, her tears kept falling.

She wanted to hug him, but she didn't dare to meet his eyes.

He was afraid that he wouldn't like it.

"Baby, baby...I...I am..."

It took her a lot of effort to say, "Your mom..."

Eden just looked at her quietly, without any expression or speaking.

At this moment, she saw the child's forehead, neck, and hands full of scars, and her tears became even more.

"Baby, does it... hurt very much?"

She immediately looked at Di Luochen and asked and asked for help silently, why did the baby have so many wounds?

Di Luochen pressed her shoulders with his hands and was also silently comforting her.

"Baby, I won't be afraid anymore... Mom will never leave you again. Mom and Dad... will always be by your side, and will never leave you again."

"I'll blow the wound for you, okay?" Lu Qingwan really blew the wound for him, but the more she blew, the more she burst into tears.

No one can understand her current mood.

This is not the excitement of losing and regaining, but the guilt and heartache that is heavier than happiness. Now it is suppressed in her heart, making her breathless.

"Baby, I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."

When the child needs her the most, she is not here, and she doesn't even know.

She thought that when she was happiest and happiest, the child was suffering in a place she could not see.

When Lu Qingwan thought of this, she felt that she could not make up for it.

She had never given this child love, nor had she known about his existence.

He exists in a corner of this world, but as his mother, he doesn't know it.

Lu Qingwan turned her back and kept wiping her tears.

She can't cry anymore. If she cries any more, the baby may be sad or feels pressure.

When she faced Eden again, she said to Eden gently: "Baby, are you hungry? I'll go get you something to eat, okay?"

However, she still received no response.

But Lu Qingwan was not discouraged.

Di Luochen said to her, "I asked someone to come and get the porridge." Because they didn't know what Eden liked to eat, and he was weak now, so he could only eat some light porridge first, so porridge is the most suitable one.

After the porridge was delivered, Lu Qingwan and Di Luochen were both accompanying Eden's bedside at the same time.

But when Lu Qingwan took the spoon and blew the heat in small mouthfuls, she was sure that it could enter the mouth and handed it to his mouth, Eden did not open his mouth.

"Don't your baby like to eat it? Then, can I change it? Drink some soup? Or add some sugar to the porridge." She knew that all the children in the family liked to eat sweets, except Nian. But maybe, Eden didn't like sweets either.

When the same food was brought, Eden never responded.
Chapter completed!