Chapter 954 Don't lie to me
Is all this a trick of fate?
After going around in circles, it seems to be back to the beginning, but in fact things have long since passed.
They still can't return to the origin.
Bai Yin couldn't stop her tears, and she felt even more heartbroken by Xia Lin.
In the past four years, she has seen Xia Lin suffer from heart-wrenching pain every day and night, and missed that girl.
Xia Lin not only lost her heart, but also lost her soul for her, and even her own life was ruined.
And she has also heard the stories between Xia Lin and the girl from Xia Lin's confidants countless times.
But she never expected that the origin of all this came from her.
She was the culprit for all this.
It was she that caused the fate of many people here to be changed.
Bai Yin reached out to cover his face with the quilt next to him, avoiding Xia Lin's gaze.
Xia Lin also noticed Bai Yin's tears and her resistance just now, and only thought that Bai Yin was frightened and angry with him was so angry.
Xia Lin also knew that Bai Yin didn't want others to see her, so he closed his eyes and said to Bai Yin: "Bai Yin, I closed my eyes now and I can't see it anymore, so you don't have to be afraid. Bai Yin... Sorry, I'm hurting you. I won't let you get hurt again in the future, nor will I be angry with you on purpose."
Bai Yin's voice trembled and said, "No need... say sorry to me, you didn't do anything wrong to me, it's just... you are doing something wrong to others now. If you really want to save it, I hope you let Qingwan go, okay?"
If before, she felt sympathy just because she saw the loneliness and despair in Qingwan's eyes and wanted to do something for Qingwan.
And now, she realized that she was sorry for Qingwan and that she was the sinner.
If something happened to Qingwan, no matter how much she made up for it, she would not be able to atone for Qingwan.
"I can promise you anything except this!" Xia Lin said with his eyes closed.
"She really doesn't owe you! Her husband doesn't owe you either...at least, you shouldn't implicate Qingwan." She still couldn't tell the truth to Xia Lin.
Just imagine, how could she tell Xia Lin in person that she is Xiaoya who he has always been dreaming of!
She has now become like she is not human or ghost!
How to face Xia Lin!
How should Xia Lin feel heartbroken!
Even if she looks like now, being seen by others will only attract people to be disgusted and fearful, just like the villagers who used to see her.
She is like a ghost crawling out of hell, ugly and incomplete.
Even she wanted to live an ordinary life, let alone have love.
Xia Lin was already unable to get angry with Bai Yin who had just been rescued, and said calmly: "Bai Yin, you just need to stay by my side as before. You don't have to pay attention to other things. I can agree to anything else except this."
Bai Yin was silent for a long time, and suddenly she lifted the quilt and exposed her face covered with scars of fire kisses.
She was smiling, but there was too much sadness in her smile.
"If I say something, if you can't do it, you...will be willing to the first request I mentioned before. That is to say, I only have these two requests, and you only need to agree to one of them."
"As long as you pick stars, moon, moon under the water, etc., things that are not in line with common sense, I think I can."
Bai Yin said self-deprecatingly, "No, it's something you can do if you want. My second request is, can you love me and marry me?"
Xia Lin was shocked, and his throat seemed to be strangled by something.
He looked at Bai Yin and couldn't speak.
Bai Yin replied for him, "You can't do it either. Xia Lin, you can't love me or marry me, so why do you tell me that you can agree to anything else."
This is also her heartfelt pain.
Xia Lin's love for Xiaoya is that it stays in the time of the past, that period he has never really walked out, and what he loves is her past self.
But what about now?
She was just Bai Yin, a woman with scars on her body.
Will he love again?
"You go out. You go!" Bai Yin has decided to completely close his heart.
She has also made up her mind.
If it was really almost unstoppable in the end, then she would announce the truth. At that time, Xia Lin would know that all this had nothing to do with Qingwan, and even more with Di Luochen.
But when she announced it, it was her death date.
She was unwilling to face Xia Lin in the name of Xiaoya.
She was like a mouse in the dark, she could not face Xia Lin, and she could not be the original Xiaoya.
Xia Lin left without saying a word, but just as he was about to leave the door, his hands tightly clenched.
He blurted out and said, "Okay, I promise you."
When he said this, even his own heart was trembling.
He has always regarded Xiaoya's affairs as the most important thing in his mind, including revenge. Apart from this, nothing can be overcome by Xiaoya's affairs, so when Bai Yin asked him, he of course directly refused.
But at that moment just now, the balance in his heart turned towards Bai Yin.
"Everything is just a show for Di Luochen. Her marriage with Zhao Siyu is fake, and the documents are also fake. But you must keep a secret from her and can't meet her again. You can rest here well. This is my only requirement for you."
After hearing this, Bai Yin also knew very well that this was Xia Lin’s biggest concession.
Chapter completed!