Chapter 984 I want to stay by his side
Bai Yin could not have been touched when he heard Lu Qingwan's words.
She could feel that what Qingwan said was the truth.
But it is said that if a person is extremely proud, he will often be accompanied by deep inferiority.
She had no way to face herself, and she could not fully show her true self to that person.
Bai Yin's body is still very weak now. Perhaps human beings are a fragile animal. No matter how strong they used to disguise themselves, when they were sick, it seemed that their minds were defective, so a disease called "lostness" invaded.
So she couldn't help but want to say something to Qingwan.
"But I can't be myself, I'll never be able to do it."
Many times, she didn't dare to recall everything she had in the past.
Even she didn't dare to admit that she was Xiaoya.
"Bai Yin, don't say that..."
Bai Yin turned around and looked at Lu Qingwan, "Qingwan, you can turn around or open your eyes."
"Is it really OK?"
"I'm ready, you can see me, anyway, you've seen it just now. It's the one I can't pass just now."
Lu Qingwan felt Bai Yin’s trust in her, and she was gradually opening her heart to herself.
Then, Lu Qingwan opened her eyes and faced Bai Yin's eyes.
Naturally, she also saw Bai Yin's face.
It is precisely because she understands Bai Yin's heart that Bai Yin's appearance will not scare her.
Bai Yin looked at Lu Qingwan's eyes, and he really didn't see the familiar disgust and rejection from Qingwan's eyes.
Qingwan's eyes when she looked at her were still the same as usual, without any difference.
It seems that just as Qingwan said, she is her in her eyes!
"Qingwan, if one day you became like me... But if you have someone you love very much, what would you do?" Bai Yin asked.
Lu Qingwan was stunned for a moment. If she were the situation Bai Yin said, what would she do!
Lu Qingwan thought of Di Luochen, her and his children in her mind.
When she thought of this, her heart ached.
After she was silent for a long time, she looked straight into Bai Yin's eyes without escaping.
"I will not leave him, I still have to love him, unless I die, and I will stay with him in this life." Lu Qingwan said firmly.
Bai Yin's eyes showed a surprised look, and she didn't expect Qingwan to answer like this.
She understands Qingwan's personality. Qingwan is kind and always thinks about others.
She believed that Qingwan and her personality were very similar, both of which were soft on the outside and hard on the inside.
"Why?" Bai Yin said.
Lu Qingwan smiled at the corner of her mouth, "Actually... If you asked me this question a few years ago, I would tell you without hesitation that I would leave silently and would not go to Luo Chen. Because I think this must be the best way for Luo Chen. I love Luo Chen, so I also want to give Luo Chen good things, including myself. If I look bad and not that perfect, I will definitely not want to face Luo Chen at the beginning."
"Then why did you change your answer now?" Bai Yin asked again.
Lu Qingwan said: "Because we have loved each other more and more deeply over the years, neither of us can do without each other. We have all determined that the other party is the only soul mate in our life. We made an appointment to grow old together. In fact, this... is what you reminded me, have you forgotten?"
"I remind you? What am I remind you?"
Chapter completed!