Chapter 104: I'm sorry for your father
When Gu Baihong heard her voice, he knew that the matter could not be hidden. He sighed and looked out the window, and felt extremely relaxed.
Lin Shutong knocked on the door and entered the study room. He saw him sitting on a chair by the window, and a pot of hot tea was brewing on the small table in front of him, which was slowly steaming.
"Uncle." She spoke softly, feeling a little nervous.
Tense about the unknown.
Gu Baihong looked at her and pulled his lips, pointed to the opposite position, "Sit down."
Lin Shutong nodded, sat down on the chair opposite, put his hands on his legs in a regular manner, hesitated for a moment before speaking: "I..."
"You want to ask your father, right?" Gu Baihong said it first.
Lin Shutong looked up at him.
Although he was over fifty years old, Gu Baihong still looked very young. Gu Jinyu's eyebrows and eyes were very similar to him, deep and heroic.
Unlike her father, she looks very ordinary and black, and her mother always laughs at him as a migrant worker.
"Yes." She nodded.
Gu Baihong sighed deeply and looked out the window with a distant look on his face: "I did not participate in your father's car accident design, but... your father died a little and I had something to do with how much he died."
Lin Shutong was slightly stunned and looked at him in surprise.
"At that time, Jiang Wenjun asked me to help me, but I refused. Your father came from the same place as me. Although we had different ideas, our relationship was still there. Although we separated later, we still had feelings in each other's hearts." He said slowly, "I just felt that Jiang Wenjun and Fang Changming were crazy. I had persuaded them, but they didn't listen. At that time, Gu was in the prime of his life, and it was not convenient for me to involve those things, so... I knew their plans, but I... did not stop the car accident."
A hint of regret flashed across his haggard face, "I thought at the time that they shouldn't dare to do that. After all, they have known each other for so many years, how could they do it? But I didn't expect that the car accident really happened. I regretted it and went to find Fang Changming! But he had changed and became crazy! He said that if I broke this matter out, I would take me to death..."
He lowered his head, his face full of regret, "I, I couldn't do anything at that time. I had the whole family and the hope given by my family. I couldn't get involved with him, so I buried the truth in my heart."
Maybe she had made psychological preparations before coming, but Lin Shutong did not react particularly hard after hearing this, but she just felt...
It hurts one by one.
Very angry, but I don't know who to be angry.
If she had heard of such a thing a few days earlier, she would be hysterical, hated him for not stopping it, and why could she hide it for so many years and accuse him of his behavior at the highest point of morality.
But now, she has already entered society to understand all kinds of sinister people's hearts and understands that his choice is just a decision that everyone will make.
"I'm sorry for your father." Gu Baihong lowered his head and his eyes were wet. "Because of this incident, I haven't slept well in the past few years. Every time I walk to the door of the police station, I come back. I feel disgusting when Fang Changming contacts your house! I thought that when Jinyu takes over the group, I will go and report them. Unexpectedly, something happened before I could do it..."
Lin Shutong listened with her eyes down, and her heart fell into a complicated state.
It turns out that this is the reason why Gu Jinyu and her separated.
It turns out that no matter how good the relationship is, it cannot compare to the interests, and even friends who have been together for many years can turn against each other.
Gu Baihong stood up, took out a stack of envelopes from the drawer and put them in front of Lin Shutong, "This is the report letter I have written in recent years, a total of 200 letters. I will write it when I think of your father, but I never had the courage to send it out... Child, I'm sorry for you."
It was him who became weak, and between friends and family, he chose his family.
Lin Shutong looked at the envelopes and could think of the pain and entanglement he felt when he wrote this letter.
He gently pulled his lower lip, and Lin Shutong looked up at him: "You don't have to blame yourself. I can understand your choice. I think... If my father is still here, I won't blame you."
He didn't do anything, he just kept it from hiding it and said nothing.
The murderer has been caught, so why should she waste her energy and hate those who shouldn't be hated?
Gu Baihong nodded, feeling very guilty, "Jinyu is more upright than me. After knowing this, I don't want you to suffer, so I broke up with you. I... If possible, I hope you can still walk together, even if you don't go home."
He doesn't want the pain left by the previous generation to be borne by the children.
Lin Shutong stood up and left without answering.
I went down the stairs but happened to see Gu Jinyu rushing back.
His eyes met and suddenly stopped.
I don't know what he felt like during this period.
This fool actually endured these things alone.
Gu Jinyu took the lead and walked towards her, stared at her eyes, grabbed her wrist and pulled it out.
Lin Shutong followed him obediently.
"What are you doing here?" he turned around and looked at her and questioned.
Lin Shutong looked at him innocently: "What do you think I'm here to do?"
Gu Jinyu frowned, his eyes helpless and distressed, "You are really disobedient."
"I wasn't an obedient person at first." She lowered her head and muttered quietly, then looked at him, "Why don't you tell me?"
His eyes flashed slightly, and he turned his head, "What do you want to tell you? It makes you fall into regret and regret being with me every day?"
Lin Shutong looked at him calmly: "I don't know."
Gu Jinyu paused and looked at her in a little surprised.
Lin Shutong sighed softly: "Actually, I can understand your father's decision. I won't hate him, and it's useless to hate him. My father can't come back anymore. He didn't participate in anything, just chose to hide it. Moreover, he has not been having a good time in the past few years. Now the real murderer has been caught, and I won't resent anyone."
Just as Fang Changming said, she doesn't want her life to live in hatred.
Perhaps because of her personality, she is often rational and incredible.
"Don't blame yourself, these things have nothing to do with you and us." He should not be the one who is entangled in the previous generation.
Gu Jinyu looked at her clear eyes, "You really think so?"
"Otherwise?" she shrugged, "Hate your dad, and then hate yourself every day why you want to be with you? Do you bury your second half of your life into the vortex of hatred?"
"I won't live that way, I believe that my dad doesn't want me to live that way," she said relievedly.
Chapter completed!