Chapter 1613 Despair
Ma Juan felt sad but could not refute.
Han Ci said earnestly: "You can be regarded as my half-disciple, and I feel heartbroken to have reached this point today."
Ma Juan was so disheartened that these days were the most difficult in her life.
"Mr. Han, do I still have a chance?"
Han Ci sighed and said, "When the Yunshuijian matter is settled, you go abroad for plastic surgery to change your face first, and then I will slowly go to the old gentleman to intercede. I hope to come back with a different identity in a few years."
Hearing Han Ci's words, Ma Juan seemed to see the light from the dark night and said excitedly: "Thank you, Mr. Han."
Han Ci said calmly: "Don't be in a hurry to thank me. You have to find a way to make up for the mistakes you made. Only after you resolve the matter today will I have the opportunity to intercede with the old gentleman on your behalf. I hope you can cut off their heads yourself."
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Ma Juan's excitement returned to freezing point again. She could grit her teeth to kill Wang Ren, but it was really difficult for her to kill Wang Ren's wife and daughter with her own hands.
Han Ci turned to look at Ma Juan and asked, "Do you know why I want you to cut off their heads with your own hands?"
Ma Juan nodded, "I know."
Han Ci said calmly: "It's good to know. The old man often talks about "benevolence". This "benevolence" does not refer to the benevolence of women, but to the great benevolence and love of all things in the world, benevolence to the Dao, and love to the poor.
, this kind of benevolence is not a simple compassion, but a great benevolence that breaks and then builds up."
Ma Juan hummed, "Thank you, Mr. Han, for your advice."
Seeing that Ma Juan still had a troubled look on her face, Han Ci said: "All living beings will not be naturally equal. Feudal society relied on killing to replace slave society. Modern society replaced feudal society on killing. Equality among all living beings can only rely on killing.
Killing, kindness without killing can't change anything, and it won't make any sense. Do you know why the old gentleman is very disappointed in you?"
"Not only because of the loss of Yunshuijian, but also because you did not show your proper general style when faced with major events. I asked you to cut off their heads with your own hands. On the one hand, it is to promote your growth and progress, and on the other hand, it is also
Let you redeem the old gentleman’s disappointment in you.”
Ma Juan bit her red lips and said with difficulty: "I understand."
Han Ci nodded and murmured: "The biggest obstacle now is Lu Shanmin. I hope he can retreat despite the difficulties."
Ma Juan looked at the factory building that had come into view, "With his character, he shouldn't be able to retreat easily."
Han Ci said helplessly: "The rain is about to come, the wind is all over the building,
The old gentleman has laid a big thunder."
Ma Juan said: "In a way, he meets our talent recruitment standards very well. In addition, he is the son of Lu Chenlong and Chen Su, so the old man will inevitably have illusions about him."
Han Ci murmured: "No matter how outstanding a talent is, if it cannot be used by us, it will become the biggest threat. Love is only one aspect of the old man. What I am more worried about is that he acted intentionally or unintentionally because of his guilt for Chen Su.
to indulge him”.
Ma Juan frowned slightly, "Xia Bing said the same thing."
Han Ci asked slowly: "What about you?"
Ma Juan opened her mouth, then shook her head, "I don't know."
Han Ci clasped his hands behind his back and shook his head after a long time, "The old gentleman's wisdom is unmatched. I believe he will not continue to tolerate this scourge."
Ma Juan said calmly: "It's very difficult to kill him now."
Han Ci said: "There are many ways to kill people, and there are many ways to kill him. The reason why he is still alive now is just because of the restraints of Lu Chenlong and the old gentleman."
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Wang Ren was very nervous and kept raising his hand to look at the time. What he was nervous about was not the people in front who came to kill him, but how far behind his wife and children had gone.
Lu Shanmin turned to look at Wang Ren and said calmly: "Do you still think they are worthy of loyalty?"
Wang Ren smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know how to explain it to you."
Lu Shanmin said calmly: "They are giving me time to think about it. We also need to buy time for your wife and children. Anyway, you have nothing to do. Why don't we just have a casual chat."
Wang Ren was silent for a long time, seeming to be thinking about where to start.
Lu Shanmin said again: "It doesn't matter, just say whatever comes to mind."
Wang Ren took a deep breath and asked, "Have you ever experienced despair?"
"Have experienced it more than once".
"Then what do you most want to see in despair?"
"Of course there is hope."
"You are right, it is hope. The meaning of the organization to me is hope. It gave me hope when I was desperate for the world."
Lu Shanmin said calmly: "But now it has given you despair again."
Wang Ren nodded, then shook his head. "There is a difference between the two."
Lu Shanmin snorted and said, "Come and listen."
Wang Ren said calmly: "I have a childhood friend who was a student when we were studying
The person with the best grades in the school was admitted to Tianjing University of Science and Technology with the first score in the school. That year he went to college with high spirits, and I went to the city to work alone with my luggage on my back."
Wang Ren paused and continued: "He was the pride of our whole village, but less than a year after graduating from college, he committed suicide by jumping off a building."
Lu Shanmin frowned slightly, and couldn't help but remember that Mazui Village also had such a pride.
Wang Ren said: "In the village, everyone thought he was a carp jumping into the dragon's gate, but in fact only he knew that he had jumped into a pit of fire."
"I saw him once when he just graduated from college. I thought I would see a high-spirited and proud man, but when I really saw him, I was shocked. His hair was disheveled, he was unkempt, and his energy was listless.
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"He talked a lot with me that time. He told me that his people came to the big city from the countryside, but their spirit was incompatible with the city. I still remember his words. He called it a barrier. If you can't see it at a glance, you can't take it.
Beyond the barrier, he said he didn't belong here and shouldn't be here."
"At that time, I didn't understand what he meant by these words."
Lu Shanmin listened quietly, and he couldn't help but think of Bai Ling, the golden phoenix flying out of Mazui Village, the pride of heaven in the eyes of the whole village, but in the East China Sea, she was nothing, just a mountain villager who was secretly teased by her classmates.
Aunt.
He understood what Wang Ren meant. Today's college students are different from those in the past.
Wang Ren continued: "He told me that the mark on him destined him to never catch up with those classmates. No matter how hard he tried, he could not break through the class barriers, even if he was admitted to a so-called prestigious university."
"He had a girlfriend who he had been dating for three years, but the poor and low-income couple had nothing to do with each other. They often had quarrels because they lived in the basement. In the end, his girlfriend broke up with him and married a local man in Tianjing who never even went to college.
She got married, and the man was twenty years older than her. The reason was simple: that man had a house, even though it was just a small house of less than 40 square meters."
Wang Ren looked at Lu Shanmin and asked: "Do you know how desperate this kind of despair is? After ten years of hard study, when he thought he had finally broken open the class wall, he suddenly discovered that without the support of his family, with his
With salary, even if we live frugally for a lifetime, we will not be able to buy a house. People like us are not afraid of hardship, but what we are afraid of is that no matter how much hardship we endure, nothing will change."
Chapter completed!