Naked, letting the spray wash over the body, this is a perfect body. The skin color is dark and bronze, the muscles are well defined, and the legs are slender. The abdominal muscles are evenly angled, and the chest muscles are not too developed, but

The ups and downs of his breathing were full of wildness. There was a dark red mark on his chest the size of a woman's fist. As he breathed, the pain spread from the mark to his whole body.

He touched his cheek, and there was still a faint red mark from the high heels on his face. This was the first time in his life that a woman had stepped on his soles.

Sitting on the sofa blankly, thinking a lot, Ruan Yu should not go back to her hometown. Her parents worked hard to send her to Donghai to go to college. Now that she has dropped out, she cannot go back and face it. In Donghai, she

The familiar environment is limited to the Financial College and Minsheng West Road. A weak woman who dropped out of college and has no skills, where can she go and how can she live.

I don't know when Zuo Qiu walked out of the bedroom, holding an envelope in his hand and standing quietly to one side.

"Bad mood"?

Lu Shanmin looked up at Zuoqiu, "If you don't have money and power, you can't control your own destiny?"

Zuo Qiu slowly sat next to Lu Shanmin, "There are strong and weak animals, let alone humans."

"Ruan Yu is missing".

"oh".

"Am I useless?"

"oh".

"I don't even have the ability to seek justice for her"?

"Um".

"How can I become strong?" This was the first time Lu Shanmin had a strong idea of ​​becoming strong.

"Well, give birth to a good child and find good parents."

"What if you don't even have parents?"

"Oh, the best choice for such people is to bow their heads and live their lives honestly. If they don't accept their fate, most of them will end up like Wang Dahu. Well, maybe one in ten thousand can stand and laugh to the end."

Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly, "It's just like Lin Dahai said, living a life of bending over."

Zuoqiu nodded, "At least I can survive."

Lu Shanmin looked at Zuoqiu calmly, "You are not in a good mood today either"?

"Um".

"Why"?

"Because I read your letter."

As he spoke, Zuoqiu put a torn letter on the table, stood up, and patted Lu Shanmin on the shoulder, "Look slowly, I'm going to code."

Grandpa's calligraphy is on the envelope, and it is still the familiar Zhao style calligraphy. It is full and straight, with a good physique, just like grandpa. The beginning of the writing is less neat than usual, and the frustration is a little more thick than usual. The ending

It was a little less free and easy than usual. Lu Shanmin seemed to see his grandfather's trembling hand gripping the pen tightly, but unable to consciously control the action, and writing with all his strength.

I looked at the envelope on the table quietly, eager to open it, but I couldn't help but feel unprecedented fear in my heart. It was more frightening than facing the big black bear alone for the first time. It felt like opening the letter would open the hell.

Same as the door.

Sitting in front of the computer desk, Zuo Qiu was typing, and the screen was full of garbled codes. After typing, he deleted it, and after deleting it, he typed again. Finally, he put his ten fingers on the keyboard and listened quietly to the movement in the living room. Ten minutes passed.

No sound.

A simple mountain villager came to the East China Sea with curiosity. Was he surprised or disappointed? Looking back at the small mountain village thousands of miles away, things have changed. Whether he gained or lost, how will he feel?

Facing it, Zuoqiu doesn't know what kind of changes he will undergo. Whether it will be transformation or sinking, silence or explosion.

The letterhead trembled violently, and tears pattered down on the paper like a rainstorm.

"My grandson, a mountain man, when you receive this letter, grandpa has already left. Dao Yi and Lao Huang both said not to tell you for the time being, for fear that you won't be able to accept it, but grandpa knows that you are a strong child. When you grow up,

Now, you should know and be able to bear it. In Grandpa’s heart, your heart is stronger than anyone else’s.”

"Last time, grandpa told you that 'things in the world are not black and white, only black and white are in the human heart.' This time grandpa will tell you, 'things in the world are not black and white, but there is no black and white in the human heart.' I don't know if you can understand the meaning of this sentence.

Well, Grandpa will give you an example."

"Growing up, in your impression, grandpa must be a man who eats and sleeps silently, stands upright, behaves meticulously, and speaks in a serious manner. In fact, grandpa has another side, which is not present when you are not around.

When I was a kid, I was actually an old man who was not serious. I often made jokes, mocking him for being a coquettish guy but having a weak crotch. I had never even touched a woman’s thigh in my life. I would also take advantage of Lao Huang’s absence at home.

Go to his house and steal some oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar. Well, I remember a few times you wondered why you were eating more oil at home. In fact, I stole it from Lao Huang. After I stole it, I would imitate it every time.

He left a note in his handwriting - "Pint Dao is here for a visit." Hey, if you think about Dao and Lao Huang, they pinched each other as soon as they met. In fact, I played a lot of role in it. "

"Hey, I was worried about leaving a good impression on you and didn't plan to say these things. The reason why I decided to tarnish my image of a refined gentleman in front of you is because grandpa just wants to tell you that the human heart is like water and has no shape. Grandpa's reading

This is true for a person who has spent his whole life reading books from sages, let alone countless sentient beings." "Mountain people, cry if you want. No man can shed tears if he bleeds, and if his grandfather dies and doesn't shed a few tears, then he is not a good man."

"Mountain people, you are not allowed to come back now. When you were in the mountains, grandpa hoped that you would be down-to-earth and be a mountain people for the rest of your life. But since you have chosen to go out, you must work hard and never look back. The most taboo thing in life is to swing between the two ends. Choose

No matter how difficult the road is, we must continue on.”

"Come back to see grandpa after you have stepped on this road firmly. Anyway, grandpa is in that mountain col and won't move."

"Don't worry, it will be very lively when grandpa leaves. Dao Yi, Lao Huang, and Xiao Nizi will see me off, and most of the villagers will also come. This morning, the party secretary and the village chief came to see me. They both want to be mine.

The funeral director almost got into a fight. There was also the matter of performing rituals. Dao Yi and Lao Huang almost got into a fight. You don't know, Lao Huang was a monk when he was young and could also perform rituals. The two of them had a big fight. Xiao

Nizi suggested that one be responsible for the day and the other for the night, but that didn't stop. After a person dies, his soul cannot see the light of day and can only come back at night. Both of them wanted to do something at night, but they almost got into a fight. In the end, Xiao Nizi took the responsibility.

A fight was stopped by tossing a coin."

"Xiao Nizi is a good girl. Although she is only fifteen years old, she is more sensible than many people who have lived a lifetime. She keeps her home and outside in order. In the six months since you were away, grandpa has been living a life full of food and clothing.

The magical days of reaching out are all thanks to Xiao Nizi, grandpa likes this girl very much."

"You also know that the house is bare and there is nothing good. The only valuable thing is a jade bracelet that your grandma got as a bride. I think, Xiao Nizi has taken good care of me for half a year, which does not mean that my old face is not good at all.

If you don’t have anywhere to put it, give this bracelet to her.”

"Mountain man, grandpa has been telling you truths for twenty years, but these are grandpa's truths. Just forget it and don't take it too seriously. You will have your own truths in the future, and that is a good truth. Grandpa believes in you,

You also have to believe in yourself.”

"Grandpa is gone. Just feel sad for a while. Don't take it too seriously. Grandpa's grandfather also passed away. Didn't he also live to be seventy years old?"

"Mountain people, the rest of the road may be difficult or confusing, but it doesn't matter. You can break through the miasmatic forests in the mountains, and you can also clear away the fog of life."

Signed: Lu Shanmin’s grandfather.
Chapter completed!