Chapter 295 I hope you really are(1/2)
Shanmao is a thoughtful person. In Shilixiang Cafe, he can find out information that others cannot. He is also a smart person. As soon as he leaves the cafe, he changes his mind to find out Lu Shanmin's identity. This is why Lu Shanmin is willing to take him with him.
The reason for coming out.
But this kind of intelligence is different from Zuoqiu's intelligence. Zuoqiu's intelligence is upright and upright, exuding strong self-confidence. Shanmao's intelligence is timid, exuding an air of conspiracy, and is a typical little cleverness.
As soon as he walked into the bar, his instinctive look betrayed him. Lu Shanmin was an excellent hunter. Even if his expression changed for just a moment, he couldn't escape his eyes. In addition, when he saw Lu Shanmin coming in, he immediately admitted his mistake.
He even tried to persuade Qin Feng to admit his mistake like a good person. All of this was like a carefully directed play.
Lu Shanmin likes smart people, but he doesn't like people who show off their smartness in front of his brothers.
Facing Lu Shanmin's stern eyes, Shanmao trembled all over. He thought he could gain Lu Shanmin's attention and Qin Feng's favor in this way, but he didn't expect Lu Shanmin to see through it at a glance. Now, he didn't dare to take any chances.
"My surname is Gou. I weighed less than three pounds when I was born. I have been weak and sick since I was a child. There is a saying in my hometown that people like me who are unlucky must have a cheap name to grow up safely. My ancestors were all poor and uneducated lower-middle peasants. In the past,
I have a yellow native dog at home. My grandfather pointed at the yellow dog lying at the door and gave me the word 'dog'."
When he mentioned his name, Shanmao lowered his head even lower, as if he had uncovered a scar that was very painful and unforgettable for him.
"My name is Gou Gou. I have grown up in the ridicule of others. I have also been angry and resisted. However, I was weak and could not defeat them. Every time I resisted, I was trampled on by others.
It’s even worse.”
"Then I hid from them and everyone, going to school alone and leaving school alone, pretending to be deaf to other people's comments behind their backs."
"I have actually been very smart since I was a child, with good grades, but I didn't want to study. I was afraid of the laughing looks of my classmates, and I was especially afraid of people calling me by my name. I clearly remember the first semester of high school, even the first time
The teachers who saw my name laughed loudly, and the whole classroom burst into laughter. It felt like the whole world had abandoned me. My face turned red, and tears flowed down unsatisfactorily, but my tears did not
It didn't win their sympathy, but made them laugh even more unbridled. At that time, I just wanted to find a hole in the ground to crawl into."
"I want to be respected and recognized by others. I also have a crush on a girl and want to get her attention, but I find that I can't do it no matter what. My name is a joke. I'm not handsome.
I am so weak that no one will care about me."
"I dropped out of school without telling anyone. I moved to several cities. People said that Donghai is a good place. I came to Donghai last year."
"I heard from my grandfather that there used to be an animal called a lynx on the mountain in my hometown. It was strong and mighty, cunning and cautious by nature, and lived alone like a lone ranger. So I gave myself the alias of lynx."
"Although I was born in a rural area, I am the only son in the family. I have not suffered much hardship since I was a child. In addition, my body is thin. When I came to Donghai, I could not carry it on my shoulders or lift it with my hands. First I served plates in a small restaurant, and later I was found guilty of stealing and slipping.
I was kicked out by my boss, and then I worked as a porter in a building materials store, but my body was not capable of such heavy physical work. Later, I heard about Shilixiang, and I also knew that it was a mixed place, but I didn't
No way, I had to survive, so I went there to try my luck, but I tried this challenge more than a dozen times, and every time it was the same as today, I was beaten to pieces, and no boss could fancy me."
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The lynx, or dog, raised its head and looked at the mountain people with a pleading face, "Brother mountain people, please don't drive me away. I know I was wrong. I was just too scared. I was afraid that you would look down on me, so I
I am eager to show off and want to get your attention."
Lu Shanmin was not too moved. There are a few outsiders in this city who do not have such a tragic side. Luo Zhixuan's suicide, Wang Dahu's suicide, including the anxiety in Qin Feng's eyes, these people have no identity background and no academic qualifications.
Those who support each have their own bitterness and tears.
He is not a person who is overflowing with sympathy, and he has slowly started to get used to it.
Lu Shanmin said coldly: "What else?"
Shanmao trembled: "Qin Feng is different from me. He is tall and powerful, and his martial arts is good. I know that Brother Shanmin will definitely use him. As soon as Shilixiang came out, I made up my mind to hug his thigh tightly. Only
Only by establishing a good relationship with him can I gain a foothold under Brother Shanmin."
Lu Shanmin smiled coldly, "So you deliberately provoked this fight."
Shanmao quickly shook his head and said in a panic: "No, no, Brother Shanmin misunderstood. How could I have such great ability to provoke this fight? I had no such plan beforehand. When I saw the dissatisfaction in Manager Zhou's eyes,
Convinced, so, so,,"
"So you deliberately teased me."
Shanmao was sweating profusely, "So when Manager Zhou politely asked Qin Feng for advice, I quietly told Qin Feng that we are newcomers, and if we want to get your attention, we have to show ourselves. I didn't expect Qin Feng either.
Feng was so honest and told a lot of things about Manager Zhou’s Dragon Fist.”
Shanmao trembled all over and his voice was hoarse, "I'm sorry, Brother Shanmin, I think, I am a newcomer and it is impossible to please the elders. I can only stand in the same camp with Qin Feng, so I support Qin Feng."
Wind, hope depends on him to stand firm."
Lu Shanmin snorted coldly, "As soon as I come, you immediately come forward to admit your mistake, and wink at Qin Feng to make him admit his mistake too. This can not only show how knowledgeable you are in front of me, but also naturally gain Qin Feng's favor. It's such a good plan.
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Shanmao knelt on the ground tremblingly, "Brother Shanmin, I really know I was wrong, and I will never dare to do it again."
Lu Shanmin stood up and walked step by step towards Shan Mao who was kneeling on the ground.
Every time Lu Shanmin took a step closer, his heart became more panicked. He buried his head and shivered all over. He had been hanging out in Shilixiang for several months and heard many cruel people on the road. He didn't know how Lu Shanmin would deal with him.
Lu Shanmin stood one meter in front of him, speaking condescendingly and with a cold voice.
"Poor people must be hateful. No one can help a person who likes to kneel down. I don't care about your past, and I don't have that much sympathy to pity you."
"The reason why I brought you back is because you are a thoughtful person and quick-witted, but I hope you will put this thought into your work. If I find out that you dare to plot against me, or any of my brothers,
, I will make your life worse than death."
Shanmao knelt on the ground sweating profusely, "I don't dare anymore, mountain man brother".
Lu Shanmin snorted coldly, "It's not that I don't dare, it's that I can't even think about it."
"Yes Yes Yes".
Lu Shanmin said calmly: "Go out and find Tang Fei. Before you learn to do things, you must learn to be a good person from him."
Shanmao wiped away his sweat and tears, stood up shakily, bowed to Lu Shanmin, turned around and walked out of the office.
Lu Shanmin sat back on the boss's chair and stared blankly at the two books on the table. Bobcat's behavior coincided with the group psychology described in "The Crowd". When emotions are high, a group of people can easily be provoked without knowing it.
Doing unbelievable things, Shanmao seized on this point and secretly gave Qin Feng and the three psychological and behavioral hints, which easily aroused the same hatred among the group, and at the same time subconsciously placed himself in
As the core position of these people, Qin Feng and others will develop trust and dependence on him over time.
Lu Shanmin picked up "The Record of Biography". This book talks about the unity of knowledge and action, self-cultivation, and self-cultivation. It emphasizes personal cultivation. For the benefit of the country, Wang Yangming even did not hesitate to bear the reputation of murder and betrayal. For a man who inspired to become a saint,
It is extremely difficult for people.
Lu Shanmin does not reject Shanmao, but such a person, because he has been isolated since childhood, has no concept of the collective, and always considers his own interests and feelings. If he is not beaten and frightened, when the interests of the collective conflict with his personal interests,
In times of conflict, his intelligence can actually become a sharp blade that can hurt himself.
Lu Shanmin had already read the two books on the table twice. He didn't understand them very well the first time. Only after the second time did he feel like he had a first glimpse of the world. Zuo Qiu told him that no matter how many times he read a book like this, he wouldn't get enough of it.
As you experience more and more in life, your insights will become more and more profound. You can read books by saints for a lifetime.
But the most important thing right now is the battle with Mou Yicheng and the matter of entering Zhigang Avenue. The more time you can spend practicing, the greater your chance of winning.
Stand up, close your eyes, and do a Tai Chi exercise first to calm down your body and mind.
Nothing in the heart is empty, and no thought is tranquility. Xiao Nizi's letter mentioned that a true internal boxing master can achieve this state anytime and anywhere, but he is still far away from it now.
The fist is unintentional, the intention is unintentional, and the unintentional intention is true. Internal boxing is different from the ferocious and fierce moves of external boxing. In the harmony of mind and Qi, the fist intention and fist power are continuous, and the Qi and power are superimposed layer by layer.
Wherever it breaks mountains and seas.
With their hearts and minds united, Lu Shanmin meditated quietly, regarding his body as a heaven and earth, and his limbs and bones as the treasures of this heaven and earth. When his mind went deep into it, he seemed to see the precious light shining in every acupuncture point of his body.
The mind and the qi are combined. As the owner of these treasures, this mind sighs at the sight of the treasures, and can only extract a very small amount of inner qi from them like Jingwei reclaiming the sea.
Under the mobilization of Lu Shanmin, the internal energy of the limbs and bones slowly entered the Dantian. Compared with the initial mobilization of the internal energy, the internal energy has now become much thicker.
Combining Qi and strength, he waved his fists and kicks, making a sound of breaking wind in the air with an ordinary punch. Lu Shanmin quickly used his mind to control the internal Qi that stimulated the punch. Unfortunately, as the fist was punched, the internal Qi dispersed again.
All limbs and bones were reduced to nothing, disappearing without a trace.
Lu Shanmin practiced repeatedly, focusing on heart, mind, energy, and strength, from the inside out, from the outside in, using his heart to feel the relationship between the three, and tried repeatedly between stillness and movement, trying to grasp the connection.
Guide the Qi into the Dantian, and then use the internal energy to activate the Sanda moves. Repeat this until you are exhausted and don't stop.
Lu Shanmin wiped the sweat from his head. No wonder the real masters of internal boxing are about to disappear. The difficulty of practicing internal boxing is more than one and a half times higher than that of external boxing. It not only consumes external energy, but also consumes the mind, even if he is as perverted as he is.
My body is still sweating profusely and panting even after practicing.
After practicing Tai Chi again, my body regained some strength and my mind regained some clarity.
Exhaling a breath of turbidity, the exhaustion of his mind was even worse than the exhaustion of his physical strength. In the past two days, apart from going to Peng Xi's boxing gym to continue fighting Wang Xiaonan to get the feeling, Lu Shanmin spent most of his time practicing.
Internal strength. However, the effect is not ideal. Zhou Tong said before that internal martial arts is difficult to practice. Xiao Nizi’s letter also said that it is difficult to achieve the achievements of internal martial arts overnight.
Apart from having a little more inner energy than before, and punching a few more punches with inner energy, it can be said that there is no progress. Mou Dongyun's expectation that Lu Shanmin can regain his inner energy during the rest of the round has not been realized.
After a fierce round of fighting, whether mentally or physically, I was unable to concentrate on mobilizing my inner energy.
There is nothing in the heart, which is empty, and the absence of thoughts is tranquility. It is easier said than done, but it is harder than reaching the sky.
But there is also something that makes everyone happy.
In the past, it was difficult to predict what Fang Yuanshan said through the subtle changes in the opponent's eyes, footwork, breathing, and muscles. Even if it could be done, it would be difficult to catch the flaw in that moment.
Since practicing internal martial arts, Lu Shanmin has obviously noticed that his intuition has improved a lot, which allows Lu Shanmin to make predictions to a certain extent. Although it is still far from the level mentioned by Fang Yuanshan,
Compared with before, this ability to predict has made a qualitative leap.
The last time he fought Wang Xiaonan, he KOed Wang Xiaonan in the fifth round. Just two days later, Lu Shanmin was able to KO Wang Xiaonan in the fourth round.
To be continued...