It was late at night and I walked out of Yunsheng Bar.

There are two worlds inside and outside the door. The entire bar street is still brightly lit. The drunken men and women on the street are crying and laughing crazily. From time to time, I see someone holding on to the corner and vomiting. There are also many men and women hugging each other on the street.

They were kissing wildly, and the small hotel not far away was crowded with men and women queuing up to book a room. Here, the suppressed humanity was completely released.

The two of them walked side by side, with Qin Feng on alert more than ten meters behind him.

Ruan Yu gradually came back to her senses, as if she had survived a disaster, and breathed a sigh of relief: "Thank you, Brother Shanmin."

"You have been here these past few months?" Lu Shanmin asked with concern.

Ruan Yu nodded lightly.

"Didn't the Hai family give you a sum of money? Why do you still come to work in a place like this?"

Ruan Yu took a deep breath and said slowly: "The conditions in my family are not too bad, but they are not good by far. I am an ordinary girl. I also have the vanity of ordinary girls. The living expenses provided by my family are only

I barely had enough to eat and drink, so I went to the Rose Bar to work as a waiter to earn some extra money. But I have my bottom line, and I won’t sell myself.”

After a pause, he said: "I don't sell love either."

Ruan Yu smiled bitterly, "In the beginning, I just regarded him as a fat pig. Even when I first agreed to be with him, most of the factors were because he was a rich second generation and his wealth

It gave me a great sense of security and satisfaction.”

After a pause, "He is very good to me and accommodates me in everything. Every time I scold him, he always giggles. Even if I only have a slightly unhappy expression, he will try his best to make me happy."

"Gradually, I fell in love with him." Ruan Yu's voice was choked with sobs.

Ruan Yu said with a stream of tears in her eyes, "Especially after losing him, I realized that he has become everything to me. Even if he doesn't have a penny, I still love him."

After saying that, he wiped his tears, "So I donated the money to an orphanage. I always felt that taking the money was equivalent to selling love. I felt very sad. I wanted to leave some memories for myself, at least.

I loved”.

"You hate him"?

Ruan Yu shook his head, "I hate myself, I hate myself for not being good enough for him."

After saying that, Ruan Yu grinned, a bit ferocious.

She grew up overnight, maybe it was her situation, her smile was still so clean, but there was a bit more coldness and madness in it. After what happened tonight, she was not frightened into a daze, but became

More cold and determined.

Lu Shanmin felt indescribable in his heart, "Go back to school and finish reading."

Ruan Yu smiled and shook his head, "I can't go back."

"Then go home".

"I can't go back either."

The two walked side by side and stopped talking.

After a long time, Ruan Yu said calmly: "Brother Shanmin, you have been in Donghai for a year, haven't you seen the cruelty of this world clearly?"

"So you should go back to school to complete your studies. This is not the place you should come, nor the time you should come." Lu Shanmin said calmly.

"College student"!! Ruan Yu murmured to himself, seemingly full of contempt and ridicule for these three words.

"I am one of the few college students in our town. Although it is just an ordinary junior college, when I was admitted to college, my parents were so happy that they told each other. In their eyes, what is a junior college, Tsinghua University, and what is 985, 211?

There is no difference, they only know that I am a college student."

"You told me to go back to school and study hard"?

"Haha", Ruan Yu said with a self-deprecating smile:

"I thought the same way in the first two years. At that time, I foolishly thought that as long as I graduated from college, I could work as a white-collar worker in a high-rise building, earn a high salary, buy beautiful clothes, and even buy my own apartment. After all the hard work,

My lifelong parents have come to live in the city."

"Looking back now, I was really ridiculously stupid at that time. Even if I am a graduate of 985 or 211 colleges and universities, I may not have a foothold in Donghai, let alone a junior college student from a remote town. Even if I am in school every year

I ranked first in the exam, and which company is willing to accept my resume?"

"In front of our school, there are all kinds of cars parked on the roadside every day. You also know that rubbish schools like the Financial College are not attended by the children of really wealthy families. Those cars are not here to pick up the children.

Most of the parents are wealthy people who go to school to look for support.”

"I have a senior sister who I know well. She ranked first in the exam every year. After graduation, she found a job and earned more than 2,000 yuan a month."

"Haha", Ruan Yu sneered, "In Donghai, two thousand yuan is not enough to eat, drink and have sex. Later, she walked into a Mercedes-Benz parked in front of the school."

"There are many such people. Most of the pretty girls in our school have embarked on this path. Sometimes I think, what kind of university is this? This is a harem selected from all over the world for those rich people.

Well".

"So I don't hate him. For people like me, it's normal for their family to look down on me. It's just my whimsical belief that love can conquer everything."

"Haha, in the face of reality, I'm so fragile that I'm not as fragile as a piece of paper."

Lu Shanmin felt a little distressed, "You don't have to be so pessimistic, I can see that Hai Donglai really loves you."

Ruan Yu smiled miserably: "So what, he and I are from two different worlds, and we shouldn't have any intersection."

"After I left school, I wandered around the East China Sea for a month. The East China Sea was so big and there were so many people. I felt so lonely and helpless. I cried every day and even almost jumped off the Songpu Bridge."

Lu Shanmin felt distressed for a while. A simple girl who had just lost her love was alone in a huge sea of ​​people. The pain and helplessness can be imagined. "You can come to me."

Ruan Yu smiled bitterly, "I have thought about it too, but then I slowly felt that if you want to be worthy of others in this world, you must first make yourself strong. What if I come to you? I hide behind you and cry,

Being a poor little girl and causing trouble for you."

"I don't know anything, and the little knowledge I learned in school can't support me at all, so I came here to resume my old career."

"Sometimes I can get ten thousand to twenty thousand, and sometimes I can get eight or nine thousand. The senior brothers and sisters who graduated in the past few years can only get four or five thousand after working for several years a month. Haha, it's so tiring.

Just enough to fill my stomach.”

Ruan Yu's tone was cold, "Dignity, for people like us who come from a small place and have a poor family background, can actually be sold at a price."

Lu Shanmin frowned, always feeling that what Ruan Yu said was not quite right, but he could not refute it.

"Brother Shanmin," Ruan Yu turned to look at Lu Shanmin, "I know you have opened four bars on Zhigang Avenue. Let me help you. I am no longer the stupid person who didn't understand anything.

student, I can help you.”

Lu Shanmin frowned hesitantly, "You saw it today, this road is very dangerous."
Chapter completed!