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24, mild sense of self-substitution(1/3)

Natasha moving next door did not affect Wen's life. Anyway, she didn't have much life for him to affect.

She basically stayed in her room playing games every day, and occasionally went out to walk around. If Natasha had any influence on her... maybe Natasha appeared in her room without anyone noticing.

one?

But Natasha won't do much after she appears, she will just cook for Wen.

Yes, Natasha can cook, and she can cook various cuisines from different countries, and she makes them delicious.

She even prepared the materials and brought them over. Several times, Wen walked out of the bedroom filled with the warm aroma. Not being able to sleep made her have a weak sense of time. She often played until she wanted to rest before going to see her.

Look at what time it is now.

Or don’t look at it at all, time has lost its meaning anyway.

Wendy would sneer at Wen whenever she had the chance, scolding her for wasting her life, scolding her for being useless... Every time Wen would flatter Wendy and praise her a few words, Wendy would not bother to talk to her anymore.

In a sense, Wendy is quite easy to coax.

Wen felt a little guilty about eating and drinking for free, but it seemed even worse to pay Natasha.

It's not like Natasha is short of money.

She couldn't help but ask Natasha: "Don't you have a mission?"

"Do you find me annoying?"

"No, just out of curiosity," Wen said, "I just think the members of the Avengers wouldn't be so idle."

"I'm not idle," Natasha smiled. There were gentle lines at the corners of her eyes when she smiled, which was kind and touching. "Reunion is not as busy as you think. What do you think we are going to do? Process files and transcribe.

Files? That’s Tony’s job.”

"...Mr. Stark?" Wen said carefully, "He doesn't seem to have such a... considerate character."

Actually, she would rather say "Mom", but it's a bit rude to comment on Natasha's colleagues like this.

"He is just an old mother, and he is not satisfied with what others do." Unexpectedly, Natasha said this description, "Don't think he plays crazy, but he is actually a perfectionist and overtime maniac, and his smart housekeeper takes care of trivial matters.

He handles the work, and Pep also handles the work - even though he looks like this, he is the one who takes on most of the work in the Avengers."

Wen nodded silently.

She was embarrassed to say that she barely understood who Tony Stark was, and she didn't like to read gossip news, nor did she like to read news related to technology and economy.

Wen only likes silly jokes that don’t take a lot of thought.

A new world, a new sand sculpture, she still doesn't get tired of brushing it every day. She always feels a little bored just now. As long as she puts down her phone and does something else, she can regain her interest.

However, even if you don't care about the news that Mr. Stark often appears in, he appears in other places very frequently. From the overlapping reports of many people, Wen can probably piece together the other person's personality.

Flamboyant, arrogant, extremely wealthy, highly intelligent, an iron man, he was a famous playboy before he got together with his now engaged fiancée.

Another name that is frequently mentioned together with him is Bruce Wayne.

It is said that Bruce Wayne and Tony Stark once supported half of the gossip news. However, Mr. Stark successfully cleared himself by announcing his identity as Iron Man and his engagement. Now he is out

Known as the "Returning Prodigal Son".

Today's American scandal industry can only rely on Mr. Wayne's shoulders to bear the burden. I don't know how many people sigh like this.

Wen inexplicably felt that Mr. Wayne was having a hard time.

One person is responsible for all the scandals in America!

He is not young anymore. Is his kidney function still good now...

Out of curiosity, Wen also searched for photos of Mr. Wayne. He didn't look old at all, and people would believe him if someone said he was in his early thirties.

Moreover, while watching the quarrel among the netizens over "Which Tony is more handsome or Bruce is more handsome?" Wen was already prepared for the appearance of these two people. Unexpectedly, when she clicked on the big picture, she was still hurt by that face.

Critical hit.

If he is so handsome, why should he be so rich?

The world is too unfair.

Look at Wendy, she is beautiful, has a good brain, and is very talented in dancing. However, God took away her health and made her lose her father at a young age...

By the way, Wendy, is your mother still alive?

——I don’t know, she ran away not long after she gave birth to me.

Wow, your father was in a bit of a miserable condition. His girlfriend kicked him when she gave birth to a child. But since you are so good-looking, your mother must not be ugly. Maybe she ran away and married a nice man.

Natasha, who had been quietly observing Wen, suddenly said: "Don't you want to talk about yourself?"

"I don't have anything to talk about," Wen said. "No matter how you look at it, your life will be more exciting and you will have more to talk about."

Natasha's look showed a little loneliness: "Actually, sometimes, I also envy the life of ordinary people. The life of an agent is not as interesting as in movies and TV shows. Only those who watch the dangerous situations will find it exciting. If you are really in it,

People among them tend to long for the ordinary."

Wen Dou understands the truth, but his words are really full of pretentiousness.

Although he was complaining in his heart, it must be said that Wen was indeed moved by Natasha's emotions.

A mature beauty full of stories like this can break the heart of an innocent boy, right? She will want to use her shoulders to support her, and she will hope that she can grow up as soon as possible and comfort her with a soft voice. This kind of

It's really hard to control my thoughts. I know that she is a woman who will never stay for a boy, but her free and mysterious way of being able to leave at any time is also uniquely charming.

Of course, not only for innocent boys, but also for girls, she also...

Wen Du couldn't tell whether this was Wendy's idea or his own.

"My life is not an ordinary life." She said, "My words... I was born in a twisted family. My father is a rich playboy, a bit like Mr. Stark, but the difference is that I

My father was full of compassion, and he also adopted three adopted sons, two older than me and one younger than me."

"My relationship with my family is very poor."

She briefly touched on this paragraph.

It is not comfortable to always tell others how bad her family is. Even if she knows rationally that she is lying, as the lies continue to deepen and the details become more and more perfect, Wen will always have an unpleasant resonance.

.

Year-round boarding school life and rigorous basic ballet training.

An irresponsible father.

Everything was false, everything was so realistic. Wen felt that there might be a lot of truth mixed into these lies. She knew that ballet training must be true.

But ballet rarely appears in the narrative, and every time it does it is just to set the stage for the false father, to highlight the "father's" long-term absence and indifference.

"My parents didn't treat me well either." Natasha changed her position and sat on the sofa. "Did I tell you? My parents were my first instructors. They were fanatical fighters. I found out

After my talent, they began to train me to become an agent. It was during the Cold War, and they expected me to dedicate everything to the greatest cause in their hearts."

The greatest cause...the rise of mankind?

But since Natasha was so serious, Wen also became serious.

"Although you may wish you didn't have such parents, for me, I feel that even a bad relationship is better than no relationship at all."

"Because not getting along is a gap, a moth-eaten hole in the dam." Wen said thoughtfully, "It's like a story missing a crucial beginning - that part is blank, no matter how exciting the follow-up is.

A blank space remains blank.”

Feeling of emptiness.

The most important thing in this series of lies is the feeling of emptiness, because a person is completely blank from the time a baby is born. Her life will be written by herself, but the first part does not belong to herself.

The story she didn't write will largely define her life, and if that part is blank, she can't fill it in on her own.

What's blank will always be blank.

Throughout her life, that feeling of confusion and emptiness would never go away, and no matter what she herself wrote on subsequent pages, that lack could never be made up for.

"You hate him?" Natasha asked curiously.

To a certain extent, Wen felt she was offended, how could she not hate him? If this experience was true, if she really had such a terrible father, she would definitely hate him with gritted teeth and leave.

The further he runs, the better.

Ke Wen thought for a while and said, "I love him even more."

It's terrible. The most painful part of this blank past is that the person who created the blank is still there, and has always been there. It's like putting a table of delicious food in front of hungry people, and few people can bear it.

You can't live without getting the part you deserve, the beginning that the story should have had from the very beginning.

She will long for her father's love, longing for this need far more than anything else.

Wen Wen stopped before her mood started to deteriorate: "I don't want to talk about my father anymore."

Why does telling a lie put yourself in such a bad mood?

Could it be that her sense of self-independence is too strong?

But no matter what, the lies she told were related to her past. How could she deceive others if she didn't combine her own state of mind... In fact, the people she met before were all easy to deceive, Peter was easy to deceive, and Diana was easy to deceive.

, Barry is equally easy to deceive.

Natasha is not easy to fool at all.
To be continued...
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