interesting.

Inspiration always comes unexpectedly.

I had nothing to say originally,

I'm thinking about posting a manuscript.

A word comes to mind, it's boring.

When picking up the express delivery.

The clouds in the sky are too big to be captured in a single photo.

(Think of "Tian Cong Yun")

So I took a panoramic photo.

On the way back, someone asked me for directions.

No one has asked me for directions for a long time.

Passing by a restaurant.

this restaurant,

Very arrogant.

Closing down every now and then..

I don’t come here often, so it’s hard to find a meal.

I was thinking of going back to drop off the express delivery and making a special trip, so I didn't go into the house.

result..

was discovered.

(w)

I was walking as if there was no one around, but my name came from behind.

The first reaction was surprise.

There are tens of thousands of people in this school, but the number of people who know me at this time is just a slap in the face.

It's quite a coincidence that we still met.

(But I don’t want to meet anyone)

Ah, it's you.

He was on the phone and waving to me.

I returned the favor with a polite smile and wave.

outcourtesy.

Then, turned around and left.

After I left, I was still thinking about how this body could move on its own.

Are you going to leave without saying a few polite words?

That’s all. It’s up to you.

Just wave as a goodbye...

wave you goodbye.

The matter itself is not worth mentioning.

(I don’t like interacting with people, I mentioned this before)

But it made me think of another thing.

One winter night,

Go out for a walk.

A person walked past. Four or five seconds later, the footsteps stopped.

So strange. What's going on?

When I looked back, I saw that the other party was also looking at me.

It was getting late and I couldn't see the other person's face clearly.

call me,

Respond.

What happened next was a bit unexpected.

He was wearing a fat down jacket and ran directly over to me and gave me a bear hug.

It's like a close friend whom I haven't seen for many years.

(Just colleagues I met at work during the exam preparation period)

He was very happy at that time.

I'm a little sad now.

Am I wrong?

Because the threshold is set very high, so...

If the water is clear, there will be no fish.

What is something that is higher than family, friendship, and love?

Does it really exist?

Appreciate, understand, respect?

Like-minded/empathetic?

Or the justice in your own heart.

I have no idea.

The only thing I can say is:

There is a place in everyone's heart.

Everyone's is different.

Recognize this. Recognize yourself and others.

Once you understand it clearly, you can reduce unnecessary conflicts and worries.

Even if the goals are different, there is no need to complain or resent each other.

Because: this difference is the norm.

Back to the restaurant just mentioned.

Holy shit.

While eating, the people behind me made loud chewing sounds.

Reminds me of my roommate snoring.

(The kind that wakes up everyone else)

Have a meal.

It is said that in Japan you have to make a sound when eating noodles, otherwise the store will think that the customer does not think the noodles are delicious enough.

yummy.

Suddenly it occurred to me that an extremely important reason why I hate noise is that I am sensitive to sound.

You can fall asleep with the light on, but you can't fall asleep with other people snoring.

(Except for rain. It’s good to sleep well on rainy nights.)

hearing.

I think of "I remember that when I was a child, I could open my eyes to the sun and see clearly the details. I would carefully examine the texture of small things, so I always had an interest in things."

I can be in my own room and hear my family members in the opposite room say "bad things" about me.

This is also one of the reasons why I don’t want to go home: Grandma is very good at adding insult to injury, both good and bad.

Almost every time I go home, I hear calls from my seventh and eighth aunts reporting on my performance.

And me.

I don't want to be praised or criticized.

You can say you don't care,

What grandma said was really an exaggeration.
To be continued...