This is a fragment from the previous article, or in other words, a branch that sprouted accidentally in the process of polishing.

The reason for writing a separate article...haha, I just want to be lazy.

(The result was no success. The more I wrote, the more complicated it became, and the more I wrote, the more I went off topic.)

There is a saying: sometimes you can your own hero.

What I want to add now is that you cansomebody's hero.

There is an American TV series called heroes.

There is also a sequel "heroes reborn".

There is a line in the play that is when the times, you'll know what do.

Once upon a time, I posted a post on the news, and someone changed it to: when you know what do, the time will e.

A free person may pursue a kind of self-perfection. He can obtain inner satisfaction while relying as little as possible on the power of the outside world and others.

If you love, it may be to establish a high-quality and high-level connection.

The things I discuss always seem to have nothing to do with survival/life. So much so that I sometimes fall into a trance/ethereal state, as if I am doing useless work.

Hmm.. "A useless scholar".

last night.

Yanzi: The most important thing is that I got to know you

/Ha ha

Let me believe, wow, there is beauty

/puff

Hahaha

where where (Chinese English, the kind that foreigners cannot understand)

Seeing that you didn’t reply, I was wondering if you were scared and asked me to withdraw, haha

i'd rather you in/cover your mouth and laugh

Does this need further explanation?

autoluminescence

LED/tongue out

Worth having/hahaha

"L'Oréal Paris, you deserve it" (Lyrics) we're all lost stars, tryinglightthe dark

You should have an objective understanding of your own worth

(Sent a song to Yanzi) valentine,rul,afrojack-break into the Sent 8.73mb

Hahaha Chinese people tend to have low self-esteem partly thanks to the education system

Culture, tradition and culture are afraid of exaggerating their pride, so they are used to suppressing them

Generations of people have this kind of survival anxiety and low self-esteem, which is really difficult to overcome.

In fact, I am not very limited by this myself, but this is indeed a very, very common problem.

My question lies in the difference between self-positioning and the positioning given to me by Yanzi.

I think my characteristics lie in freedom and resistance, which are controversial things (neutral, sometimes good, sometimes bad).

The position that the swallow gave me was light and heat.

I just wanted to search for news about a very outstanding girl who said to her parents, "I can't satisfy you at all." But I couldn't find it.

Found another one.

Title: Female college student did not want to be a civil servant and committed suicide by jumping off a building after arguing with her mother

"In the three years since I graduated, my mother has missed me almost every day, while eating, watching TV, and even sleeping...Isn't it just that I don't want to accept the stable job arranged by her and choose to do what I like? I have been doing this for more than 20 years.

Her preference is in life. Am I really not allowed to have my own choices?

I was not idle. In order to prove that I was working, I searched hard for design orders online every day and gave my mother 800 to 1,000 yuan in living expenses every month. I tried my best to prove myself, but in her opinion, it was useless.

.What did I do wrong?

She is so annoying that when I see her coming back, I just want to hide in my room. Many times I am so annoyed that I want to die. Sometimes I think that if I really can't stand it anymore, I will jump out of the window.

Forget it, I just don’t know if it will hurt..."

It's a tragedy. And then, the same tragedy keeps happening again.

On the surface, taking it to extremes seems to be an extremely unlikely event.

But, if it happens, it’s 100%.

Yanzi said that her children are difficult to manage. I think their relationship between mother and daughter should not deteriorate too much.

I can’t explain the reason, it’s just a feeling.

Maybe, in the process of communicating with others, you can feel what kind of person they are. And a person's future and relationship with others are closely related to the person's own personality.

"When I look at you, it's like looking at myself."

I also think of the cover line of the recasting of Queen Zangetsu in "The God of Death": You are me, and I am you.

See the tree in front of the door.

(Um...thinking of that article, there is a loquat tree in front of the court...)

After my hands and feet were chopped off last year (or the year before).

His skin was skinned again, and his body was even burned.

No wonder it's been...

It does not grow new leaves. It turns out that its life has been taken away long ago.

Naively, I thought that people just thought its branches and leaves were in the way, so they pruned it.

Sinner. Accomplice. Bystander.

Thinking of the girl climbing the tree in flipped.

I also think of the female parasitic beast in the movie "Parasite".

If there is an afterlife, I will definitely not be a living thing again, especially a human being.

In addition to suffering from our own sins and from hurting each other, we also have to be ashamed of being like others.

Garbage man.

Kerstin once asked why negative news is always broadcast in the news.

Why? Because “good things don’t go out, but bad things spread thousands of miles.”

Is one function worth it?

I have no idea.

If I had to choose a religion, I would choose Buddhism.

If you can be forgiven by believing in God, that would be too cheap. The cycle of cause and effect is more reliable.

The takeout I ordered an hour ago has not arrived yet.

This is also the reason why I don't like takeout.

But there is no way, in order to use up the coupons...

Who would have thought that "Walden" would have the words "One meal a day is enough, if necessary".

Ah...two pairs of disposable chopsticks and plastic spoons. I'm going to die.

There is no need to use these at all (the takeout I bought yesterday was almost all in pure paper packaging. Of course, there is no way to compare this because the ingredients are different).

Disposable utensils are just for the convenience of human beings.

(Suddenly it occurred to me that my instructor said that I was an environmentalist. But I just had a lot of ambition, but no actual actions.)

Even if I didn't mean to, I was both the executioner and an accomplice. In the end, I stood by and watched.

Why endure so much pain.

It's my own problem.

In other words, it’s a problem for people like me.

The more you think and care, the more painful it becomes.

My family thinks that thinking about this is abnormal.

Perhaps it is true. If we really want to calculate it, living itself is a sin.
Chapter completed!