(8.4) I had a lot of dreams.

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I dreamed that there were words written by my grandma on the table.

Every time before grandma writes "formally", she will practice on scratch paper.

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I also remembered that my grandma said that I was good at studying and always scored 100% on the exam when I was in school. I wanted to continue studying, but my family would not support me.

Grandma's brother doesn't want to go to school, but he can't do it.

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Preferring boys over girls.

Think of the "butterfly effect" again.

If grandma had continued her education at that time.

Will some other things also change accordingly?

For example, concepts.

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Ah Yin often feels sad because she cannot meet her family's expectations.

Although objectively speaking, this may be a normal phenomenon.

Just like, some people like this world and some people hate this world.

Both attitudes can be reasonable and well-founded.

Instead of: like → right; hate → wrong.

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One reason for not liking it: lack of freedom.

In nature, carnivores have to master the art of hunting;

Herbivores are always running for their lives.

In human society, it is difficult for people to actively live in the way they want.

Life is a game with established rules.

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Speaking of grandma studying.

I remembered that many children nowadays are not very willing to study.

When walking on the road, sometimes you can hear the sound of children yelling from the building.

This is also one of the factors causing tension in parent-child relationships in today's society.

I heard that supervising children's homework often drives parents crazy.

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So, what exactly is correct?

The purpose of most people's studies is just to live a better life in human society, rather than sincerely enjoying learning.

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Keep talking about dreams.

There is an apple peeled by grandma on the table, which is a bit dehydrated.

It’s funny, my grandma wears dentures and likes crispy apples.

I like the more face-to-face kind.

The reason.

Crisp apples are too hard and can sometimes cause gums to bleed.

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Looking out the window, it is the scene of my hometown.

Childhood seems like just yesterday.

Being homesick and missing your family is probably a common disease for every wanderer.

"Putting dogwood everywhere is one less person."

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I dreamed that on the way here, it was raining outside.

I took an umbrella and went out to greet her. Grandma kept the fire burning brightly.

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I don’t know when I started to feel a sense of distance between myself and others.

This is probably one of the growing pains.

From one starting point, go to different distant places.

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Untouchable, unreachable.

Like different species of creatures, they cannot understand or accept each other.

It’s hard. It’s so far away.

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Perhaps this distance was destined at the beginning of life.

It just wasn't so obvious at the time.

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Express and listen.

To have a deep communication, you must first have this desire.

Strong desire.

We also need to pay attention to it and regard it as a goal that can only be achieved through hard work.

Rather than thinking that you know everything, look at everything with preconceptions.

I want to understand, not who is more correct.

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I also thought of what was said in "The Poetry of Birds": Every time I want to get along well with someone, I can't help but cry and feel pain.

People are like hedgehogs. If they are too far away, they cannot keep warm. If they are too close, they will sting each other.

Keeping a proper distance is very necessary.

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Watch the movie version of "The Seven Deadly Sins".

Green mountains and green waters, city in the sky.

I can’t explain why, I just feel happy.

It's like seeing an oasis in the desert.

Perhaps this is one of the reasons why I have been reluctant to read it.

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It's raining.

Buy an ice cream and go for a walk.

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People started to go home.

I have just started my journey.

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Saw some birds taking off one after another.

"The white bird flies back from the clear sand of Nagisa."

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There are many big ants busy on the railway.
To be continued...