Did the title scare you?

Yes, it’s still the name of a book.

I specifically didn’t add the title of the book...

I didn't want to write it, but I had to.

It’s not that I’m addicted to reading books, really not.

It’s not because I think the book is well written.

really not.

I just...feel inexplicably distressed.

I just accidentally clicked into the circle of this book and saw a post like this.

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I am very grateful to Brother Ichimaru Gin, this book was written for you

Published at 08:34 on June 11

Read the "Author's Note" again.

The work was not successful. This is my first time writing an online novel.

He said that he lacked experience and had only one loyal fan.

I am an Ichimaru Gin reader who gives me a recommendation vote every day.

As of today, there are 4 photos in total. I am very grateful to him, his

Existence gives me the motivation to continue writing, but I still

I kindly advise Maru Gin that if the economy does not allow it, don’t do it.

You have to vote for me again. Really, life is not easy for everyone.

No matter what, I will keep writing.

Suddenly I felt like crying.

Tickets are free.....

Faithful? I'm not faithful. I'm not even reading.

I may be interested in the truth of the universe, but what I am interested in is the truth itself, not science fiction.

Maybe I reluctantly read it and commented on it. But the author didn’t reply, so I didn’t continue reading.

This author is just like Ah Mao. The author ID and reader ID are separate... (I still don’t understand why)

I never realized that something as small as voting would become an important spiritual pillar for some authors.

And after learning about this, I thought, why not create a few more accounts to vote for authors that no one cares about.

At this time, I remembered my family’s rhetorical questions to me on other incidents: Can you help me? How capable are you?

Yes. It is this feeling of powerlessness that has been torturing me deeply. There is no way to save anyone or any living thing.

In fact, even if you don't care about others and just save yourself, it will be difficult to reach the sky.

"There are tens of millions of mansions in Anhui, which can shelter all the poor people in the world with joy."

"Powerless" by Linkin Park comes to mind.

A little regretful.

I have lost count of how many years I have not used the word "regret".

When used to express attitude, it is almost always "even though I have suffered nine deaths, I still have no regrets."

Why do you regret it? Because it gives people false hope. Let alone voting, even if you give rewards every day, it is difficult to support another person in material terms.

Why did I learn about this work?

I was browsing posts that day and saw this author complaining (no readers).

Originally, it was just a matter of hiding and keeping warm, but I learned too much that day.

I saw this author who had just come to the starting point and said that he expected to earn 3,000 yuan per month by writing online articles.

The first reaction is that this is almost impossible.

I didn't say that, and I didn't reply.

I did write some relevant text that day, but I didn't send it out.

I remember that day I wanted to say that the author of "Twilight" is a mother of three children and a housewife. "Harry Potter" is also a classic work written by a mother of three children who did not live a wealthy life. .

But these "inspirational" stories are not models that everyone can learn from.

I'm just wondering, if you have salary expectations, why don't you just look for a job?

If you are writing this online article, you will probably be busy for a long time, spend a lot of energy and effort, and not make a penny.

So I clicked on the author’s previous posts.

The author said that he has a master's degree.

This is even more strange. It shouldn’t be difficult to get a salary of 3,000 yuan with a master’s degree.

I continued to scroll until I resigned.

Before that: get married, have children, and be a housewife.

Still don't understand.

Finally, I finally saw this sentence in the corner of a post a long time ago: It is difficult for my husband to support himself.

Said there was no way to survive.

This is the root cause.

despair.

Although I am desperate, I still don’t really understand.

Theoretically, in China, the child's grandparents should be happy to help take care of the child.

The author seems to have mentioned that his parents have good financial conditions.

So the most likely scenario is: the author's parents are opposed to this marriage.

I have no way of knowing the truth of the matter. Nor do I want to know.

I just know that I can't help.

I'm even doubting whether I should vote or not.

If there is no hope now, it is not too late to give up and find a job.

Making a living by writing online articles...

It's really unrealistic.
Chapter completed!