This is the consequence of the gap in identity and family background. If you are just an ordinary girl, you will not feel such strong pressure.

Qi Zhen has now recovered from peace. He picked up a bottle of red wine, poured it on the two of them, raised his glass and said: I don’t drink normally, I don’t know what to say, do you have anything to say?

Zhang Wenbo thought about it and it seemed that he had never encountered such a scene before. It would not be good if he didn't say a few words. As a man, he had to bite the bullet and say: I wish we know each other and love each other, so that we can live a good life in the future.

Qi Zhen nodded and said: I hope so.

He touched the cup gently with Zhang Wenbo and took a sip at the same time.

Feeling this formal place, the two of them felt a little depressed.

Qi Zhen lowered his head and thought, and Zhang Wenbo didn't know how to speak, so he didn't have the ease and pleasure of chatting online at all.

Maybe Qi Zhen made some decision, his expression became serious, his eyes stared at Zhang Wenbo and said: You should also know that it is very abnormal for us to get to this point so quickly. You should also want to know the reason, right?

Since this is already the case, you can't hide it for the rest of your life. In fact, it would be better if you can hide it for the rest of your life. After saying that, I picked up the wine glass and took a sip on my own.

He paused and continued: If I tell you the reason, if you can't accept the result, how long will you last for our current relationship?

Will you ask for a divorce immediately?

Seeing that Qi Zhen was so serious, Zhang Wenbo looked serious and thought for a while and said: Is it because of whose child you are pregnant? Then he wanted to use me as a cover to give birth to the child, so he was so anxious to get married, right? Don’t you want the child to become an illegitimate child?

If this happens, I will find it difficult to accept it. This is the bottom line, but I will also persist until you give birth to the child and let you use me as a cover.

Don't worry, I'm not too heartless, I won't embarrass you too much. After saying that, I also drank a glass with a heavy heart.

Qi Zhen looked at Zhang Wenbo in amazement and said: What child? Why do you think so?

Zhang Wenbo was also stunned and asked: Isn’t this the case? Then what’s the reason so serious? Even if your life was chaotic and your emotions were complicated, I could accept it.

After all, society does not value these things very seriously. I have no right to interfere with all your experiences when I know you before. As long as you can live well with me after marriage and do not make previous mistakes, I can accept it.

I marry you, not the story of your past. Your past affairs have nothing to do with me. As long as you can guarantee that you will be wholeheartedly dedicated to me from today, can you do it?

After saying that, he stared at Qi Zhen's face without blinking, waiting for Qi Zhen to answer.

Qi Zhen was amused by Zhang Wenbo's words, and even felt better. He pointed at Zhang Wenbo and said: You, no wonder you said you like literature. It would be a pity that you didn't want to be a writer with your imagination.

Do you think if I am not sure about getting married, I will easily get pregnant with someone else’s child? Do I be so stupid in your heart?

And then I made myself so embarrassed? Don’t you think I am a famous doctor at least. Will a child who cannot meet others be born?

Although he blames the other party, he feels much more relaxed. The ability of the other party to lower the bottom line to this level means that he is an open person and may not be unable to accept his own affairs.

After taking another sip of wine, he continued: Of course the situation is not as unbearable as you thought, but it is not small, and the sound becomes low.

I continued to talk about it. I was bullied before. When I was in school, the other party was a senior student. I won’t explain it in detail. Anyway, I have done many disgusting things.

Later, I broke through the window and jumped from the third floor while they were not paying attention. The building was not high and the injuries were not serious. But I was frightened at that time and was greatly stimulated. I lived in the hospital for a year and took two years to continue to go to school.

But he completely closed himself up, and did not interact with others during school, and had no friends.

In the end, although the disease was cured, it also left behind sequelae, that is, I could not get close to the man, so I would be very afraid and nervous, causing all-body spasms, poor breathing, and even suffocation.

In the worst case, there is even life danger. I study medicine to cure my own root cause. Unfortunately, my heart disease still needs heart medicine. I don’t know what heart medicine is, it should eliminate fear and disgust for men.

Zhang Wenbo felt very uncomfortable when he saw the woman opposite him feeling pitiful and told him about his unfortunate experience with tears in his eyes.

But he still asked in confusion: This is not your fault. No one can blame you for this. Even if you don’t say it, no one will know. What are you worried about?

Qi Zhen filled his wine glass with wine, and then handed the bottle to Zhang Wenbo.

He took a sip and said: I don’t bother to think too much if others know. Since I want to marry you, I will have no reservations about you. Even if I tear my wounds open, it is much better than suffering from my heart. I don’t want to face you in the future, as if I am a thief, and I am afraid that your secret will be discovered by you.

There is no airtight wall in the world. Instead of hearing from others in the future, it is better for me to say it myself.

In fact, if it weren't for my parents, I wouldn't have gotten married. I have no other feelings about men except fear and disgust.

I'm sorry to just involve you for no reason.

I originally wanted to tell you after the wedding, but I felt that it would involve parents, relatives and friends of both parties by then. Now it’s easy to say that we are both. Now we have told you what you plan to do?

Zhang Wenbo thought about it for a long time and didn't feel that there was anything to worry about about this matter, and at the same time he also eliminated the doubts in his heart. Sure enough, there was a story here.

But compared to my psychological expectations, I don't care about this matter at all.

So he said to Qi Zhen: This is indeed very hurtful to you, I can understand it, but I don’t think it’s a problem at all, and it’s not your fault.

Are you thinking too seriously? I don’t think it’s a big deal.

Qi Zhen opened his eyes wide and said: Do you understand what the crux of this matter is?

The most important thing is not what happened to me before, but the consequences.

It means that I will not be able to live a normal married life in the future because I cannot stand a man being too close to me, and the same is true for you.

I had already felt it in the cinema just now, so I would tell you the reason in advance. I am afraid that if you act intimately against me without knowing it, the consequences will either be that I hurt you or that you hurt me.
Chapter completed!