47,47.
Not long ago, he grabbed the person she said that it was impossible to divorce, and now he is lying silently on the floor.
After the reunion, he kept pretending to be indifferent and alienated, but in the end, the shell he supported was broken and was damaged and could only curl up in the darkness that no one knew.
Xu Siyue's dry lips opened and she couldn't breathe. She bent down and took a big breath, buried her in Gu Xuechen's cold neck: "Xuechen, wake up, tell me where did you hurt?"
She wanted to remove the ring, but the edge of the inlay was too sharp and it was completely pierced into his palm, and blood was leaking out with a slight movement.
Qiao Yu's legs were weak, he held the door frame and turned on the light in panic, and the room was illuminated immediately.
Xu Siyue stroked Gu Xuechen's plain white face, and the female coat in his arms fell off. It was one she often wore, and there was a faint fragrance of perfume. The small silk bag he placed at hand was also opened by her. There was a strand of long hair inside, tied with red silk thread, and a small sign with his strokes and small characters.
"Wait until the next life, will Yueyue love me?"
Xu Siyue held his shoulder and shivered with trembling. She could no longer tell what the "next life" meant. Xue Chen was just sick, but she fell down because she was so angry and sad. She went to the hospital to get injections and take medicine. She took care of him without leaving any steps and would definitely recover.
Why did he write such last words?
Why did he faint? He couldn't wake up no matter how much he shouted...
Xu Siyue didn't dare to think at all. She tried her best to hug Gu Xuechen from the ground and shouted hoarsely: "Call an ambulance, Qiao Yu, call an ambulance immediately!"
Qiao Yu took out a blanket from the cabinet and covered Gu Xuechen's body, holding back the tears, nodding: "I have already called Jiang Li over! Others can't do it, so I can only find him!"
Xu Siyue hurriedly grabbed the blanket and wrapped Gu Xuechen with her cheeks close to his forehead, trying to help him keep warm. Hot tears poured out of her eyes and fell on his face.
She thought hard about what Jiang Li did.
Not long after, the sound of urgent and messy footsteps sounded in the corridor. A man wearing a white coat didn't have time to take off his body, rushed in quickly. Xu Siyue met his face, and a line that had pulled to the bottom suddenly broke.
She remembered that at the birthday party, Jiang Li was once very nervous about drinking. The Jiang family was a medical family, and he was a famous brain surgeon in the country.
Jiang Li only looked at Gu Xuechen, and his eyebrows were twisted into a dead knot. The elevator could not accommodate the hospital bed and car, and he could only rely on manpower. He was worried about others and bent down to carry it.
He had experience and moved very quickly. He didn't dare to delay every second. Xu Siyue's hands and feet were weak. Seeing Gu Xuechen being taken away, he stumbled forward and chased him. Suddenly, a figure flashed out from the crowd that followed her and blocked her back.
"How could he faint? Why did the attack be so serious this time?! My brother said that with his normal progress, he would not faint for the second time so soon!"
Xu Siyue raised her head and saw Jiang Yan's red eyes. She had no time to answer, so she walked around him to find Jiang Li's figure.
Jiang Yan growled: "Is it related to you? Have you stimulated him?"
Jiang Li was about to enter the elevator with Gu Xuechen on his back, and Xu Siyue looked at his pale forehead vaguely, as if his whole body was about to be erased from her world.
Her heart was filled with fear, and she pushed Jiang Yan away fiercely, and said ruthlessly in tears: "Get out! Don't block my way!"
Xu Siyue chased after him, and the elevator that Jiang Li had taken had already left. She hurriedly pressed the one beside her and couldn't wait to run down the ladder. She had never run so fast. Later, she bumped and chased the tail of the large army to the underground garage.
The back door of the ambulance was about to close. She chased after her hard, and used her hand to open the last crack in the door, climbed into the car and squeezed to Gu Xuechen, trying to hold his head and hug him.
Jiang Li said in a stern voice: "Don't touch him!"
Xu Siyue Lieliu raised his eyes.
Jiang Li steadily and quickly inserted an infusion needle into Gu Xuechen with both hands, and Chen Leng's eyes stopped on Xu Siyue's face: "Stay away from him now, unless you really want him to die today, then I don't need to save him."
Xu Siyue solidified there stiffly, her small face turned pale, her body stumbled several times, and was covered with a lot of dust.
Gu Xuechen was lifted up and lifted. The car was bumping and the needle was pierced into the back of his hand. He felt nothing, and he lay quietly, as if he had no life.
Xu Siyue stared at him without saying a word, tears dripping on her chin, falling into her skirt, moistening a pool of water.
As the ambulance whistled, she asked, "What the hell is wrong with my husband?"
Jiang Li's hands on his knees were clenched white: "He can really tolerate it and hide it. He has been with you for so long that he has only discovered it today."
"If you've seen him before he got sick," he whispered, "that's probably the last time you face Gu Xuechen who can act normally, see things clearly, and hear the sound clearly."
It was almost evening, and the general outpatient clinic of Huaren Hospital had already got off work. The ambulance was directly admitted to the hospital and headed straight to the emergency room of VIP Building. Before the car door was opened, Jiang Li looked at Xu Siyue in a complicated manner: "Since you have not returned to China, his life has been counting down. As his only family member, you will get his detailed physical report next. It is more intuitive to see that one than I said."
"Also," he held Gu Xuechen's bed car, "Please stay in the hospital for the time being and be ready to receive his critical illness notice at any time."
Huaren Hospital’s main focus is brain surgery. Those who can use it are basically patients with extracerebral diseases in all walks of life, and they need high-standard nursing conditions, medical environment, and privacy from the outside world as much as possible.
The number of floors of VIP is not high, and all inspection departments and instruments are set on the first floor, with a large area and many medical staff. Gu Xuechen was pushed into the emergency room by a group of people, and then the entrance was blocked by the isolation belt.
Xu Siyue was blocked outside, and she immediately pushed away the obstacle and chased her. The two nurses grabbed her: "Mrs. Gu, Dr. Jiang has given her instructions specifically. You cannot get too close. You may lose control of your emotions and affect the rescue. Please wait here. They will do their best and will hand it over to you immediately after the inspection results are generated."
Xu Siyue couldn't hear anything at all. There was nothing left in her consciousness, only Jiang Li's words and what she saw at the last glance. Gu Xue was lying in the snow-white bed car, silently pulled away from her hands.
Xue Chen was taken away by someone else.
Going to a place she couldn't find.
Xu Siyue broke free from everything, and her slender shoulders were held from behind. Jiang Yan followed in another car. Seeing her condition, he tried his best to suppress his tone for his brother Chen.
"Xu Siyue, sister-in-law," Jiang Yan gritted his teeth, "My brother went to rescue him. He asked me to ask you, in the past week, how is Brother Chen's mental state, whether there is any abnormal diet and sleep, whether his emotions have fluctuated strongly, and whether he has received great stimulation! These are things that must be known!"
Xu Siyue was cold from head to toe. She looked at the direction of the emergency room. There was a dazzling red light on it like surgery.
The nurse has a separate channel to receive various reports sent from it. The first one sent to Xu Siyue was a critical illness notice.
The nurse said solemnly: "Mrs. Gu, please sign it. After signing, you have known the patient's condition and accept all the results of the patient."
The pen was stuffed between Xu Siyue's fingers, and her hand was guided to put it on the notice.
Xu Siyue stared at Gu Xuechen's name, and the long list of complex terms followed was extracted at the end of the three words, brain tumor.
"The condition is currently critical."
"There is a possibility of heartbeat and breathing stops at any time."
"Please understand and actively cooperate."
Xu Siyue laughed hoarsely, grabbed a thin notice into a ball, threw the pen away, and looked around: "I can't understand or accept it. How could my husband get sick like this? He is in good health and nothing he can't do. He has been taking care of me all the time..."
She was incoherent, but she didn't cry, and didn't hysterically to anyone, and tried hard to reason: "You Dr. Jiang made a mistake, can you confirm it again? This notice was not from Gu Xuechen. He was not a serious illness, absolutely not."
Xu Siyue held the paper ball tightly, and her tone almost begged, and she paused word by word: "Please tell me if you confirm it clearly, can you tell me? I can't stand such a mistake."
Before he finished speaking, new reports came out one after another, one by one, from text to images, and formed a thick stack. Together with Jiang Li’s copy of his previous medical records specially compiled by him, they were placed in front of Xu Siyue. At the top, there was the second critical illness notice.
Jiang Yan couldn't bear it anymore and grabbed Xu Siyue's arm and asked, "I don't want to have any emotions towards you, so as not to blame me one day when Brother Chen finds out, but I really can't stand it anymore. Xu Siyue, you are so hypocritical?! If you have a conscience, as for treating him like that in the past?! Don't pretend! I don't have time to act with you, I'll ask again, tell me honestly, how is Brother Chen doing these days!"
Xu Siyue's ice-like fingers mechanically opened the paper with the warmth in her hand, and Gu Xuechen's life was ground into these things.
She could no longer shed tears, and her eyes were so painful that it was difficult to open. She held an image showing the size and location of the tumor, opened her mouth in a silence, answered Jiang Yan, and also stabbed these facts at herself.
"I don't know, I don't know..."
"I was in Haicheng for five days. Because of my own pain, I didn't see him when I came back on the sixth day. I didn't know that he was at the airport and left in front of him."
"He waited for me in the car overnight last night, and waited until ten o'clock this morning and had not moved."
"I went home at noon and he said he wanted to have a meal with me, but I told him..."
Xu Siyue could hardly stand: "I said, let's get a divorce until the end."
Jiang Yan was furious. He didn't care about the environment and couldn't remember to keep any secrets. Since he knew Gu Xuechen's true condition, he was always angry, afraid that he would lose control and talk nonsense, so he did not dare to get close.
Now he couldn't bear it anyway. He glared at Xu Siyue: "Why didn't you kill him with a knife?! It won't be tortured! You left him so ruthlessly, but he worked hard for you, just because he knew that the Xu family had collapsed and no one cared about you, and he wanted to support you!"
"Is Deep Blue Technology glamorous? Is it so arrogant? The fact is so ridiculous. Such a large company is all Gu Xuechen's hard work for you! He is afraid that you will fall into the mud one day when you return to China and fall into the mud, and you will not be a princess, and you will not even have time to treat such a serious illness in the middle! I am afraid that he will delay the day and will not be the umbrella that shelters you from the wind and rain!"
"He is almost dead," Jiang Yan choked cruelly, "Before you return to China, he knew that he would not be left for long! He married you to leave all his property right to you, so that you can squander it at will without being bullied. He was cold to you on the surface, because he was afraid that you would apologize to him and would be sad for his death!"
"Sad? I think you should be happy, right? Gu Xuechen is just an ex-boyfriend you played with. After four years of going abroad, you have forgotten him. If he really lost his money, you will give you all the money. You have no worries and can be proud again!"
Xu Siyue didn't say a word. She slowly lowered her head, shrank her shoulders and hugged the thick stack of report sheets in her arms, walked to the corner closest to the isolation belt of the emergency room, squatted down, and leaned against the corner of the wall.
She flipped through page by page, memorizing the obscure words, and searching the Internet if she didn't understand.
When she saw the survival rate, she stopped her hand and didn't move for a long time. Then she put her face on her arm and bit her sleeves, so that she would not let herself cry heart-wrenchingly and make a sound.
Why didn't she listen to what her grandmother said to A Shi? Even if she was a little more curious once and knew that the moon was there, she wouldn't stab him with the most painful divorce.
Why didn’t she stay in front of Gu Xuechen in the six years of junior high school and pursue him in college? She was obviously moved by him at first sight, so why couldn’t accept the facts and insist on hurting him, neglecting him, and leaving him silently?
After getting married, are there really no clues about the pain he endured every day?
It’s because her heart is too rough. She only cares about whether Gu Xuechen loves her or not, and she has never really learned how to love her.
She thought she was suffering from illness.
At the same time, Gu Xuechen was so wounded by her that she was completely injured, but she was silently burning her life, using her thin hands to set up a roof to shelter her from the wind and rain.
Xu Siyue shrank in the corner, and the world on which she relied for her to survive was collapsed.
Emergency room.
The busy medical staff all breathed a sigh of relief. The new nurse cried out in joy, stared at Gu Xuechen's face intrigue, and folded his hands together to worship the Bodhisattva.
Jiang Li asked everyone to do their own business tiredly, pushed Gu Xuechen to the observation room next to him, and sat by his bed and waited.
Fortunately, it didn't take long, Gu Xuechen's eyelashes that were stuck in a few strands trembled. Jiang Li hurriedly dimmed the light and prepared to welcome him to open his eyes, but he did not move, it was dark and pale, without any trace of anger.
"Xuechen, I know you've woken up," Jiang Li was anxious, and his mouth was still steady. "Xu Siyue is outside the emergency room now. If you want to see her, I'll shout immediately."
Gu Xue's head was still swollen and painful, but it was already a luxury compared to before, so he opened his eyes slightly.
His vision was very dark, and he could see the lights in a hazy way, but he couldn't see a person's face very clearly.
During this attack, the optic nerve was probably severely compressed. Even if he was rescued, his vision could not be restored immediately. He became a disabled person who was inconvenient to move.
Gu Xuechen inserted the needle and tried hard to find out.
Jiang Li hurriedly asked, "What are you looking for?"
He spoke secretly: "Ring."
The ring was taken off in the ambulance, and Xu Siyue took it away. Jiang Li didn't say anything, angry that he had completely lost his desire to survive, and said hatefully: "It's lost!"
I quarreled with him and got angry. As before, as long as I rescued me, I would not be afraid of getting out of bed and continue to work hard for her!
Gu Xue was stunned for a while, her hands drooped down, grabbed it in an empty space, and then let it go.
His half-closed eyes looked at the wall empty.
His ring was gone, and his small silk bag containing his hair was gone, losing all traces of her.
Why did she not die and become a disabled person who could not see clearly? Si Yue would feel that she was dragged down and had not left in the hospital. She wanted to file for divorce with him again.
Gu Xue said quietly: "She doesn't know if she will answer my phone number. Please call her for me and let her listen to me say a few words."
Jiang Li frowned, but he didn't persuade him, and did as Gu Xuechen asked.
Xu Siyue's tightly clutched phone suddenly rang, the strange number, the screen was too wet, she made a few times before it was connected, Jiang Li's voice came out: "Xuechen woke up, he was in a bad state. If you have something to tell you, you'd better not interrupt him, he has limited physical strength."
Xu Siyue held the phone like she was holding a treasure, her ears were tightly pressed against her, wanting to say "Okay", and wanting to say "I must be obedient", but her throat was swollen and painful, and she was out of control.
A subtle exchange sounded from the earpiece, and a breath came over, causing Xu Siyue's heart to be paralyzed.
Gu Xuechen's voice was very low, rubbing the thick sand: "My illness has nothing to do with you. I just discovered it recently. You don't need to think too much. I didn't agree to the divorce at noon. This is the reason. I don't have to worry about it. I won't have to be so troublesome. In a few days, I will be gone. The will has been made in advance. The family's property will be left to you. You can do whatever you want. If you really can't wait, I will end it soon."
"I won't let you trouble you in the future. My funeral will be left to others to deal with. If you have time every year, go see me. If you don't want to, you can go."
"Si Yue."
He separated from her for four years, and after he had her, he endured her for so long, and for the first time he called her the words "The most real and gentle" in the tone.
"Siyue, we won't meet again. Sorry, what you remember in the end is my hideous and embarrassed look."
Chapter completed!