When Xu Siyue was young, she regarded freedom as the most important thing, for fear that something would hinder her heart. She was always reminding herself half-true and half-false, just to play and not take it seriously.

So even though she was interested in Gu Xuechen, after falling in love in college, he began to control her. When she restrained her, she just wanted to escape, and she didn't even know whether she was resisting or afraid.

Afraid of being trapped by one person.

Until this late-night ward, even living became a luxury cliff. Xu Siyue finally truly understood the mood of loving someone, whether it was chains or prisons, as long as it was given by Gu Xuechen, she was willing to integrate closely with him, wishing she could share her life and give everything.

Whether he is fierce or gentle, she likes it so much that her heart aches.

Xu Siyue kissed her fiercely, and took the initiative to pry open Gu Xuechen's slightly closed teeth and touch the tip of his tongue. As the moment of wet and tangle, Gu Xuechen couldn't bear it and held her shoulder and pushed it back, murmured dumbly: "Xu Siyue, you're crazy..."

"What's crazy? Look at you... I've been a desperate for so many years for a bad woman. Xue Chen, it's not good to call me my full name. I want to hear Xiao Yueliang," she broke away from his hand, kissed her again, begging in a low voice, "You call me Xiao Yueliang."

She occupied his cold and moist mouth and asked for his temperature without feeling satisfied.

The chaotic heartbeat sound is proof that she still has Gu Xuechen.

Xu Siyue carefully held his face, moved his lips to the corner of her mouth, and kissed his eyelashes and nose tips. She spread his tightly clenched fingers one by one to smooth out his tight joints.

When she wanted to speak again, the unlocked ward door was suddenly pushed open from the outside. A young nurse leaned in and tentatively said in a sweet voice: "Mr. Gu, it's time to rest. I heard from Dr. Jiang that you have no family members to take care of you, so I'll do it--"

The little nurse didn't know about climbing the stairs and jumping into the window. She didn't see Gu Xuechen at first. When she saw her eyes falling and hit the intimate figure on the sofa, the second half of the words stuck and her cheeks turned red.

Xu Siyue reflexively hugged Gu Xuechen, blocking his face, and preventing him from showing him the strong-hearted look to others.

Damn... She hasn't been by her husband for a while, so someone is thinking about it.

The young nurse was almost crying and quickly stepped back: "I'm sorry to bother..."

Xu Siyue came down from Gu Xuechen's legs, pulled the thin blanket next to him and covered him with it. She tied her hair and turned her head to calmly say, "I am his wife, I will take good care of him, and no one needs to worry about it."

The little nurse and girl's heart were broken. She looked at Gu Xue for a long time, and ran out with apologies.

Xu Siyue felt sorry for the words "No family care" and couldn't help but feel sour. She gently wiped the dampness on Gu Xuechen's lips and said in a muffled voice: "If I don't climb the window, will someone come to take care of you tonight?"

Gu Xue covered her eyes: "...I don't need anyone to take care of you."

"Where is me," she squatted beside his legs, and laid her face on his knees well. "Do Xuechen want me, either?"

Gu Xuechen's heart was pulled in half by her.

Xu Siyue put away all the thorns and aggressiveness that had always been around, leaned against him, and kissed gently through the fabric of her pants: "Would you like me? I know I have done too many bad things. If you don't force you to accept me immediately, I will bully you. This time you don't have to endure it or worry, and just deal with me."

Gu Xuechen's eyelashes trembled, and the emotions that had been suppressed for too long roared through the gate and flooded his entire world.

Xu Siyue put his hand on his face: "A Shi, Yueyue is here, do you want her--"

Gu Xue looked at her with a deep eyes, and the word "want" made the throat bleeding, but she still couldn't say it.

Is it to make him survive...

After hearing Jiang Li's words, she wanted him to find hope and live as much as possible. Wouldn't she be willing to owe him for the rest of her life?

But even pity for him, he wanted to know... the feeling of being loved by Si Yue, if he still had a soul after death, he would not have to rely solely on fantasy.

Gu Xuechen used force on his hand to pinch her: "If you want to abandon me for the third time, wait until I die and don't tell me."

Xu Siyue felt so uncomfortable that she wanted to slap herself who was asking for divorce. She angrily patted him: "What are you saying! Get up quickly, wash your face and rinse your mouth with me. My husband should rest and can't sleep too late."

Xu Siyue has not taken care of anyone much, and the beginners are as decent as they are. Even if Gu Xuechen can move, she still pressed him to the edge of the bed and sat down, ran into the bathroom and used a small basin to collect water, sat beside him, carefully wiped his face, and squeezed a little toothpaste on the electric toothbrush and put it into his mouth.

Seeing Gu Xuechen's cheek bulging with a toothbrush, it diluted his depression and secretly became fragile.

Xu Siyue's heart was soft and awkward, and she muttered to him while chanting.

"Did you not have a good sleep for a long time? You didn't go home during the few days I was in Haicheng, right? You have been in the company all the time."

"I've sent you less WeChat messages later because I want to hurry up and end early, and come back early to confess to you."

"I miss you every day, when recording programs, and when making bags..."

After wiping her face, she carefully helped Gu Xuechen change the toothbrush, and then changed the water and towel. After taking care of him, she reached out to unbutton him and wanted to wipe him.

Gu Xuechen grabbed her hand to stop it.

Xu Siyue lowered her head and kissed her in the eyebrows: "You have sweated a lot today and you must feel uncomfortable. Jiang Li said you can only take a shower tomorrow, so I will wipe it tonight."

"Xu Siyue, do you want to live this kind of life?" He still didn't be gentle to her. "If you want to have a relaxed life, you must take care of a patient who cannot take care of himself?"

Xu Siyue took off his shirt, soaked the towel in hot water and twisted it half dry, and wiped it thoughtfully for him. When she passed the old and new scars, she stopped.

"Husband, don't be harsh on me," she said a little nasal, with a very soft tone. "I've been immune to this routine since you got married to this day. Now you push me and want to hug me, scold me and love me, say harsh words and feel sorry for me and want to kiss me. I understand, automatically replace it, and you will never worry."

After saying that, she leaned over, kissed him heavily on his thin lips, and raised her head with a smile: "Is that what I mean? Is it right?"

Gu Xuechen couldn't speak for a moment.

Xu Siyue was afraid that he would catch a cold, so she finished it as soon as possible, helped him lie down, rushed to the bathroom to tidy up, kicked off his shoes as quickly as possible, climbed onto the hospital bed that was not too wide, got into his quilt, and arched his body and squeezed into his arms.

Jiang Li knocked in and turned a blind eye to the bulging part in the quilt. He reconnected several monitoring instruments to Gu Xuechen and told him quietly: "We should monitor it tonight and sleep with peace of mind. If there are any abnormal movements, I will come over immediately. Also... bear it and don't do excessive exercise for the time being."

After saying that, he turned around and went out, and did not forget to turn off the lights and close the door in thoughtful manner.

Xu Siyue blushed in the darkness. She rubbed Gu Xuechen's shoulder and listened to the regular sound of the instruments: "Xuechen, Jiang Li and the others were discussing the plan overnight. When it was decided, we would have surgery."

After a long time, Gu Xuechen said: "There is no hope."

"Who said there was no!" Xu Siyue resisted fiercely, "As long as the operation is done, it will definitely be successful!"

Gu Xue sank and answered again. Xu Siyue thought he was tired, so she wiped her tears for a long time without saying a word.

Her only bond was cut off, and she was pessimistic about life, so she would nourish it again.

She wanted to fall in love with him, so that Xue Chen could feel that although she was not very good, being loved by her would be something worthy of his long life.

Xu Siyue fell asleep in his arms in a drowsy way.

When her breathing was stable, Gu Xuechen opened her unscalded eyes, turned around with difficulty, and hugged her tightly, covering her tightly from head to toe.

The heart rate is probably fast.

I don't know if there are any other indicators shaking.

He had no time to care, and was imprisoning his lover desperately as if he was in the end of the world.

The next day, Xu Siyue woke up very early, so she got up first to ask Jiang Li about Gu Xuechen's situation all night. Jiang Li stared at one of the abnormal fluctuations and said meaningfully: "...It's okay, you're there, it's not normal."

Xu Siyue couldn't wait to ask: "Where is the surgical plan?!"

Jiang Li's face was not very good: "It's not ideal at the moment, and it will take some time. It will be finalized before tonight. You must be mentally prepared. Once you make a decision, you must have surgery within ten days at the latest. Otherwise, if you delay it, you will be completely powerless to make the situation."

"Ten days?" Xu Siyue asked immediately, "Can't it be faster? The earlier the better, right?"

Jiang Li looked at her seriously: "For such a big operation, we must first adjust his body to the best, at least ensure that he can hold on throughout the process, and also do a lot of preoperative preparations, including finding a surgeon who can perform, and... "

He paused and said in a deep voice: "The so-called perfect solution is just a choice that has not been chosen at the moment. Even if everything goes according to expectations, the success rate is very low. Then these ten days are likely to be Gu Xuechen's last ten days."

The little blood color that finally recovered from Xu Siyue's face faded instantly.

She stood there, trying to argue with Jiang Li, then pursed her lips and stared at the ground.

Jiang Li said this and was not feeling uncomfortable. He nodded to her and left to continue the meeting: "Don't go back to the ward like this. You can stay and calm down and see him again."

Gu Xuechen's ward No. 506 changed the closure of last night. The door opened early this morning. Qiao Yu stood in the middle of the ground and cried for five minutes. The other few Deep Blue Technology executives were also trembling and could not digest the bolt from the blue when something happened to the Great Demon King.

"Mr. Gu, how can you?" Qiao Yu sobbed in a big man in a collapse, "Send me the same email as explaining the funeral, I really..."

The robot beside Gu Xuechen's bed moved the robot arm in an orderly manner, turning the pages at a constant speed while scanning the text and data on the page into voice.

After the electronic audio that "read all" was finished, Gu Xuechen took off his headphones and raised his eyes lightly: "Qiao Yu, I'm not dead yet."

Qiao Yu shut up suddenly.

Gu Xuechen pinched the headphones with his slender fingers. The little thing rolled back and forth twice, and the corners of his fingertips were broken.

Qiao Yu was so excited that he always felt that after last night, Mr. Gu became less like the past, as if he had broken a certain layer of shell and exposed a deeper and more realistic inner.

Aggressive and cruel, just like every time he scrapped those robots with his own hands.

Gu Xue looked grim and said calmly: "There are ten minutes left. When they signed the contract, they will release all the things they had saved for so long, arrange for someone to enter the signing site in time, and inform Mr. Liang of the news in person."

Qiao Yu was furious and Zheng pointed: "Okay, I'll do it now."

"Tell him," Gu Xuechen crushed the fragments of his headphones. "He wants to use his daughter to penetrate Deep Blue Technology and take the opportunity of cooperation to insert his ears and ears. I don't care. How many illegal and moral things have been done have nothing to do with me, but if his daughter hurts my wife repeatedly, she must bear the consequences."

Qiao Yu held his breath.

While Shen Mingye was ruined last time, the evidence of the Liang family's open and secret crimes have been gathering continuously over the years. He thought Mr. Gu would not move, but he did not expect that he really touched the Nei Lin this time.

He even thought tremblingly that Gu always believed that he had not had much time and wanted to break Liang Yan, who had hurt his wife and still threatened her when he was alive, from the root.

Gu Xuechen's silhouette was covered with a layer of frost, and his eyes were slightly lowered: "It's time for Xu Cheng."

"Yes," Qiao Yu replied, "You gave him the money to make all his money into the big project that can make a comeback."

In fact, this so-called big project, Shenlan Technology is the deepest manipulator behind the scenes, gradually induced Xu Cheng to fall into it and reveal his family's fortunes again and again. Last week, Xu Cheng sold the Xu family villa where he currently lives, took Xu Xian's wife to the small house where he lived, and threw all the money in.

Now Xu Cheng has nothing, and he hopes that he will be on the project.

It's time to die.

The headphone fragments pierced into Gu Xuechen's fingertips, and he didn't feel any pain.

He never forgot the blow that Xu Cheng had on Si Yue. Before he died, Xu Cheng had to fall down, ignite all expectations, and then cut off all retreats without any room for anything.

Xu Siyue turned her face red in Jiang Li's office and finally squeezed out her usual smile. She practiced in front of the mirror many times. Even though she knew that Xue Chen couldn't see clearly, she could not give him any negative emotions.

When she was about to arrive at the ward, she saw the door was closed and hurriedly walked over a few steps. She was about to push it open, but Qiao Yu's voice came from the crack of the door: "Mr. Gu, it was Liang Yan's phone call, and I called here."

"catch."

Xu Siyue's hand that pushed the door was involuntarily closed.

She couldn't hear clearly what was in Qiao Yu's earpiece, but soon, Qiao Yu said softly: "She tried her best to say a few words to you. Her throat was too sharp, so don't hurt your ears, I'd better turn on the hands-free."

After a while, Liang Yan's hysterical cry suddenly became clear, and Xu Siyue's eyebrows furrowed to death.

"...Snow sinks! My dad not only has more than one billion yuan of projects gone to waste! Just now, a policeman came to the door and took him away from the company. What are the benefits for you to break our house!"

"Is it good?" Gu Xue was extremely calm, and she couldn't hear any emotion. "Si Yue will be happy."

Liang Yan's throat seemed to be cut off by his answer, and her tone was completely distorted: "You did this for her?! She has forgotten you since she was a child. She hurt you like that over the years, and you almost lost your life for her! Are you still so devoted to her?! Didn't she file a divorce with you after she returned to Haicheng? Didn't she leave you again?!"

Gu Xuechen was unrest: "She knew everything, she said she loved me."

Liang Yan suddenly cried in a defeat and shouted: "Do you believe this kind of lie?! She lied to you! After you got married, she was in the first floor hall of Deep Blue Technology. She told me in person that Gu Xuechen would be better if she died! If she hadn't cursed you, you wouldn't have been so sick! She was just killing you! You still love someone like Xu Siyue?!"

Xu Siyue leaned outside the door and bent her loweredly to resist the sudden thrust from her heart.

She remembered...

She did say without hesitation that it would be better if Gu Xue died.

Xu Siyue grabbed the door handle and couldn't help but push it away to explain to Gu Xuechen, but Gu Xuechen had already quietly spoken: "When she said that, I was behind her."

Liang Yan suddenly lost her voice.

Xu Siyue's eyes turned black and bit the back of her hand. She didn't dare to think that from that day to now, Xue Chen had lived in the nightmare of her words every time she had an illness.

There was a dead silence inside and outside the ward.

Gu Xuechen said: "My life is worthless. Siyue wants it, that's its luck."

Liang Yan cried in despair and the phone was hung up.

Xu Siyue squatted down slowly and buried her face in her arms. When she vaguely heard Qiao Yu coming out, she stood up unsteadily, walked to another direction, and went downstairs from the stairwell with one foot deep and one foot shallow.

Xue Chen is so negative about the operation and has no hope. Is he subconsciously still affected by her words?

He dreamed of it at midnight, had he heard her say "It's better if you die?"

Maybe... maybe it was because she said this that he would be seriously ill.

Xu Siyue ran out of the hospital gate and took a taxi to the famous temple on the mountain in the suburbs of the city. There were few people on weekdays, and there was a cable car from the foot of the mountain to the entrance of the temple. She didn't sit there. She saw someone who was piously leaning on his feet and kowtowed every five steps.

She followed her and knelt straight onto the dusty stone steps. Whenever she leaned over and bowed, she said in her heart that she had made a mistake. What she said didn't count. Xue Chen should get better and be with her for a long time, until she was old.

When Xu Siyue arrived at the temple gate, the knees of the wide-leg pants had been worn thin and covered with dust.

In the sandalwood lingering, the monk asked her what she had to ask for.

She said she wanted to eliminate karma and exchange everything she could out of, and exchange for peace for one person.

The monk nodded: "Kneel in front of the Buddha and give me a strand of your hair."

Xu Si's moonbank was kneeling in front of the Buddha statue, and for another three hours, the monk who was called away temporarily returned to the temple, and was shocked: "I'm sorry, I forgot to give you the peace talisman I made, but why are you still kneeling?!"

Xu Siyue's legs had long been numb. She took the peace talisman in a small yellow silk bag with her hands, which contained her hair.

She laughed, held it tightly in her hand, got up with difficulty, and took a long time to go down the mountain. She endured the pain and returned to Huaren Hospital. Before entering, she bought a clean set of new clothes to change into.

Gu Xuechen was not in the ward, standing by the elevator in the first-floor lobby, blurring the outline of each passing by.

Siyue asked Jiang Li to convey a sentence in the morning, "If you have something to do, come back soon" and there was no sign of it. Until now, the sunset is setting, and she has not appeared yet.

Do you regret it...

Finally realized how stupid her decision was, did she look back in time?

Gu Xue lowered her head, her lips were pale, and there was no light in her eyes of the empty black hole until the sunset reflected in the glass door was blocked by her slender figure.

He noticed it sensitively, and suddenly looked up. The figure was a little slow at first, and soon ran a little staggeringly, hitting him softly.

"Xuechen," Xu Siyue rubbed against his chest, "Are you waiting for me?"

Gu Xuechen's hand couldn't help but lift it up, and he grabbed her thin arm, preventing himself from trembling: "You still know how to come back."

Xu Siyue laughed sweetly: "You miss me, right?"

Gu Xuechen wanted to take her into the elevator. When she moved, she shook her body and quickly held the wall. She said naturally: "It's okay, it's okay, my feet slid."

He stopped and twisted her chin: "What the hell is wrong."

Xu Siyue whispered: "That... accidentally knocked down his knees, it didn't hurt."

After looking at the surroundings, the nurses did not dare to glance here. Xu Siyue couldn't wait to take out the peace talisman and put it on tiptoe on Gu Xuechen's neck, with a small bag hanging from his heart.

Gu Xuechen reached out to touch him, and Xu Siyue grabbed him: "It's a very small amulet. I bought it. You can't pick it if you wear it."

The thick sandalwood invaded her nose, from the amulet and from Xu Siyue's fingers and hair, she smiled indifferently, as if she was just going out shopping casually, and bought something to give it to him.

Gu Xue's jaw was sore.

He was too familiar with the taste.

When he was separated from Siyue, he learned that she was sick and had also visited the temple on the outskirts of the city. He heard that he wanted to ask for peace, and he would kneel from the bottom of the mountain to the top of the mountain, and use his hair as a guide.

He kneeled, he did.

But that little amulet has never had the chance to be sent to Siyue.

Xu Siyue's small chin was still between his fingers. She touched her affectionately and rubbed her cheeks with her. Her legs under her skirt were trembling violently, and her knees were sore and swollen.

Gu Xuechen grabbed her thin shoulders, leaned down, and tried his best to pick her up on the spot.

She is too light and has lost a lot of weight.

Xu Siyue was frightened and hurriedly patted him: "Don't you know if you are sick! Let me go!"

Gu Xuechen hugged her tightly, and an unknown redness filled her half-drooping eyes: "Come here."

Xu Siyue was obedient and approached him.
Chapter completed!