Chapter 683 Crazy
I don't know how much time passed, but Ye Feng gently let go of Qing Ni, and saw that Qing Ni's face was flushed, and she was even more charming than before. Although Qing Ni was still ashamed at this moment, she accepted it.
In Ye Feng's arms, he didn't want to leave.
Qingni said softly: "Change the topic and express your love for me in poetry."
"..." Ye Feng was speechless for a moment. Hasn't the trouble passed yet?
"Don't want to?" Qing Ni said coquettishly, her angry style was also charming and endearing.
Ye Feng shook his head gently, looked at Qing Ni lovingly in his arms, hugged Qing Ni into his arms, and chuckled: "How is that possible?"
"The most beautiful thing is to stare into the infinite meaning, as if we have seen each other before."
This time, Ye Feng did not let Qing Ni urge him and continued.
"You don't need ears and temples to be with you all the time. When you smile and bow your head, your heart will fall in love."
"The mountains and rivers are vast and vast, and the stars and rivers in the world are all there for you, and none of them are not you."
"The world is safe and secure, and I will live up to the Tathagata and you."
"Like the moon, it will always be bright and clear, and I won't give up on the ice and snow to keep you warm."
"I don't have the wings of a colorful phoenix, but I have a clear mind."
"I hope there will be time to look back and grow old together with deep affection."
After saying that there was indeed no need to talk any more, Ye Feng looked at Qing Ni lovingly,
Qingni also said at this time:
"I turn my head towards you and have a blind date with you, and I share the same body with you."
"Feng, this way I can finally catch up with Sister Yingying and Sister Xiaojin," Qingni said softly and shyly.
"Fool, what's the comparison with this kind of thing?" Ye Feng smiled and hugged Qingni a little deeper into his arms.
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"You're a big liar, you're obviously good at sweet talk." Tu Shanling, who returned to her apartment but was still listening restlessly with her ears pricked up, cursed.
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After arriving at Qing Ni's residence, Ye Feng let go of Qing Ni's hand. Qing Ni was about to go into the house, but Ye Feng had no intention of entering the house and further deepening the relationship with Qing Ni. After all, maybe for the two of them at this moment,
The appropriate time has not yet come for that kind of thing, and neither party is mentally prepared. But even so, the relationship between Qing Ni and Ye Feng has taken an unknown step tonight.
But what made Ye Feng a little depressed was that after Qing Ni tricked Ye Feng into closing his eyes, he kissed Ye Feng forcefully and then fled into the house like flying without giving Ye Feng a chance to say anything.
Received a "closed door".
But what Ye Feng didn't know was that after Qingni closed the door, he kept leaning against the door, his heart beating violently, and his breathing began to quicken. In one day, great happiness suddenly came to him, making him
It felt as if she was dreaming and it was unreal. So much so that she didn't want to or dare to sleep at the moment. She was afraid that once she fell asleep, she would find out when she woke up that everything was fake and all a dream.
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Ye Feng came alone to a lake located in a quiet and cold forest. Ye Feng walked on the lake to the center of the lake. With the lake as the center, the moon in the sky, the moon in the lake, and the most important thing is the true self and the lake.
A false reflection of yourself.
He quietly looked at his own reflection under the lake. For a moment, it seemed as if up and down were interchanged, time and space were reversed, reality and reality were reversed.
At this moment, maybe he is the real Ye Feng, and he is the fake one.
He has killed many, many, many people. Although Ye Feng judged, at least in Ye Feng's judgment at this moment, those people were the ones who must be killed and deserved to be killed, but he could not define what he meant by the heinous evildoers and the deserving persons.
He killed all those people. So who was he who killed them? Ye Feng himself didn’t know. Those who deserved to be killed and those who deserved to die were two completely different concepts!
But one thing Ye Feng knows very well is that he is an "executioner" through and through. Such a self cannot be considered a saint, no matter how many so-called "services for the country and people" he has done. He is not even a "good person"
, no matter how many good things you have done to protect your friends and help others. Although you have carried the lives of those who were killed by you, will it be okay if you carry it? Is that so? What if someone stood up and scolded Ye Feng at this moment?
He is a bad person, a wicked person. Ye Feng will not deny it, because what he said is right and it is the truth.
He is such a person. Ruan Qinghan is right, for a person like him, not being able to be happy or redeemed is the punishment he deserves.
But today Ye Feng feels great happiness. He actually feels happy today. Even at this moment, he can still feel that happiness has not left his body.
But it was precisely when he truly felt happiness that Ye Feng suddenly felt pain, heartbreaking pain.
A person who suffers from happiness is a hopeless person.
Now after the label of "executioner", there is another label of "scumbag".
Can such a self achieve happiness? Do I qualify for happiness? Do I deserve happiness? Can I bring happiness to the important people around me?
In the "cinema", when Ye Feng held Ren Xiaojin's hand, he couldn't let go of Qingni's hand. In the eyes of others, he was extremely intelligent, but he couldn't think of anything at that moment. Unexpectedly, his mind was blank.
, this is the first time Ye Feng has done something, no plans, no process assumptions, no results or estimates, so Ye Feng feels scared, that is the first time Ye Feng feels scared. But even so, he understands
, she could not let go of that hand no matter what, because the owner of that hand, Qingni Qing'er, was more scared than herself.
Therefore, I cannot let go, no matter what, not even if I fall into the abyss again.
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Gradually, Ye Feng's body began to tremble slowly, and he couldn't stop it at all. It was obvious that his domain of control should have been able to control everything in the domain, and that control would naturally include absolute control of his own body. But then
The trembling still couldn't stop. I don't know how long it took, but the trembling finally stopped. Ye Feng grabbed his face with one hand, and if he could hear that almost crazy laugh, he looked up to the sky. That laugh was not mocking anyone in the world.
It is just mocking the person named "Ye Feng" mercilessly.
No one knows how many times Ye Feng has experienced such moments of near collapse and madness like today when no one was around.
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On a high mountain far away from the lake, You Ji stood there quietly, watching from a distance that the man in her heart was close to collapse and on the verge of madness. But she did not have the courage to step forward and hug him tightly. She could do it
Chapter completed!