Chapter 7 Live well for yourself
Huo Zhenzhen finally left. After pushing open the door, she threw the door key underground, expressing her determination to never come back.
She herself understood that she would never come back.
There are still some traces of her existence in this room, which cannot be eliminated for a while.
Liu Qing stayed in the room alone and began to think about a question - whether to return the house to the dormitory.
The monthly salary is only three or four thousand, and the rent, water and electricity are only seven or eight thousand, which is really under a lot of pressure for him.
Before he met Huo Zhenzhen, he lived in the dormitory and didn't think anything was wrong.
However, I am used to renting a house by myself and staying in a small single room with a few people when I go back to the dormitory. I feel very distressed when I think about it.
It is easy to go from frugality to extravagance, but it is difficult to go from extravagance to frugality.
In the last life, during the period after breaking up with Huo Zhenzhen, Liu Qing did not withdraw his house. At that time, he was already in a slump and had no expectations for the future. Even if he simply lived, it didn’t matter whether he would save money or not.
As Huo Zhenzhen said: "You can only be a security guard in your life. There is no hope in life. I can't see hope even if I follow you."
Anyway, there is no hope, so I won’t make any trouble. Saving money has no meaning, so just live one day.
What happened to living during that period was to recall the past, complain about fate, and self-denial. Life was painful and depressed, and never got rid of it.
Although living, it seems that there is no difference between not living.
Smoking and drinking, these very unhealthy habits have also become infected, and their physical condition is getting worse and worse, and people are getting more and more depressed.
Even if I learned the truth later, I just replaced complaining about the unfair fate with resentment towards someone.
At that time, people were already useless, both physically and mentally.
If you want to cheer up, you don’t have that ability.
Now that I am reborn, my body is still the same as before, and there is also the option of a rich second generation. My attachment to that woman has become disgusting, and I have some expectations for the future.
The vitality that had disappeared erupted in his body again.
He has to plan his future life well.
After thinking for a while, I suddenly thought: "In two months, I will have the opportunity to be a rich second generation. Why are you still struggling with this?"
If there is no error in memory, Ding Yun will find him in August and recognize him and his mother and son.
It's June now, and the difference is only two months. There is no need to suffer in the dormitory to save this rent.
The room he rented has all the air conditioners installed, and it is already summer again. If you don’t care about the electricity bill, it’s still quite beautiful to live alone.
"Then don't check in. Let's live there for two months first, and then go to a big villa." Liu Qing thought to himself.
Not only is there no depression as before, but it is even a little bit happy.
After splitting up, it felt like a shackle was removed. I felt that I should celebrate.
Now there are more than 3,000 yuan in the card. If you deduct rent, water and electricity, you can still have one or two thousand yuan left.
This or two thousand yuan is used by one person, and there is no need to save up. Liu Qing feels that he is rich.
I walked out and bought cold dishes worth about ten yuan, and bought two bottles of iced beer from the convenience store downstairs. When I got home, I turned on the TV and ate and drank.
It's been a long time since this happened.
After being with Huo Zhenzhen, no matter what I eat, I can only follow Huo Zhenzhen's taste.
He wanted to eat something he liked, but he couldn't bear to pay for it - there was only a little money in total, and he needed to buy everything, and the amount left for him was only a little, which could not satisfy his preferences.
It’s different now. Now I am alone and can eat alone every day.
Eat satisfactoryly.
Also regretful:
"Are I being obsessed with ghosts a few years ago? Why do I reduce my quality of life for a woman like that?"
“Not worth it, not worth it.”
"This man can do anything, but he can't be a spare tire or a dog licking."
"In the future, if I, Liu Qing, lose myself for a woman and feel wronged, then I will be the number one fool with Tianzi!"
"I was stupid in my last life."
"In this life, I will live well for myself!"
"Just live for yourself!"
After drinking two bottles of beer, I felt dizzy and didn't take a shower, so I fell asleep on the bed.
In the past, Liu Qing didn't drink alcohol. In his previous life, he only started learning to drink after breaking up with Huo Zhenzhen. His alcohol capacity was getting bigger and bigger, and it was fine to have five or six bottles of beer at a time.
This time he bought two bottles of cold beer at a convenience store, but he didn't want to get himself drunk, but just wanted to have a drink.
But he forgot that his body is still not used to drinking, so he put down two bottles of beer.
The next day, he was woken up by the phone ring.
The squad leader's angry voice rang in his ear:
"Liu Qing, what are you doing? You are not resting today, why haven't you come to work yet? Do you know what time it's already?"
Liu Qing woke up suddenly and looked at the time on his phone. It was 7:05.
He hurriedly said, "Sorry, the alarm clock of the phone broke today and didn't call. I'll come soon!"
"Hurry up!" After the squad leader said, he hung up the phone.
If you take over at seven o'clock, you will be deducted points if you are late, you will start with two points. If you are late for more than fifteen minutes, you will be deducted five points if you are late.
However, at this time, the management office did not go to work, so whether to deduct points should be deducted? The choice is in the hands of the squad leader.
Liu Qing hurriedly packed up and went out quickly.
Ding Yun would only come to him two months later, and he only had more than 3,000 yuan in his hand, so he could not survive for two months.
As for taking the initiative to find Ding Yun and let Xingfu arrive early, Liu Qing just thought for a moment and pinched off that idea.
First of all, this will make Ding Yun look down on her and feel less guilty towards her, so there will definitely not be much compensation in the future.
Secondly, Su Yi from Tianyuan Group is not dead yet and will not die until July.
People did not die naturally, they died in a car accident.
Liu Qing didn't want to cause any butterfly effect because of his past, so that the car accident that should have happened would not happen again, and he wouldn't even cry.
Ding Yun has not contacted him for so many years after remarrying. He must wait until Su Yi dies before contacting him, which itself shows some problems.
Looking for it now is stupid.
So I still have to spend two months of hard life and be a hard security guard for two months.
When he arrived at the community, the squad leader was on his post and scolded him after he came:
"Your shit alarm clock is broken! You're just drinking! I called you several times before I could get through!"
"You are so stupid at work that I don't say anything anymore. You have to come to work!"
"Is the company asking you to come and skip work?"
The scolding made Liu Qing feel evil and thought to himself: "When I have money in the future, I will buy a house here and become the owner of this place. Then I will stare at you every day and complain to the management office!"
The squad leader scolded him and then said, "Forget it this time, I will report to the management office and deduct your points!"
Chapter completed!