Chapter 292 Wind and Rain Finale Five [6000 words(2/2)
What is the reason for not wanting to live? What is the reason for wanting to leave this world as soon as possible? If we put aside the 'pressure' from Qianru's side, does it have something to do with this journey of revenge?
Working hard all day long, treating others hypocritically every day, and having to use a mask to survive all the time. I know better than anyone how hard this feeling is, but...
'Han, what will happen to you if I don't want revenge?'
'Han... Have you ever thought about living in a quiet place? There are no disputes, no fights, and no hatred...'
Time and time again, how many times has Qianxi hinted to herself that she doesn't want to take revenge? What about me? I understand her meaning every time, but never support her.
'If you really loved her... you wouldn't watch her hard work for revenge, and you wouldn't stop her!!'
Is it true that he doesn't love her as Emperor Yin Ying said? No... I can be sure of my love for her. But why haven't I ever thought... of giving up hatred with her?
After Emperor Yin Ying's words, Leng Liehan fell into incomparable self-blame. As the saying goes, once you are smart, you are confused for a while. From the moment he left Ouyang's family, he regarded himself as a 'tool of revenge'
, I have long forgotten that I am a human being.
So... this extreme psychology became more and more intense, and in the end, Qianxi wanted to break up the hatred, and he felt that he was no longer useful, so he didn't want Qianxi to let go of her hatred, and hoped that she could continue to use him and not...
...give yourself up!
Now it's too late to reflect on everything. Qianxi no longer needs to be involved in the road of revenge in the future. As for the revenge...it's no longer hard to avenge it or not. But there is something I must tell Emperor Yin Ying!
"Eagle Emperor, what I'm saying now, whether you think I'm using you for revenge or you think I'm despicable, just think of it as a debt I owe you. I'm telling you now..." He raised his eyes full of desolation,
He said calmly: "You are not Yin Tianzheng's biological son!"
Yin's father and Yin's mother were a combination of an old husband and a young wife. In order to complete the combination of political interests, Yin's mother married Yin Tianzheng, an upstart who was thirty years older than herself. She was only twenty years old at the time, while Yin's father had already reached the age of five.
At the advanced age of ten years.
Their marriage was not ideal. Yin's mother had no feelings for Yin's father at all. For the sake of the family's face, Yin's mother had to make do with it. Who knew... After two years of marriage, Yin's mother had nothing to do, and Yin's father began to keep going.
He beat her to vent his resentment: 'You have been married to me for two years and can't even lay an egg. What's the use of you?'
In that era, divorce would not cause any loss to Yin's father. On the contrary, Yin's mother was different. Once the marriage disintegrated, she would not be able to return to her parents' home and would be looked down upon by others. So, in a fit of anger, Yin's mother casually and outside
The man had a relationship and gave birth to Emperor Yin Ying.
After giving birth to the child, her mission was naturally completed. But this child had nothing to do with her at all. She just wanted to complete her mission.
But as time went by, Mother Yin was always afraid that the child's biological father would make trouble. Forced by this panic, she chose to devote herself to practicing Buddhism, hoping that by eating fast and chanting Buddha's name, she would stay safe forever!
"You... stop talking nonsense, Luo Mingyang!!" Emperor Yin Ying couldn't accept this fact and stared at Leng Liehan with resentful eyes.
"Haha, the computer in my Chinese villa contains the DNA verification report of you and your father, as well as the private detective's investigation of your mother, and some information about the murder of the Ouyang family stored in the Leng family's computer. If you
If you don't believe it, you can verify it on my computer." I know what kind of man Father Yin is. Once Father Yin one day finds out that the son he has raised for many years is not his own, with his insidious character, Yin Ying will definitely be taken away.
Soon after the emperor kills.
He had already imagined that such a day would come to him, and he also thought that he would tell Emperor Yin Ying about this matter at this time, so that he could continue on the road of revenge. But at this moment, Leng Liehan used a clean heart,
To tell him all this...
"That's enough! That's enough! You don't have to say it anymore, I won't believe it!!" Emperor Yin Ying kept shaking his head, still unable to accept what he said.
"Oh, I'm dealing with Su Lele and Leng Liehan. Do you think if you were really Yin Tianzheng's biological son, would I be able to keep you till now?!!" After careful calculation, there are basically no heirs who have ever harmed the Ouyang family.
What a good ending, except that he never hurt Emperor Yin Ying once, and continued to use strategies to try to bring him and Qianxi together, because Leng Liehan had already investigated the whole story before returning home.
"I won't believe anything you say now." Emperor Yin Ying calmed down and looked at Leng Liehan with pity: "I know you are powerful. You carefully arranged everyone's life step by step.
Destiny, even things after your death have been arranged properly and without leakage. You are really powerful, very powerful! But do you know..."
Slowly walking in front of him, Emperor Yin Ying knelt down and said coldly: "Your 'chessboard' is missing one person, but there is a place for you on his 'chessboard'!"
Suddenly, Leng Liehan frowned, his eyes flashing with doubts.
"Ha, you don't know, right?" With a sarcastic smile, he quickly stood up, put his hands into his pockets, and looked at Leng Liehan with disdain.
"Who is it? Who is this person??" His eyes kept flickering, and he took a deep breath, with an anxious look on his face: "Tell me, who is he?"
"Tsk...tsk...tsk..." He raised his finger and shook it, Yin Yingdi took small steps back, an evil expression suddenly appeared on his face: "I won't tell you, I want you to die.
I'm not at ease!" After saying that, he turned around ruthlessly and left the cabin...
"Eagle Emperor...Eagle..." Leng Liehan staggered and wanted to chase him. As soon as he took two steps, he fell into the water: "Why...why do you have to be so cruel that you are so unwilling to ask me to die?"
!!!!" I could no longer use hypocrisy to cover up my fragile heart at that moment.
The real Luo Mingyang was actually more fragile than anyone else. He put on a layer of hard armor just because of the needs of the environment. This layer of armor also locked up his heart.
Facing his family, he could not open up his fragile heart. Once it unfolded, the family would undoubtedly be paralyzed. Finally, he could meet the Ouyang family who could make him open his heart. Unfortunately, the good times did not last long. In the days to come, he would be even more difficult to find.
It's time to find the 'key' to unlock your own heart.
"Hahahaha, it's really not as good as God..." He slowly climbed up from the water, leaned on the iron plate, and laughed stupidly.
I thought everything would go as smoothly as I planned, but how could I know...
In fact, the fact that he desperately wanted to seek revenge was not because of his love for Qianxi but because of his hurt; the chess game he had set up with so much painstaking efforts was designed by someone to include him in another chessboard. But these were not the things that made him the most unwilling.
What makes me unwilling is...
The girl who took him home was indeed Qianxi!!
"Hahahaha, think about it, why have you tortured yourself for twenty years? Why have you been suppressing the feelings in your heart?"
"I like guessing people's hearts. Maybe I can guess other people's hearts correctly, but I also lose my own heart..." After whispering softly, he curled up into a ball and slowly closed his eyes: "And I am the one who lost his heart."
!!!”
‘Bang---------’ Another explosion suddenly sounded, and the entire hull had tilted 180°. The seawater pouring into the cabin gradually submerged up to the cold neck.
There was no strength left in the body, and the broad body shrank into a small ball at this moment, slowly waiting for death in the corner.
At this moment, Leng Liehan seemed to have returned to the Luo Mingyang who was defenseless and allowed to be bullied when he was a child...
Helpless, hesitant, panicked, looking so miserable and miserable.
The happiest days of his life may have been at Ouyang's house, but... it was also there that he got the first terrible 'lie' that changed his life...
In fact, he only needs to...as long as he tells Qianye Ruishu that he didn't really want to hurt him, Qianye Ruishu will definitely forgive him; as long as he tells Emperor Yin Ying that he did not really kill his friends, Emperor Yin Ying will definitely treat him
Rescued from the predicament; as long as he had put down the 'shackles' under Qianru earlier, he would not have lived so exhausted, but...
Faced with the word 'conscience', he became timid...
A desperate smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and the sea water gradually submerged above his head.
In his life...
The only person he met who cared about him was Qianxi!
'Luo Mingyang, you are not allowed to die, you are not allowed to die!'
No one taught him how valuable life is, so he never cherished anyone's life, nor his own.
When the sea water swallowed his whole body, Qianxi's clear eyes gradually came into his mind, and he uttered the truest murmur from the bottom of his heart: 'I... don't want to die!!!!' A drop of despair and regretful tears and
The salty sea water merges with each other, like a pearl full of hope slowly drifting away...
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*The following words are free*
The character of Luo Mingyang is very thought-provoking. When I first wrote about him, I knew that he was a tragic character. Ziyue has always emphasized that Ziyue's writing is actually very realistic, but some parts are exaggerated. As for the character of Luo Mingyang
Real comparison...
Ma Jiajue!
You may or may not know this character. Friends who don’t know can check it out on Baidu.
Of course, Luo Mingyang's character prototype is not Ma Jiajue, but the problems he has do coincide with Ma Jiajue.
Chapter completed!