Xiao Zixin's feelings for Jiang Lanhua and the mother and daughter (son) are extremely complicated at this moment, and it is even the most difficult feeling of hell on earth that he has felt in his life!

Jiang Lanhua's attitude shows that she has eaten all the hell-like suffering on earth for so many years for him - the child who was not finally abolished in her belly back then, and she burst out so much after seeing him suddenly.

The sadness and grief! If it weren't him, would she drag her child down to what she is today? Will she still live in Toutaogang Village until now? The child is her hope and future, and it is also a burden for her to be unable to get out of the mountains and

Concern! If this is the case, she has the right to treat herself like this!

Secretary-General Xiao sighed softly.

Just imagine, a woman, who has been with two children in a small village for so many years, from childhood to adulthood, how many unbelievable burdens of life, energy and mental torture that ordinary people have to pay? He is better, he is the more he is, and he is eating and drinking.

Have fun, it's okay!

"Orchid..."

Xiao Zixin shouted softly.

"I won't leave tonight..."

"I won't leave..."

"No," after a while, Secretary-General Xiao looked up at Jiang Lanhua and found that tears were already shining in Jiang Lanhua's eyes. He also sighed and asked softly, "If you don't leave, where are you staying?"

Yes, where to live? Xiao Zixin asked himself. In such a small village, he thought that Jiang Lanhua was a man with a husband. Even if someone stared at the dog, she was her legal husband. She would never let her take him to her.

Live at home? Things in the countryside are like the terrifying words of Jiang Lanhua when she was pregnant. Once you have something to do with a man, you can always see the eyes, and then the tongue will spread everywhere, spreading it everywhere.

And leave. What about him, the secretary-general of the municipal party committee, a bright big shot?

However, if he didn't stay at Jiang Lanhua's house, where could he stay for one night?

Toutaogang Village is not a county town, and there is no cadre dormitory for Secretary-General Xiao, nor is there a hotel private room.

well!

You can't just sing verbal words and run to the farmer's house to say that I am the secretary-general of the municipal party committee and will you stay at your house overnight tonight?

If that happens, it will not take for you to arrive tomorrow night, and Secretary-General Xiao’s name will spread to the whole county and the streets and alleys of the city…

............

When Secretary-General Xiao received the call from the driver Xiao Wang, it was already completely dark. In the late autumn, the sky was like a shortened rubber band. When he walked back from the top of the goose feather, the genius had just cast a dark shadow, but he left.

Halfway through the way, he was so dark that he could not see his fingers. Xiao Wang said anxiously and puzzledly on the phone: "Secretary General Xiao, where are you? I have been waiting for you for two or three hours but haven't waited

You? Nothing happened?"

Secretary-General Xiao looked at Jiang Lanhua in front of him and asked in a low voice: "Where are you?"

"When I came here in the morning, you called the foot of the mountain. I waited for a long time and couldn't wait for you. I was afraid that something would happen. You are fine, Secretary-General Xiao? I was worried, so I ran to Toudaogang Village to find you, but

After asking some people, they said they didn’t meet you, didn’t know you, and they didn’t know that there was such a person coming today? Secretary General Xiao, where are you now? It’s really nothing?!”

"I'm fine. Oh, you!" Secretary-General Xiao sighed and said, wanting to speak but stopping. His heart was heavy and a little complicated. He suddenly felt very angry and helpless, but he couldn't say bluntly: "I'm fine, you go back first."

…”

Although he knew that the driver Xiao Wang was kind-hearted and was afraid that he would not be able to take responsibility if something happened, Xiao Wang said that he ran to Toutaogang Village to find him, but he found him but couldn't find him, which made Secretary-General Xiao realize it all at once.

Some potential crisis, I was very angry and inconvenient to get angry, so I tried to slow down my tone and told him: "Xiao Wang, you go back the same way first, or you can stay at Mozigou Guesthouse for one night, but I'll say it again,

Don’t tell others that I can just live in Toudaogang Village tonight. What do you understand?”

"Ah... I understand, I understand!" Xiao Wang suddenly realized the other end of the phone, but he sounded obviously confused. "Then, when will I pick you up?"

"You can wait for my phone call tomorrow morning."

"Okay, I understand," Xiao Wang said hesitantly, "Secretary General Xiao, if you don't go back tonight, I will return to the city. I don't want to go to Mozigou."

Secretary-General Xiao pondered for a moment and said, "Okay, then you go back. Alas, there is nothing important to the Municipal Party Committee today?"

"I haven't heard of it, Secretary-General Xiao?"

...

In the end, Xiao Zixin followed Jiang Lanhua step by step into her two dilapidated rustic houses.

It turned out that Secretary-General Xiao estimated that the reason why Jiang Lanhua was unwilling to let him go to her home was that she was worried about staring at the dog, and Jiang Lanhua never explained this to him. However, as soon as she walked into the broken house, Secretary-General Xiao

After looking around, I found that there was no man he was worried about and wanted to see on the earthen kang under the dim 25-watt light bulb. There was a man, but the second look, Secretary-General Xiao vaguely recognized him as Jiang Lanhua's.

Old father, Jiang Dabei!

The man who broke up due to huge public pressure back then was also determined to ask the old man who was so young, who was so young. The old man was watching the door alone at home, but his eyes were not good.

, can only listen to the sound, assisted by the extremely fierce yellow dog.

Hearing the footsteps of his daughter Jiang Lanhua enter the house, the old man asked, "Are you back?"

"Yes." Jiang Lanhua responded lightly, as an answer.

It was strange that when seeing Secretary-General Xiao following Jiang Lanhua, the big yellow dog did not bark at him this time, but shook his tail.

"Sit down, don't be too damn." Jiang Lanhua put down her work tools and said to Secretary-General Xiao while wiping her sweat.

Xiao Zixin sat down and didn't say anything.

"Who? Who is coming?"

The old man asked with his eyes narrowed and looked towards Secretary-General Xiao. Xiao Zixin couldn't help feeling embarrassed and sad again! The big bearded man he saw outside the Civil Affairs Bureau back then was such a fierce and majestic man.

, the years have almost made him dare not recognize him!

"Lying down quickly, don't worry about that..." Jiang Lanhua said, blatantly giving Secretary Xiao a glance. It seemed to be saying: It's all you!

The situation in the house was not good, even worse than Secretary-General Xiao thought. What could he say? His mood could only be more and more complicated and sad. Jiang Lanhua went to cook and came from the outhouse.

The sound of pots and pans and boxes, the sound of large pine mixers burning in the stove pit, and after a while, the pleasant smell of pine oil and the aroma of stir-frying came in.

Xiao Zixin looked at everything in the cottage silently. Jiang Lanhua's old father did not recognize him. Fortunately, he sat awkwardly for a while and lay down alone, so he was not inconvenient to chat with him.

But I was confused. No wonder when I came outside in the morning, I heard a man in the room coughing while talking. I thought it was a dog who couldn't move.

Where did the glaring dog go?

On this day, Secretary-General Xiao has not been as tired as he has been today. His legs are sore, exhausted, and exhausted. He may have been busy preparing for more than half a month, holding a ginseng festival and a big stall for more than half a month.

In addition to the chaos, we kept attending receptions, summary meetings, flowing seats, and one meeting. We couldn't rest well at night. We were so busy that we hit the back of our heads. We had never been as relaxed as we were today. He was the only one in the room.

I sat for a while and my mind and body were too nervous and then relaxed, so I just wanted to lie down and spread my limbs and squint for a while, but I was embarrassed.

But in the end, he lay all over his body on a small earthen kang opposite him where ginseng and corn were dried...

In the blink of an eye, I fell asleep.

...

After the meal was ready, Jiang Lanhua came in and asked Xiao Zixin to get up and have a meal. When she entered the house, she saw him sleeping. She was so sleeping that she was so sweet that she couldn't bear to call him. Standing there, she couldn't help but look at the person carefully.

Then, two lines of tears were seen. The wasted years not only made a laboring person like her unknowingly deform, but in her eyes, even Xiao Zixin, who is now the secretary-general of the municipal party committee, has become afraid to meet him easily.

I admit it, look broken, and it seems that the person I remembered hating and thinking about it seemed that I was no longer the same person as the one I remembered.

Even when he fell asleep and completely lost his self-awareness control and concealment, his face, brows, expressions and his whole body were still not the shadow of the general section chief of the government office who looked youthful and exciting many years ago. He has matured and firm

Then, traces of officialdom also appeared from his slightly raised belly under the suit and ties that wrapped him...

Different life trajectories significantly increase his life weight.

In fact, not only did Xiao Zixin understand all her hopes clearly, but she also wanted to know how he left Xuanpu County? Where was he transferred to? How could he be promoted to such a big official step by step.

What about it?

What was he thinking today? What did he mean?

Jiang Lanhua even wanted to understand all this more than Xiao Zixin. However, her mood was so complicated that she didn't want to pay attention to him.

Does she hate the person in front of her? Hate!

Does she love the person in front of her? Love!

In any case, everything happened more than ten years ago. The past is as fresh as yesterday, but everything is gone forever...

If there was no such person in front of him - the person who attracted her so strongly back then, Jiang Lanhua's life trajectory would definitely be completely different in another direction and appearance! However, she met him, no matter whether it was destined by God or not, from then on, she will never be able to do so from now on.

Everything has completely changed! Otherwise, she would have been able to take the high school entrance exam and college entrance exam after working as a waiter in the Xuanpu County Government Hotel for a while... Even if she couldn't pass the exam, she could still go to the city to work, and at least she could not

Worry and no worries!

If she is destined to meet her thousands of miles away, she can also find a sweet partner in the city and completely leave this Toutaogang Village, which is annoying, hateful and caring about her for the rest of her life...

Secretary-General Xiao turned over, snorted, and opened his eyes in a daze and looked at it, but it seemed that he was not looking at anything. It was a completely unconscious natural action and fell asleep again. Jiang Lanhua suddenly came from her memory.

When I woke up, I felt sad when I saw the two children staring at her.

"Wolf Boy, eat first with your sister. Mom is not too hungry. You will eat later. Are you hungry long ago?" She took the two children to the outer room and asked them to eat first, serve them with rice, and stir-fry

The dishes that came out were all put into the bowl. Seeing the two children eating, Jiang Lanhua remembered something and felt even more sad. She ran outside and stood in the dark field and wiped her eyes...

Thinking of her unexpected pregnancy when she was a girl, her father couldn't bear the pressure to take her to the village. Even after so many years, Jiang Lanhua's huge trauma and the frustration left behind in her life still felt a little painful and vivid in her memory!

When she was pregnant, Secretary-General Xiao Zixin was really scared! He didn't expect this to happen at all. He was caught off guard. His panic was even greater than Jiang Lanhua... It seemed that he was scared to tears once?

I really can't remember this?
To be continued...