The meal took a long time, and glasses were clinked from time to time. Before I knew it, a bottle of red wine was finished.

Ai Lili drank most of it, and Yan Xin only drank about a third.

But just that third was already unbearable for Yan Xin.

Seeing Yan Xin's words gradually becoming unclear, Ai Lili asked a question that had been in her mind for a long time:

"Yan Xin, there is a question I have been trying to figure out. Do you have anyone you like?"

"Yes, there are a lot more." Yan Xin said with a smile.

Ellie was a little speechless - is this the legendary playboy scumbag?

Then he asked: "Then who is your favorite?"

"Grandpa Mao..." Yan Xin said seriously.

Ai Lili was stunned for a while, and then realized that he was talking about money.

Angry and funny - I didn't get you drunk because I wanted to hear you confess how much you love money.

Then he asked: "Then do you have a girl you like?"

Yan Xin didn't think much and said: "Yes, Sister Tianxian..."

Aili quickly stopped: "I'm not asking you about celebrities, I'm asking if you like any of the girls you've met in real life?"

When I asked this question, I felt a little nervous.

There is a little bit of expectation and a little bit of fear.

Fortunately, Ai Lili interrupted early, otherwise Yan Xin would have said something about "big power" and "koi sister".

It's fair to say that she has great power, at least she has appeared in Xiao Mingge's version of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes". Although she is not famous, she can still be regarded as a star.

As for the koi sister, it will take more than ten years for her to appear.

When people drink too much, they just can't control themselves, and some words that they wouldn't normally say will be uttered under the catalysis of alcohol.

Not necessarily everything you tell is the truth, but the probability of telling the truth is higher.

Alcohol makes it easier for people to hide secrets.

Hearing Ai Lili's question, Yan Xin was stunned for a moment and said: "In reality... there are some people I like... I just like Sister Lili..."

Ai Lili had a smile on her face and was very happy, thinking: "Finally, we don't hide it anymore, right?"

After thinking for a while, he asked again: "Then...then how much do you like it?"

Yan Xin glanced at her, his eyes a little hidden: "I dare not say."

Ellie asked: "Why?"

"I'm afraid you'll scold me if I say it." Yan Xin said embarrassedly.

"I promise you, no matter what you say, I will never scold you." Ellie said.

"I..." Yan Xin leaned towards her and whispered, "I like you so much that I want to do bad things to you..."

Ai Lili's face became hot, and she whispered: "What bad thing are you doing...?"

Yan Xin looked at her: "I want to hug you..."

Ellie's face turned red: "Then...that's not a bad thing, right?"

Yan Xin said again: "I want to sleep with you..."

Ellie was a little panicked.

In fact, this was not the answer she expected. She had never thought that in Yan Xin's mind, such a standard was used to quantify the degree of liking.

She herself wanted to escape.

I don't think it's a good idea to get a grown man drunk.

This game is a bit dangerous.

But he still couldn't help but ask: "Then...then why don't you sleep?"

When I asked this question, my voice was very low and even trembling.

She was a little surprised when she asked such a question. How could she ask such a question?

It feels like a devil called impulse is sealed inside my body and is about to burst out.

Now it was hitting her heart violently, making her heart beat thumpingly.

This is a very dangerous game, but she has an urge to continue this dangerous game.

However, Yan Xin's next words calmed down her impulse, and she even felt a little chilled.

"If you sleep... you have to be responsible..." Yan Xin said, "We are going to get married... we have to be together for the rest of our lives... this is too scary..."

Ellie took a deep breath and felt that all the hot blood had cooled down.

——Is this the reason?

——Afraid of taking responsibility for her, so she always stayed away from her.

There was some grievance in my heart: "Is it so terrible to marry me and stay with me for the rest of your life?"

Her mother had forced her to go on a blind date, and they had to go on a blind date almost every month. She was the only one who didn't want to develop a relationship with others, and there was no one who didn't want to develop a relationship with her.

Unexpectedly, I am now being disliked by the person I like.

This man is actually afraid of marrying himself.

I feel very hurt.

I thought to myself: "What is it about me that is not worthy of you?"

Then I thought again: "Is it because I am a few years older than you? But does the age gap really scare you that much?"

She was born in 1981 and is now twenty-five years old. Compared to Yan Xin, she is more than five years older. This is indeed a worry for her.

After feeling aggrieved, I thought about it carefully and realized that there are many men in this world who marry women younger than themselves, but very few men marry women older than themselves.

Especially for wealthy people, the more wealth they have, the greater the age span between them and their partners.

Then I felt a little depressed.

Then I thought: "Does he still dislike me for being an illegitimate daughter who cannot be seen in the light?"

But after the idea came up, she rejected it.

It is true that she is an illegitimate daughter, but she has never told Yan Xin that it is impossible for him to know her parentage.

Then I thought: "Maybe he is disgusted with my mother and doesn't want to have such a mother-in-law, so he doesn't want to marry me..."

I think this possibility is quite high.

After all, her mother and Yan Xin had a fierce conflict.

In addition, she also thought about whether it was because her business ability was insufficient.

She is not considered a leader among her peers. Although both jobs belong to the management and she is in the senior management of the company she belongs to, it is obviously not because of her own ability.

Other girls have such opportunities and may do better than her.

——At least I won’t be scolded by my client every day for a period of time.

Compared with those around Yan Xin, he doesn't seem to stand out.

Whether it's Chen Li, Gu Ru, or Xiao Yuan, they all rely on their own abilities to get up slowly.

Not to mention Yan Xin's partner in opening an online store, a girl who is still in her third year of high school, can beat her in terms of business ability.

It's really annoying to compare people to each other.

The more I think about it, the more frustrated I become. It seems that I have quite a lot of shortcomings. No wonder people are afraid of getting married.

Looking at Yan Xin, whose face was red from drinking, I felt very uncomfortable thinking that this guy was afraid of spending the rest of his life with me.

After being silent for a while, he still couldn't help but ask: "Do you have anyone in your heart that you want to get married to?"

Yan Xin tilted his head and thought for a while, then shook his head: "No, I'm afraid of getting married..."

"Why are you afraid of getting married?" Ally asked, "What's wrong with getting married?"

When I asked this question, I felt a little better.

Although she didn't win, at least she didn't lose yet.

If Yan Xin says someone he wants to marry, he will really lose.

"Getting married is too scary..." Yan Xin thought of the marriage in his previous life and murmured, "When you get married, you have to live with one person for the rest of your life, and you have to be nagged by her and her parents every day.

Being cautious and being looked down upon in all kinds of ways... We obviously look at a very good person, but living together is all kinds of trivial worries, arguing endlessly over unnecessary things, slowly eroding all the feelings...

...We share the same bed but have different dreams.

Just like an enemy, you will be upset when you see it... You want to get divorced, but if you really want to get divorced, people will still hate you. Even if you live so unhappy, if you want a divorce, people will still be unhappy and feel that you have let her down.

I scold you, but I must stand on the highest moral ground
To be continued...