After finishing the meal, Feng Xi cleared away the dishes.

Leave unfinished dishes on the table and put them in the refrigerator later.

Those who had almost eaten were taken to the kitchen to wash up.

Yan Xin was too embarrassed to just sit there and helped her move the dishes to the kitchen.

When we were together in our last life, the two of us did the housework together, and we were already used to this routine.

The only thing that's a bit unaccustomed to him is that Feng Xi is too young at the moment and is only a senior high school student.

The weather was cold, and the meat oil solidified on the dishes, which needed to be washed with hot water. Feng Xi heated up the water in the cooking wok and put the dishes and chopsticks in. They had to wash them with hot water first, and then use tap water.

Clean.

While he was busy, he asked Yan Xin: "Do you want to take a shower today? There is a water heater in the bathroom, which can be used. But there is no air conditioning in the house, so it may be a bit cold after taking a shower."

Yan Xin actually wanted to take a shower, but after thinking about it, Feng Xi was here and the two of them were not in a relationship, so it was a bit awkward.

Moreover, his luggage was all in the car and he didn't bring it with him. He also didn't bring a change of clothes with him, and he was too lazy to go down and get them.

So he said: "Forget it for today, I'd better go home and take a shower tomorrow."

Feng Xi glanced at him and said, "Then I'll boil some water for you and wash your feet."

Yan Xin saw the kettle on the stove and said, "I'll cook it myself. You don't need to do this."

Feng Xi smiled and said: "You are a guest, so I don't have the nerve to ask you to do it yourself. I am tired after driving for a day, so just rest there."

As he spoke, he pushed him out of the kitchen and pointed to the sofa in the living room: "Sit there. If you feel bored, just watch TV."

Yan Xin couldn't argue with her, so he sat on the sofa. When he saw the TV remote control, he turned on the TV.

I thought to myself: "When did her personality change like this?"

Although the two of them were husband and wife in their previous life, their relationship was not that good. Many times when he came home after a tiring day, he would not get the slightest bit of love, but would instead be disliked.

In the last two years of their marriage, he became more and more afraid of going home. Every time he went home, he would always face a cold face and sometimes hear a lot of scolding.

Forget about finishing work in the middle of the night and going home, because he got home very late at night and had to work until one or two o'clock in the morning. When he got home, Feng Xi was already asleep, and he didn't have to face her cold face.

No need to listen to her nagging.

But in the evening he would go home and have dinner with Feng Xi, and he would feel quite tortured at that time.

He is a takeout delivery person, but he cannot afford takeout food himself, so he can only go home and eat his own food during the break in delivery. Feng Xi made dinner for two people after he got home from get off work.

Sometimes the time calculation is not so accurate. When he gets home, Feng Xi has already eaten and the food is cold, so he can only heat it himself.

This will also cause Feng Xi to nag, saying that he is such a big man and cannot even manage time well.

Sometimes he would endure it, and sometimes he would inevitably retaliate, and then it would be a scolding battle.

At that time, life was really hard, both physically and mentally tired.

It's not like he didn't know that Feng Xi was also having a hard time, and he even saw Feng Xi secretly wiping tears a few times.

However, both of them chose to vent their unsatisfactory life on each other, causing them to add new unsatisfactory things to their unsatisfactory life, becoming more and more disappointed with life, and even despairing.

If Feng Xi had treated him the same way in his previous life, Yan Xin felt that his marriage and life would have been much happier in his previous life.

At the same time, he thought that if he could be like this in this life, and could understand what Feng Xi had to bear from the beginning, feel sorry for her at the beginning, and comfort her, maybe Feng Xi wouldn't treat him like that.

People are all in love with each other. Feng Xi lacks care for him, so why doesn't he himself?

When there is no one to rely on, and when you want to vent, you are blocked, and the original warmth will be worn away again and again.

Finally, we became strangers.

Thinking of those past events, Yan Xin felt quite emotional.

If he could go back to his previous life when the two of them had just gotten married, he would definitely be more patient with Feng Xi, more understanding, and less likely to express his emotions.

Life should be better this way, right?

But, can we really live happily?

After thinking about it for a while, I shook my head, feeling that I probably couldn't live a happy life.

The burden on them is still the same, and they have no more ability to make their lives better. Even if the relationship between the couple improves, they still have to bear the responsibility of providing for the elderly, they still cannot afford to have children, and they still have the same responsibility.

You have to fight hard to survive.

The best thing is to have a companion by your side who can warm each other and cheer each other up in this cold world.

But it can't change the oppression of fate on them.

After much deliberation, this life is better.

Without financial pressure, we can truly feel how beautiful this world is, and even our temper will become better.

The real root of many misfortunes is one word: poverty.

Money is not everything. Without money, nothing is possible.

Think about it, if Feng Xi had been like before, deprived of the opportunity to study, now she would not be a high school girl with millions in savings, but a working girl who works more than ten hours a day in an electronics factory.

, I am afraid that I live in depression every day and cannot see hope for the future.

I can't even feel sorry for myself, so naturally I don't have the energy to care about whether others are doing well or whether they are tired.

However, Feng Xi has become better in this life, but he has Aili as his girlfriend.

Thinking of this, he sighed again.

Don't think about what happened in your previous life anymore, just live this life well.

Anyway, after being reborn, he saved Feng Chen and changed Feng Xi's fate.

He has a clear conscience towards his wife from his previous life.

No matter what, Feng Xi will not live as hard as he did in his previous life.

With better economic conditions, she no longer has to marry herself off for betrothal gifts. In this life, she should be able to marry for love, right?

——Yan Xin thought so.

Just thinking about Feng Xi getting married and living a happy life with a man who didn't know where he was at the moment made him feel quite uncomfortable.

I feel even more panicked when I think about the fact that the woman who was married to me for several years without having children in my previous life will have to give birth to children for another man in this life.

"Man, what a double standard!"

Yan Xin had such emotion.

The TV was on, but he didn't watch it and took out his mobile phone.

When I saw a few QQ messages sent by Ailili on my phone, I suddenly felt guilty. I felt that I was sorry for meeting Feng Xi in private like this, my official girlfriend.

When I opened QQ and looked at the messages sent by Aili, I was asking him where he was, whether he was home, and why he didn't reply to her messages.

The tone of the next two or three messages was a little panicked, obviously worried about his safety.

Seeing this, Yan Xin felt even more guilty and replied:

"I just arrived in the county town. I will stay here for one night and go home tomorrow morning."

When he got here, he should tell Ellie that she was safe.

However, I couldn't reply to the message while driving on the road. After meeting Feng Xi, I forgot about it again, so I didn't reply to the message until after dinner.

No wonder Ellie is worried.

This is not an ordinary outing. I am driving alone to a place hundreds of kilometers away. It is indeed a bit scary to not reply to messages for such a long time.

This message was sent out, and not long after, I received a message from Ellie: "Then I'm relieved. You should also be careful tomorrow, and remember to report to me that you are safe when you get home."

"Definitely!" Yan Xin replied.

Now at Feng Xi's place, chatting with Ai Lili, Yan Xin felt a little guilty, so he didn't chat for long and sent another message:

"I haven't eaten yet. Now I need to find a place to eat and a place to stay. You should rest first."

Ellie: "Okay, you should also go to bed early."

Then he sent another: "Good night, hubby."

Yan Xin deleted all the chat pages with her, and then put his phone in his pocket.

Feng Xi washed all the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen and put them in the cupboard. At this moment, water was still boiling on the stove, using a larger iron kettle instead of an electric kettle.

This is the footbath for Yan Xin.

There is no need to boil this, just the heat is about right.

After she had cleaned up the dishes and the stove, she tested the water temperature and found it was about the same. She poured the water into a basin, then carried the basin into the living room and placed it at Yan Xin's feet.

He said: "The water temperature is just right, you can wash it now."

Yan Xin had some surprises. He didn't expect that she would bring him foot-washing water, and he was still a little uneasy - this was a treatment he had never enjoyed in his previous life.

He said: "You are too polite. I can do this myself."

Feng Xi smiled and said: "You are a guest, I have to entertain you well, otherwise you will not dare to come next time."
To be continued...