Aili suddenly asked such a question, which surprised Yan Xin.

He knew that Ai Lili was an illegitimate daughter and that she was the daughter of Cai Qixiang, the owner of Fengxiang Real Estate.

Of course, he also knew that Ellie was very taboo about this matter and had never mentioned it in front of him.

So he never asked any questions about her father in front of Ellie, just because he didn't want to make Ellie feel embarrassed.

But now that Ellie took the initiative to ask this question, he was a little surprised.

I originally wanted to give my answer after careful consideration, but then I thought about it, thinking about this question for too long is in itself a sign of attitude.

So he said: "I don't have any opinion."

"Um?" Ellie was stunned for a moment, "Why don't you have an opinion?"

She has been struggling with her identity as an illegitimate daughter for many years. She thinks this is a particularly important thing. What she worries most about is that others will know her identity.

Now when I hear Yan Xin say that he has no opinion, I feel very strange, and even feel a little disappointed: "Isn't this matter not important at all?"

Yan Xin adjusted his thoughts, and then asked with a smile: "Why do you have an opinion about illegitimate daughters?"

"Why..." Ellie was a little confused for a moment, "But don't you think illegitimate girls are the product of immorality?"

"That's true..." Yan Xin nodded and admitted.

Ellie became nervous and thought to herself: "He also feels it is immoral. Obviously he looks down on such a status."

Some said aggrievedly: "You...you think it's immoral, and you still say you have no opinion?"

Yan Xin said: "But even if it is immoral, it is immoral as a parent. What does it have to do with being a daughter? So this view is not aimed at the identity of an illegitimate daughter, but at the behavior of cheating within marriage.

…”

He was speaking quite righteously at first, but as he spoke he felt a little guilty. He felt that he was most likely the kind of man who would cheat in marriage.

His attitude towards these two women, Aili and Feng Xi, is not very moral.

Even if he didn't cheat physically, he at least cheated mentally.

Although you are not married now, if you get married in the future, no matter which one you marry, there is no guarantee that something will not happen to the other one.

He laughed again and said: "Moreover, as long as the indiscretions in private life do not cause much harm to the society, it cannot be said to be immoral."

"Really?" Ellie was a little confused.

She feels that cheating is a very bad thing, and whether it is a man or a woman, it is very bad to do such a thing.

It is immoral in itself.

The harm caused to the children will be even greater.

Yan Xin has such a concept, which makes her feel a little uncomfortable.

——It’s not a good sign for a man to have such thoughts.

But at the same time, Yan Xin had such an idea, which made her relieved slowly - at least with such an idea, she should not discriminate against her, an illegitimate daughter.

She won't dislike her parents that much.

This statement gave her a very complicated feeling, and it was hard to say whether it was good or bad, or a mixture of good and bad.

After hesitating for a while, he asked cautiously: "Then...if one of your friends had an illegitimate child, would you look down on that person? Would you feel ashamed for having such a friend?"

"Of course not," Yan Xin said, "When we get along with friends, we mainly look at each other's character, not birth. We are not in a feudal society, so do we still have to talk about first-born and common-born? I'm not that baffled."

Ellie was still unsure and asked, "Do you really think so?"

"Does this thing still need to be deceptive?" Yan Xin couldn't help but laugh.

Then he said in a curious tone: "Why did you suddenly ask this question?"

Ai Lili hesitated for a while, and finally decided to confess to Yan Xin, saying: "I want to tell you something. I have hidden it from you for a long time. In fact, I am an illegitimate daughter."

Yan Xin was not surprised.

Aili suddenly asked such a question out of nowhere, and he felt that she was going to confess her identity to him.

But he still pretended to be surprised: "Ah?"

Ai Lili whispered: "I haven't mentioned my dad's situation to you. That's because my dad and my mom are not husband and wife. He already had a wife and children before he met my mom. He cheated on me during marriage, and I did.

That immoral product of theirs.”

When I said this, my voice was trembling a little.

Even though Yan Xin clearly expressed his attitude, she was still worried that once the other party knew her true identity, he would look down on her.

Yan Xin was silent for a while.

Originally, his back was turned to Ellie, but now he turned to face her, stretched out his arms and hugged her, and said, "That's not your problem, don't blame yourself."

"You won't look down on me, will you?" Ellie said.

"Of course not," Yan Xin said softly, "In my mind, you are always a kind-hearted and good girl. What your parents are like has nothing to do with you and will not affect your image in my mind.

.”

His voice was gentle and his embrace was warm, which gradually calmed down Ellie's restless heart.

Then he asked: "Are you really not going to look down on me?"

"Of course it's true." Yan Xin said with certainty.

Ellie buried her head in his arms and murmured: "You are so kind."

"Actually, you don't have to worry about this. It's not a shameful thing. As long as you are good enough, no one will look down on you because of this." Yan Xin said.

Ellie shook her head: "No, some people really look down on people like me."

There are many people who are discriminated against because of their status as illegitimate children. She pays more attention to this aspect, so she knows more.

Even children know how to use this to laugh at people born like that.

Yan Xin actually knew this.

He only said that to comfort Ellie, so as not to dwell on that matter all the time.

Said: "Normal people would not have such thoughts. Those who have such thoughts are all mentally weak people. It is not a big deal to be looked down upon by a mentally weak person."

He also told Ellie that he had low self-esteem for a while when he was studying. He felt that others looked down upon him for being born in such a poor family. Only later did he realize that no one actually cared about that, it was just that he was too sensitive.

I think others will look down on me because of this.

He told Ellie that in fact, this society is not that scary. Children may say some unpleasant things without hesitation because they are ignorant, but people with normal discernment cannot discriminate against a person because of such things.

Saying this is to let her put down the burden in her heart and not always feel that she is inferior because she is an illegitimate daughter.

After telling all the chicken soup for the soul that she could think of about birth, Ellie finally calmed down and gradually came to realize that it was indeed not a big deal, but that she was just a little more sensitive.

After he calmed down, he said to Yan Xin: "Do you know who my biological father is?"

Yan Xin thought to himself: "Isn't it just Cai Qixiang who is always talking about hair?"

But he said with a smile: "How could I know?"

"It's Cai Qixiang, the boss of Fengxiang Real Estate."

After saying this, Aili smiled bitterly again and said:

"Now do you know why I was promoted so quickly when I was at Fengxiang Real Estate? It's not because my work ability is better than others, it's because I am the illegitimate daughter of the big boss."

Yan Xin had known about this for a long time, but he still expressed his shock cooperatively: "Ah? Are you his daughter?"

"Yes, I am his daughter who cannot be seen in the light."

There was some resentment in Ellie's tone,

"So, when it's his birthday, I can't go to him to celebrate his birthday. I can only go to the temple to pray for him."

"Although he was very kind to me. He gave me money, supported my education, and arranged a job for me. The house I live in and the car I drive were all bought with his money. My mother and I have relied on each other all these years.

Only because of him can I live such a relaxed life, but in my heart, I don’t care about him at all.

I don’t have much gratitude. I feel that as a father, he is not qualified. What he gave me was a broken home. He never dared to publicly admit that he had a daughter like me. When my mother became like this, he

It also has a lot of responsibility.”

Yan Xin patted her back, expressed comfort, and said: "These are their matters, so you don't have to worry too much. Now you can live a good life with your own abilities, and there are still things in your world."

There I am."

"Well, it's nice to have you." Ellie buried her head in his arms and murmured.

At this time, she felt happy.

Yan Xin could feel her happiness at this moment, and he could also feel the fragility in his heart.

This woman really regarded him as her support and the only light in the world.

Just thinking about Feng Xi who was preparing for the college entrance examination in his hometown, Yan Xin felt a little depressed.

If one day she and Feng Xi are together, this woman will no longer have him in her world, will there be no light and no warmth?

At that time, what kind of harm will she suffer?
To be continued...