Xi Mingyue glanced at the tea and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "I only came back for Beibei's sake."

"You... don't think too much about it."

He rubbed the side of the cup, pondered for a moment and said: "After the treatment is completed...where are you going to go?"

Xi Mingyue hesitated to speak. She actually wanted to return to China. How could she be like this now?

Can you keep it secret after meeting your grandfather?

"Just now in the restaurant, I heard you say that you were Beibei's mother. I was very happy and sad. I was lucky to find you, but I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to hold your hand."

The deep voice sounded slowly, with a hint of hesitation and caution in its magnetism. The slightly drooped narrow eyes showed a rich color that was darker than the sad clouds in the sky.

"You've also seen that small courtyard, right? That's where I first met you."

Xi Mingyue had to admit, "Well, I have recovered my memory..."

Li Jin's expression did not change, as if he was not surprised. Then he thought about it, there was surveillance here too, and he knew it was not surprising at all.

"The memory was very short. It was like a play that had just reached its climax and came to an abrupt end. It made people feel heartbroken and helpless. They knew the ending but still wanted to watch it."

He came closer and held her hand, gazing at her little face lingeringly.

From his dark eyes, Xi Mingyue seemed to be able to see his own reflection.

She didn't break free, but felt herself enveloped in warmth.

In her eyes as deep as a whirlpool, she was about to surrender her soul.

"Mingyue, I am not a drama with you, and the future is unknown. I am willing to make up for what has happened, and I also ask you for the unknown things... don't give up on me, I want to be with you forever."

Xi Mingyue wanted to read some useful information from his invisible face: "Li Jin, you have me in your eyes, but what about your heart?"

"Do you really love me or do you love Beibei's biological mother?" She asked this question many times.

At first, he didn't believe Li Jin, but now he denies himself.

"Li Jin, what are you willing to do for me? How much have I lost for you?"

Li Jin was speechless.

"Does it sound selfish for me to say this? It doesn't matter. I've always been like this. I'm heartless, nervous, reckless, and have every conceivable shortcoming."

"So my heart tells me that I will leave him immediately if he hurts me. Girls are all emotional and will follow whoever treats her well. I am willing to bow down in front of love, but Li Jin, you are not that person."

The girl's words were calm, and the wall she built in her heart was impenetrable.

Li Jin spoke solemnly, with rare perseverance in his eyes: "Whether it's Beibei's biological mother or Mingchu's young Situ Jin, what I love is just you in front of me."

"I surrender to you willingly."

That's not what Xi Mingyue wants. She couldn't help but smile bitterly: "You said you love me, but the love you give me is too heavy. What I want is preference, exception, and the only one for me."

"Everything you give is negative, why should I be with you? I have been free for so many years and I could have continued to live free. If it weren't for you, I would still be the designer of Xinqing..."

"Even if I am confused every day, I am happy and at ease..." She smiled and burst into tears. She wanted to take her hand out but couldn't find the strength, and she was filled with anger.

"Why don't you dare to go back to your home now, running around with all your injuries? My heart can't help but hang on you, crying and sad because of you!"

"Live your life like a common man trapped in love..."

"Did you know? I used to love eating snacks the most. I would play games and watch TV shows at home and have late-night snacks. Sometimes I would stay up all night revising my manuscript, and my hair would fall out due to anxiety... I used to think it was torture."

"Now I realize that I was wrong, so wrong. Compared with what is happening before me, it is worse than anything else!"

"I'm sorry, Mingyue, there won't be another time..." Li Jin completely ignored the people beside him, holding her hand and pleading in a trembling voice:

"I'm quitting smoking. I don't want to be separated from you again..." Reddish eyes

To express his endless sorrow.

"There are many disputes in the wealthy family. My parents are right in not wanting me to get involved in the struggle. I have to go to the gun and reap the consequences. I have no regrets and I will not continue!"

"But don't worry, I will continue to stay here until Beibei understands. I will not ask you anything, and you should not interfere in my private affairs." She said coldly and without emotion.

"Of course, you have another option. Find a stepmother as soon as possible so that Beibei can adapt. I can also leave as soon as possible."

Li Jin was obviously stunned, which was beyond his expectation, and his heart became even colder at the same time.

"When he grows up, he won't make trouble anymore."

It was her fault back then, and her powerlessness was no different from Li Jin's now, so it was better to separate.

Xi Mingyue has always said that she will never lose herself in anything she does, both in design and emotionally.

"Must...do it have to be like this?" Li Jin's voice was thick and hoarse, full of compassion.

"If it's wrong, why continue? I look like a fool?"

If she likes money, she can earn it by herself. She is not incompetent. She is not crazy about power to the point of being pathological. She just needs enough money to spend.

Tears welled up in his eyes, and his previously unmoving eyes flickered, staring at her uneasily.

Xi Mingyue looked away and said in an indifferent voice: "Don't cry. If you don't know, you will think I did something to you."

When Little Puff left her, her heart hurt a thousand times more than this. She thought that she might never forget him in her life.

"I'm sleepy, so I'm going back first."

She stood up and pulled him away forcefully.

"Don't let me warn you next time, Mr. Li!"

Just when she turned around, the hands still hugged her easily. This time it was different. Without any warning, they hugged her waist and lowered their heads to cover her.

The hand that was holding her loosened and moved up to the back of his head. Her pretty body was completely covered by him, and her breath was filled with her fragrance, mixed with sandalwood.

This action came too quickly. Xi Mingyue had no time to react before he was already invaded by the siege force, and his heart jumped into his throat with a bang.

He obviously wants to push away, but his body is more honest than his brain.

The smells that were finally distinguished were mixed together, and it was hard to tell whether it was her or him.

After a long time, he let go. Xi Mingyue frowned resentfully, feeling angry for not refusing just now.

Doesn't this just give him the illusion that he has changed his mind?

Li Jin didn't ask any questions, gathered up her clothes, and said in a deep voice: "It's cold, I'll take you back to your room."

Xi Mingyue:?

She didn't understand and was stunned for a few seconds. What was this man doing? He said this after kissing for so long.

It's so exciting that her words are so cruel, but now it feels like she's been punched in cotton!

"Si Zhi, bring Beibei back in half a quarter of an hour. Bella needs to be locked up."

Xi Mingyue was dissatisfied: "Why should he be imprisoned? Bella is obviously very easy to get along with!"

Li Jin's dark eyes seemed to flash with a smile, he nodded and said: "Okay, don't close it."

Si Zhi: I'm used to it, you continue.

Xi Mingyue realized it later and said coldly: "I just think about Beibei. He likes to play with Bella very much."

Li Jin pursed his lips and agreed, "Okay, it doesn't matter."

There was a deep endearment in his deep tone, which made her feel even more weird.

However, in the next few days, she found that things were getting weirder and weirder. After the doctor gave her psychotherapy, the headache improved slightly. Li Jin would take notes and then sort them out, making a plan to relieve the headache... …

He readily agreed to any of her requests and did not interfere too much in her private affairs, making her suspicious but also relaxed a lot.

All the memories have been recalled, leaving only the last mystery of her life experience. Whether it is Duan Hanshuang or her mentor, the effect is not very significant.

As the New Year approaches, the New Year spirit here in Chiang Rai is gone.

Being rich in Chinese culture and celebrating the New Year for the first time away from home, Xi Mingyue and Duan Hanshuang agreed to purchase things as before, and they celebrated the New Year happily.

The sun is quite bright today, and the cold snow is glowing with golden warmth. Looking through the glass, I feel that the room is particularly warm.

Duan Hanshuang was flipping through a medical book when he heard Xi Mingyue's cell phone ringing and shouted to the bathroom: "Yuezai, I have your number!"

As soon as Xi Mingyue came out, something strange flashed across his eyes when he saw the note was his grandfather, and he picked up the video with uneasiness.

Xi Zhenzhong looked rosy and more energetic than before. When he saw Xi Mingyue, his smile froze, and he sighed with love: "My Mingyue, look at how thin you are... are you not comfortable in a foreign country?" Ah? Did Ajin treat you well? If he does something sorry for you, you must tell grandpa, grandpa will take you back even if he risks his life! "

Xi Mingyue's originally strong heart made her nose sore and swollen after hearing this, and she could only hold back the tears by pinching herself secretly.

"No way, Grandpa, the video will make people look bad. When Ajin and I are free, we will go back to China to see you! Then I will let you see how much fat I have gained!"

Speaking of this, Xi Zhenzhong thought of something, "Mingyue, you are going to give birth in a few months, right? You can't be so thin anymore... You don't eat what's in your stomach..."

"Grandpa," the past pain was revealed, and she couldn't bear to listen anymore, "Actually, I aborted that child a few months ago."

Xi Zhenzhong was stunned at first, and then in disbelief.

"The doctor said that my physical condition is too poor and the fetus is overabsorbing maternal nutrients. The baby... cannot be kept and can only be aborted."

Xi Zhenzhong pondered for a long time. Seeing that Xi Mingyue was not particularly sad, he sighed deeply: "But you and Ajin are still young. You can have more children. You must take good care of your body. Look at how thin my granddaughter is..."

"You must tell grandpa if you have something to do. You can't hide it from grandpa, right?"

Her smile almost froze, "It's okay, Grandpa, I'm fine! Now I'll find A Jin for you!"

When she opened the door, she saw Li Jin coming down the stairs and greeted him with a smile: "A Jin, come and say hello to grandpa!"
Chapter completed!