Chapter 452: Incident in Huangban Village (Part 2)(1/2)
A mortal woman dared to speak like this in front of the young master of the Demon Palace.
It is not because the other person loves you, but because you are independent and do not want to be the other person's vassal in this life, and become the vase in the other person's house.
"She is very selfish, but she considers it for her father and me. After the persuasion of her adoptive mother, she chose to give in and take the beauty elixir. In her words, 'Husband and wife are one, they should understand and support each other. Since
My husband is willing to tolerate my willfulness of leaving early. So what’s the harm in dressing you up for the rest of my life?'"
Fu Xuanxing was startled and remained silent.
He originally heard Fang Dongyuan's story and thought that his aunt didn't like his uncle much. But now, it seems...it seems that there is true love between them?
However, my aunt's outlook on life and love seems to be different from ordinary people.
Don't pursue eternity, just love each other at this moment.
"My mother doesn't believe in eternal love. She often said, 'One day as a couple, a hundred lifetimes of marriage.' As a person, you should be down-to-earth and cherish every day and every moment in front of you. You should not rely on eternal life and waste your days."
"..."
The impact of these words is so wide.
Fu Xuanxing thought silently. Looking at the Donglai cultivation world, there are very few cultivators who take every day seriously. They meditate and practice, just close their eyes or open their eyes, and the day will pass.
Like Sixth Brother, who soaks himself in the library and absorbs book knowledge eagerly, these are exceptions among exceptions.
"My mother, like my father, broke her rule of not taking magic pills. She didn't stop taking medicine until a few months before her death."
Fang Dongyuan got along with his mother when he was a child.
Although his mother always said that she was a mortal, he didn't believe it at all.
Can a mortal keep his appearance unchanged for decades and be the same as his father and himself?
Until the last few months, watching my mother age rapidly from the age of 20 years...
On the last day, she lay on the couch like an eighty or ninety-year-old lady.
That appearance became Fang Dongyuan's childhood nightmare.
He didn't want to recall his mother's gray hair and wrinkled face. The mother in his heart was still the beautiful woman in her prime, pulling him to walk in the world.
"Before she died, my mother held my hand and gave me instructions."
Thinking of those withered palms, he silently clenched his fists.
There is great terror before life and death. Seeing my mother's appearance with my own eyes, even though my mother was relieved and happy, telling herself not to care. But can she really not care?
Fang Dongyuan is willing to practice Buddhism, and also longs to enter the gate of the great road in this life.
Because he didn't want to be like his mother, withered and weak, and finally lying on the bed and dying silently.
My mother can happily welcome her soul back to the stars, but I can't!
"In the eyes of my mother, life and death are the end. She doesn't want everything in this life to be entangled in the next life.
"Before she died, she specifically told her father that if she met her afterlife, don't force it, just let it happen.
"When I was a child, I didn't understand my mother's choice. My adoptive mother helped me understand it.
"All living beings are the projection of the stars in the human world. For the stars, every life experience is just a short journey and a fleeting dream.
"Perhaps immortality is the most essential and instinctive desire of living beings. But how many people can achieve enlightenment in one lifetime?
"After reincarnation after reincarnation, after reincarnation, the stars are constantly accumulating, and they are constantly practicing through calamities. The accumulation of hundreds of lives, thousands of lives, will eventually allow the stars to enter the gate of the great road.
"But during the continuous tribulations of cultivation, star spirits will also become tired, and they will take one or several lifetimes to rest.
"My adoptive mother said that my mother chose to live a mortal life because her true star spirit wanted to rest.
"My foster mother also told me that breathing and practicing Qigong is not the only way to live. Cherish and take every day seriously. Even if it only lasts a hundred years, its meaning is better than a thousand years of asceticism."
Fang Dongyuan recalled what his adoptive mother explained to him back then.
He still doesn't fully believe the story of the stars and spirits, and only regards it as a fairy tale that Mrs. He weaves for herself.
but……
His mother was indeed as open-minded as Mrs. He said.
It is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes than to help each other.
Once love is over and life is over, let's let go of each other and welcome the next journey.
"My father said that to each other, he and his mother were just companions on a journey. As the roads bifurcated, they gradually drifted apart."
Fang Dongyuan's parents are not the kind of people who can't afford to take things up or let them go.
Fu Xuanxing blinked: "That aunt treats you..."
Growing up in the Xuanwei Sect, he rarely saw monks who played the role of "mother". In the Fu family——
Fu Xiangfeng, Fu Henghua, Fu Tongjun and other more than ten people of the same generation, only two of their mothers are still alive.
One is Zhang Qiulan and the other is Cui Hongxiu.
Cultivation is always accompanied by separation.
The death of relatives and friends is inevitable.
"My mother is still very good to me. My birth must be unplanned for her, right?"
His mother planned her life and stayed with Young Master Jiang for decades, hoping that Young Master Jiang would forget about her and start a new life. From the beginning, she never thought about having children.
A man destined to experience the separation from his mother and the remarriage of his father.
It is too painful for children.
Young Master Jiang had no intention of having children, he only planned to stay with his wife for the rest of his life. He even discussed contraceptive measures with Pavilion Master Hongwen, Mrs. He.
However, everyone was caught off guard, or it could be said that it was the mission of the Xuanhou family that prompted the birth of Fang Dongyuan.
Young Master Jiang possesses one of the twelve divine bloodlines left over from the Longju Civilization and is a descendant of Dong Shenjun. As long as he is in the territory of Donglai Shenzhou, he cannot be extinct.
This is "God's will", and it is also the protection reserved by the masters of the Longju Civilization in the past for their descendants.
"My adoptive mother joked with my mother that she had never seen her mother panic. But during the period when she was pregnant with me, my mother could no longer maintain her cold and wise appearance, and she frequently sought advice on how to protect the fetus and how to prevent it.
"Although it was an accident, my mother was looking forward to my birth with all her heart. Xuan Xing, I believe your mother also had this idea, which is why she gave birth to you on her own under difficult circumstances."
Fang Dongyuan knew Fu Xuanxing's uneasiness.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Ever since he was a child, he has never seen a few normal "mothers" let alone feeling maternal love.
Mother is what is missing in Fu Xuanxing's life and is also a permanent regret.
After giving his godbrother a good meal to comfort him, Fu Xuanxing closed his eyes and concentrated, using the "Tai Chi sleeping skill" to regain his energy. Fang Dongyuan silently jumped off the table.
After chatting about "mother" for a long time, he felt a little melancholy and could not sit still peacefully, so he simply opened the door and went out of the house and took a walk in the yard.
By chance, he saw the bright light in another wing.
I walked over and saw Fu Yaozhen sitting in front of the spinning wheel weaving.
He stood by the window and said happily: "I say, you are really leisurely. Is it for Xuan Xing or for the unknown little brother?"
"If you are so bored, you can go mining in Dragon King Hill now."
"Let's talk about it tomorrow."
He lay by the window and looked at the girl in the room.
Fu Yaozhen, who has long hair hanging down to her waist and wears a green robe with a plain belt. She focuses on weaving, is somewhat similar to her mother in her memory.
He vaguely remembered that his mother did not like to use the looms blessed by his father and stepmother. Whenever he sewed clothes for himself, he would spin the cloth and cut the clothes by himself.
"I see that you... seem to like this dull life?"
Fu Yaozhen's hand holding the weaving shuttle paused slightly and looked toward the window.
Fang Dongyuan said with a smile: "My mother once told me that the life of a mortal couple is that men farm and women weave. This is something she once fantasized about but could not realize in her lifetime."
No matter what, Young Master Jiang cannot plow the fields like ordinary people every day. Planting flowers and vegetables in the courtyard at home for his wife is already his limit.
"The husband is out plowing the fields, and the wife is weaving at home. When it's time for dinner, the rice and vegetables are cooked and sent to the fields. After the husband and wife talk, they eat together. Then the wife quickly packs up the bowls and takes them home until the husband comes home.
, and then... this is what you and Xuan Xing have been doing these past two days, right? I heard from the unknown little brother that you go to deliver meals at noon every day? "
"If you have a brain disorder, go back and ask Xiao Liu'er to take a look at it for you."
Marrying your husband and raising your children? Living a mediocre life?
It is absolutely impossible for me to have such a life.
"But I remember, you are not -"
Fu Yaozhen said decisively: "I have made a vow long ago that I will never marry in this life. I will always be with the green lantern, play the harp and meditate. This is my life."
According to the future he foresees, this is the only wish that can avoid death.
Even if I am not willing to live this kind of life, this is my only choice in order to escape death.
Not getting married?
But that's not what you said when you were a kid.
To be continued...