She hates him
Xiaojie officially settled in her parents' house, and Zhang Ban switched courses with other teachers in the school. After finishing the morning class every day, he drove the carriage to Sun's house and spent the whole afternoon at Sun's house, just like the door god.
squatting at the door of Xiaojie's house.
He said all kinds of confessional and flattering words, and came here every day empty-handed, bringing Xiaoduo a lot of snacks that she liked to eat.
In this way, three to five days is just a snap of the fingers.
In the past three to five days, Xiaojie, who usually likes to visit the house the most, changed from her normal state and stayed in her own room almost without leaving the door.
During the day, my mood fluctuates, and for a while I feel like I have to risk my life. I'm just a man. What's the big deal?
I was so young and couldn't hang myself from a tree with a crooked neck, so I suddenly felt a little brighter.
But it only lasts three seconds to be cheerful, because at a certain moment or a small thing, I suddenly think of the past, think of my daughter, and burst into tears.
Especially when Mrs. Sun came over every afternoon, she would come over and scold Zhang Ban severely.
Xiaojie had to listen to it every day in the house. Every time she listened, it was like recalling the scene of seeing those letters that night. The wound was torn open again, bleeding and tears, and burning pain.
So I look forward to the coming of night. When night comes, I can sleep. When I sleep, I won't think about those things.
But when it was really night and everything was silent, she saw a flickering candle in front of the bed and looked at the empty bed. Desolation and loneliness were like vines climbing up her heart, strangling her and not letting go.
Thinking of children, thinking of crying.
I hugged my shoulders, thinking over and over again why he changed his mind, why!
As a girl in her parents' family, she was used to sleeping alone.
Now that she is married and has a man and a child, she has unknowingly gotten used to the noisy house, and the bed is full of children's clothes and cloth...
Now she was the only one on the bed. The quilt was folded neatly. The bed looked so big and empty, and her heart felt so empty. Everything was empty. After a night of tossing and turning, she didn't feel sleepy at all. Listening to the barking of dogs far and near, she couldn't sleep at all.
The sound of the north wind whistling by made her tears flow down again.
At times like this, she looks forward to the morning especially. When it comes, there are more people. Maybe she can forget this loss for a short time by being among the noise.
However, when the sun rose from the east and a new day arrived, the sunlight seemed to remind her that she was now a woman whose engagement had been broken.
The man she thinks she has found can connect with her, but another woman has already lived in his heart. In this world, she is a redundant, failed, betrayed and abandoned one. She just wants to be happy.
Black, let yourself blend into the dark night...
Just like this, days and nights were reversed for several days. The dark circles under Xiaojie's eyes became darker and darker day by day. Her whole person looked gloomy and she was losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.
Da Sun and the others saw it in their eyes and were anxious in their hearts.
"Xiaojie, if it doesn't work out, just give Zhang Ban another chance. I see that he has been coming every day these days. In his lifetime, he will probably have finished talking in these days. He should also know that he is wrong..."
"Mom, I can't believe him anymore..." Xiaojie said weakly.
Mrs. Sun pursed her lips and sighed, one after another.
"But Xiaojie, I think you've been having a bad time these days. You didn't give Zhang Ban a chance to change his ways, but you just locked yourself in the room and tortured yourself. That's not right.
What a way!"
"Mom, I'm fine. After giving birth to the baby, I have to stay in confinement for a month to raise it. Everything needs a process." Xiaojie said to Da Sun.
"I believe it will be fine after a while. During this time, you can just follow me and pretend you haven't seen anything."
Just like that, Xiaojie closed the door again.
The eldest Sun family had no idea. When she came to the yard, she found Zhang Ban still standing at the edge of the flower bed, looking in this direction.
Da Sun didn't intend to ignore Zhang Ban at first, but after thinking about it, she walked towards Zhang Ban.
"Zhang Ban."
"Mother-in-law." Zhang Ban quickly lowered his head, pretending to be frightened to listen.
"Zhang Ban, do you think it's interesting for you to come to Xiaojie's door every day and be the door god?" asked Da Sun.
Zhang Ban whispered: "I came here to atone for my sins, and I will stand until Xiaojie forgives me."
Mrs. Sun sneered, "Why, do you think you can expose this matter and take Xiaojie away like this?"
"Mother-in-law, I really know that I was wrong, and I am sincerely ashamed." Zhang Ban explained.
Mrs. Sun shook her head disdainfully, "I don't think you are sincere at all. If you are really sincere, you should think from Xiaojie's point of view."
"As a mother, you should understand what Xiaojie is most concerned about."
"It's been so many days, have you brought Yan'er over for a look? What? You deliberately kept Yan'er at their old Zhang's house and didn't allow them to see their mother and daughter. Was it because you were betting on the piece of cake that Xiaojie couldn't bear to part with?
Rou, you will definitely return to your old Zhang family for Yan'er in the end?"
Zhang Ban raised his eyes and looked at the eldest Sun in front of him in surprise, his face flushed red, "Mother-in-law, I really don't have such unbearable thoughts. I just feel that it is not convenient for me to come to a man's house to take care of my children today.
It's cold. What if the child catches a cold while jolting around with me? So I left her at home and asked my mother to take care of her, so that I could go all out to apologize to Xiaojie. Besides, my mother is Yan'er's
My grandmother, she must be sincere in taking care of Yan'er, and she won't be careless in the slightest..."
"Bah!" Da Sun spat on the ground.
"Xiaojie is Yan'er's mother. If you really want to win Xiaojie's heart, I advise you to bring Yan'er over so that mother and daughter can meet. Otherwise, don't come here again. If you do, I won't.
I won’t open the door for you, so you can weigh it yourself!”
Zhang Ban walked away in despair.
After noon the next day, he came again.
Upon hearing the news that Zhang Ban was coming, Xiaojie looked out with some expectancy.
Yes, Xiaojie actually heard what her mother said to Zhang Ban in the yard yesterday, but she didn't come out to stop it.
Because my mother said what was in her heart, she really really wanted to see her daughter. It had been five days and she had never been separated like this.
If Zhang Ban brought Yan'er here today, she would keep Yan'er with her.
If Zhang Ban could persevere and take some practical steps to draw a clear line with that woman, she might be able to give him a chance for the sake of her children.
However, Zhang Ban still came alone this time.
Chapter completed!