Chapter 314 Xu Yi’s Past (Two-in-One Chapter)

Huh?

The rain is so heavy...

As heavy as the rain that day.

The dim and hazy street lights are getting dimmer, but the memories deep in my mind are getting clearer and clearer.

My name is Xu Yi.

Maybe, nothing.

Like a name, my life seems to be more random than others.

I often wonder, if I hadn't cried and made a fuss when I was six years old, would my life look like another way?

In that case, my mother wouldn't have made a special trip to ask for leave, my father wouldn't have made a special trip to rent a car, and that day... I wouldn't have encountered a car accident.

I looked at the driver's father's head hanging softly on the side, and watched the passenger's mother breathing heavily, but blood kept coming out of her broken throat, and she couldn't even cover it with her hands.

It was raining, cars were smoking, passers-by were screaming...

I lost consciousness, woke up again, and had arrived at another place.

The rain stopped, I curled up at the head of the bed, trembling, and when I recalled what happened, I burst into tears.

That day, at the age of six, I realized... I was an orphan.

After being sent to the welfare home, I became silent.

The children here are like me and are orphans, but they are also different from me, and they will laugh.

I am not sociable and always alone.

But I also have something I like, I like to eat candy.

Although welfare homes can distribute sugar, they only send it once a week, and there are always only one or two pills once.

Maybe I am worried that children will get tooth decay if they eat too much, but I don’t care.

On the day when the candy is sent, I will grab it.

I am not sociable and have heavy attacks. A group of children can't beat me. I can always grab a lot of candy.

One day, the welfare home gave out candy again, so I called the other children to the yard and asked them to hand over the candy as usual, otherwise I would beat them.

But this time, they were not obedient.

I was about to start a fight when a black, dry and thin figure came out.

She glared at me and shouted at me loudly: "If you don't give it, don't give it!"

Then he turned to the others and said, "You guys come in, I'll fight him!"

That day, the sky was gloomy and it was almost raining.

I hate rain, and every rainy day, my luck will be very bad.

I know this dry black and thin little girl, she just came here these days, and everyone calls her Sister Li. She is older than most children and is almost ten years old when she entered the welfare home.

And although she is dark and thin, she is very tall and one head taller than me.

The others immediately turned around and ran away. I was a man and I was too lazy to see her like a woman, not to mention that I didn't want to get wet in the rain.

I turned around and wanted to leave, but she grabbed me.

"Don't leave!"

"release."

"No!"

Her voice was surprisingly loud.

"Believe it or not, I will hit you!" I stared at her.

"Come on!" She rolled up her sleeves without any weakness.

The strong wind before the rain made her tied braids float to the side, and the sound was blown by the wind as if it was scattered into the entire welfare home.

The guys were lying by the window and looking out, wanting to see me being taught a lesson.

I couldn't hold my face and was about to hit her, but a flash of lightning suddenly broke out in the sky.

The pale horse scattered the rain clouds, and the heavy rain poured down.

This heavy rain hooked up the memory of the car accident I didn't want to recall. I looked at the whiteness in my sight and her shadow immediately rushed over like a madman, riding on her body and punching her, while being afraid.

I felt trembling all over.

She would fight back at first, but after grabbing me a few times, she stopped.

As if she noticed something was wrong with me, she began to yell.

The mothers were also quickly called by other children, and she and I were pulled apart and taken away.

I didn't think that the rain would be bad.

However, this is fine, she must have been frightened and would not dare to mess with me in the future.

However, that night, after everyone else fell asleep, she actually ran to my bed and woke me up.

"What are you doing? You still want to fight!" I was so harsh and I was actually a little afraid of her.

"Give it!" She suddenly stuffed something into my hand, put her face over, and said seriously: "I give you my candy, so I won't bully you anymore!"

"I don't want it..." Before I finished speaking, she ran away in a hurry.

I spread my palms and two candies that were covered with warm candy in my palms.

Later I found out that it was the mother of the welfare home who told her that I was different from ordinary children. I saw my parents' tragic death with my own eyes, and I was taken out from behind their bodies.

I am withdrawn, obedient, have no friends, afraid of rain, and only like... to eat candy.

After that day, Xiaoli became my only friend.

Although I never thought so, she insisted on saying so herself.

It's soon the New Year.

There are many mini games in the welfare home. Everyone has received new clothes, and I have them, but I didn’t.

Xiaoli found me and patted me on the back: "Hey? Why don't you get a gift?"

I turned around, glanced at her face, looking at the children who were lined up and chattering with New Year gifts. Some of them were younger than me, some were older than me, but they all came earlier than me, and most of them were

He is an orphan who was abandoned at birth.

Speaking of which, she is the only one who came later than me in this welfare home.

I suddenly became curious why she came to the welfare home? Are her parents also dead?

"Don't you think they're pitiful?" I said, "they thought that receiving the gift was love."

"How can there be love in this place? Everything here..." I pulled my clothes and pants excitedly, "Eating, using, gifts, are all pity, they are just pity for them who have no home

people!"

"It's just pity, not love!"

"It's all fake without family and family affection!"

Although I am talking about "them", I know that I am one of them.

She looked at me and didn't say anything.

I don't seem to understand what I'm talking about.

She frowned hard for a long time, shook her head, grabbed my hand, and spread my fingers hard.

"I'm so annoying, what should we do? Should we die like this?"

She stuffed two candies into my hand.

I suddenly realized that her skin was a little whiter than when she came in at the beginning.

"I don't want it! I don't have relatives, no home, but... but as long as I'm alive, I can find a new family! I can definitely find it!" she said confidently.

I don't know why she could say this so surely.

I was too lazy to argue with her, so I took the candy and shook her hand away.

The New Year is just an ordinary day, but people like to give it special meaning.

There is no special person, any festival is just an ordinary day.

My most important thing was completely taken away in that car accident, and every day after that, it was meaningless.

I was thinking that the meaning of my life may be to wait for death.

There is no difference between being dead and still alive.

Days pass day by day.
To be continued...