Chapter 228 Sadness and Joy (8.8k chapter wishing Happy Qixi Festival)(1/4)
Takamagahara's clothing is top-notch in terms of materials and quality.
As the top Cowherd shop, the store manager's requirement is that everything must be first-class, including the people and the clothes.
So these clothes have one and only one flaw - they leak too much.
Xia Mi curiously poked at the clothes filled with "holes" in the closet, and Chu Zihang looked embarrassed.
"Senior brother, do you have anything to explain?" Xia Mi blinked, his clear and agile eyes making Chu Zihang completely unable to figure out the girl in front of him.
"...Caesar coerced me." Chu Zihang responded calmly, fighting and retreating.
Caesar went out, claiming that he would leave space for the young couple to relive their relationship. Fingel hooked up with Xia Li and slipped into the kitchen to have a good meal. Yuan Zhennu said that today did not seem to be a good time to communicate, so we should talk another day.
Therefore, he and Xia Mi were the only two people left here at the moment, and Chu Zihang said this without any psychological burden or worry.
"That's it." Xia Mi clenched her fists and said in a heavy voice, "When is your next performance?"
"There will be no next time." Chu Zihang said decisively.
"Hey, why?" Xia Mi was shocked.
"I know I was wrong." Chu Zihang responded fluently.
"What do you mean?" Xia Mi asked with a straight face: "You mean other women can watch your performance, but not me?"
"..."
Chu Zihang gradually frowned.
There seemed to be something wrong with the situation, something different from what he thought, but where did it go out and where did it go in?
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When the darkness reaches its deepest, dawn arrives.
A piece of fish belly white gradually appeared in the east, and Caesar walked along the street while chewing crepes taken out of the store's kitchen.
It rained all day and all night, and it seemed that the rain was almost endless. Unexpectedly, it suddenly stopped in the early morning.
There are still dark clouds accumulating in some places in the sky, but you can also see the gradually changing turbulence of the clouds. As Caesar walked on the roadside, the place where the sea and the sky met at the end of the street erupted into a golden light.
The morning sun has risen.
It was early morning in Tokyo. Caesar was walking on the street where the crowd was gradually increasing, aimlessly, his eyes swept across the crowd, and his blond hair attracted the attention of many people.
At the end of the day, he didn't know where he was going or where he wanted to go, and he didn't want to just go back to Takamagahara, so he simply squatted on the side of the road, chewing on the unfinished crepe.
He left the room to Xia Mi and Chu Zihang. Don't lovers have to have a good time after meeting again in a strange city?
Thinking of how he had tricked Chu Zihang before, Caesar couldn't help laughing.
He was not worried about this guy retaliating against him for snitching on Nono. If the little witch knew about it, she would just regret that she didn't take him with her.
And it is impossible for Nono to come to Japan now. She disappeared a month ago. It seems that she went to the North Pole or the Antarctic?
Caesar looked at the endless flow of people, dazed.
The city wakes up in the radiance of the morning sun, and countless people take to the streets, coming and going, rushing for their livelihood.
Caesar looked at the city and thought about how many people in this huge city with 1,300,000 people had the same joys and sorrows?
But this doesn't seem to be important, because the world is tolerant and selfless. It selflessly compresses time on the same scale and goes to the same place. Even people with different joys and sorrows can find their own place in it.
Just like his family couldn't understand his joys and sorrows, but they were still very tolerant of him.
Caesar has never worried about his livelihood. He was born into a so-called wealthy family. Even though he continued to rebel against the family because of his mother's death, the family never stopped showing preference for him.
Most of the education he received came from his family, and the other half came from his mother, who passed away too early.
But even though he had a bad impression of the family because of his mother, he sometimes had to agree with the fallacies told by those old men.
For example - everyone makes mistakes, and forgiveness is God's business, and we are only responsible for sending them to see God.
Yes, everyone in this world will make mistakes. If you make a mistake, you must pay the price. If someone makes a mistake but does not pay the price, then who will still believe in the glory of God?
But what if it’s you who’s wrong?
Caesar was silent. In fact, when he was a child, he had a dark thought that no one told. Everyone thought that he was a leader from heaven, a gift from God to the family, but he only thought that he was a person who would bring disaster to the people around him.
Bad people.
Because my mother died because of him.
His mother gave him a talking spirit named [Kamaitachi], but he lost his hearing. How terrifying is the world that cannot be heard? Caesar didn’t know, but he tried to listen to the sounds of the world. It was beautiful, very beautiful.
, when he was young, he could not describe it in sign language, and he could not convey such beautiful things to his mother. Only at this time could he realize what kind of pain his mother was suffering.
This thought gradually disappeared until a long time later, because his stallion father is still alive and happy, which makes him feel disappointed and happy at the same time.
Therefore, he is committed to becoming a "person who changes other people's lives." This idea became a "dragon slaying" after joining the academy.
If all the Dragon Kings can be killed, then the fate of all mankind will be changed, right? His dream is fulfilled in one step.
Even if he can't change other people's lives, he still hopes that he can bring some good changes to others. As for the method, it is nothing more than throwing money. Many things can be solved with money, right?
What's more, it's not his money, so he doesn't feel bad at all.
He thinks so.
This is also how it was done.
Until he saw the girl with sandalwood-scented hair dying in front of him in his dream.
The girl called "True".
He didn't like that girl, and that girl's liking for him was actually a vague yearning, a wrong feeling that arose in the wrong place at the wrong time.
There are many girls in the world who have liked Caesar Gattuso, but Caesar never gave them a chance. He always kept a sufficient distance as a gentleman. He could give those girls a shoulder to lean on when they were lonely.
, but it will never give them any further hope.
In this way, even if they will be lost for a while, the time will be enough to wash away the hazy emotions.
Just like the white foam left on the beach when the tide goes out, the foam left by the previous wave will eventually be washed away by the next wave.
The so-called dream lover only needs to meet in a dream, not in reality.
However, the girl called Zhen has no time to wash away this wrong feeling.
She died in his arms with the wrong love and wrong feelings, and everything he promised to her could not be fulfilled.
She died for some wrong emotions based on her own fantasy.
He still remembers the heart-wrenching feeling when he embraced him for the last time. The girl who trusted him jumped off the rooftop and ran towards the arms of the boy he liked, but the boy betrayed the girl's trust...
He always felt that he had grown up and had become the kind of guy who "can change other people's lives", but he was wrong, and the price of the mistake was almost unbearable for him. He was still the same as before, in those heart-wrenching moments.
As weak as he is in front of everything, he can only fill his chest with anger and feel the cruelty of the world.
He suddenly remembered that he was the only person since his mother who praised him for being "kind".
This reminded him again of that quiet night, when his mother sat by his bed and kissed her son's forehead, saying softly: 'The world is very cruel, and it's useless for you to resist it like this. But my mother is very happy... My
Caesar is a kind man."
But after his mother passed away, no one would praise the heir of the Gattuso family for being so kind. They would only say that he was domineering and had the demeanor of a leader... because this was the praise the family wanted to receive.
Maybe he is not a kind person, but a timid person.
This is why he has never been to that toy store or the Internet cafe in Chizuru Town until now.
He felt that the girl's tragic fate was all due to his appearance.
He did change her life, but in a bad direction.
In this case, it would be better not to see it.
She was a simple girl with a simple past and a simple view of love. She should live a simple and beautiful life.
After she goes back, she can ask the housekeeper to secretly fund her schooling and fulfill her unfinished promise from her previous life. She will live a wonderful life in a timeline where she has not met him.
Caesar stood up on his knees and swallowed the last bite of the crepe.
The brilliance of the morning sun completely enveloped the city, coating every particle of dust in the air with gold. People came and went on the streets, and the flow was endless, just like the blood flowing in the city.
Caesar walked in the direction he came from. It was time for him to go back. The longer he stayed outside, the greater the possibility that he would be exposed.
He walked into the crowd and hummed softly until the familiar scent of sandalwood wafted in the air.
Caesar suddenly stopped in horror, staying where he was, looking around.
The crowd was puzzled as to why this handsome foreigner was suddenly so confused. He looked frightened, as if he was afraid, but also seemed to be expecting something.
Caesar's height allowed him to gain a favorable view among the crowd. He searched for the familiar scent of sandalwood in the vast sea of people, feeling two contradictory emotions in his heart.
He didn't find it in the end.
Caesar stood there for a long time and laughed at himself.
Why did this kind of plot in the TV series appear in my body?
Shouldn't he be like his stallion father, who has been surrounded by thousands of flowers, without a leaf touching his body, and facing every girl who has ever liked him with ease?
To be continued...