Chapter 231: Mixed feelings, Xu Yelei drove a Land Rover on the street to look for Sun Mengmeng. At this time, the phone rang. He thought it was Sun Mengmeng who called, so he quickly reached out to take out the phone. At that moment, he had never been panicked, and his hands were even trembling.

But when I saw it, it was Lu Ying's phone call.

"Captain..." Xu Yelei picked up his phone and respectfully called Lu Ying.

"Is Ye Lei in the city?" Lu Ying asked Xu Ye Lei in a gentle tone.

"Yeah, here..." Xu Yelei answered briefly.

"Haha, go on a date with your girlfriend, right?" Lu Ying asked with a smile.

"No, she is taking care of her dad at home. Am I wandering around now?" Xu Yelei made an excuse indiscriminately.

"Oh, that's it, that... Shao Xiaobo was discharged from the hospital today. See if he has time to take him back to the team! If you don't have time, I can ask someone else to pick him up!" Lu Ying discussed.

Xu Yelei thought for a few seconds and quickly answered: "I'll go over and pick him up immediately..."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Yelei turned around and drove towards the military hospital.

He kept calling Sun Mengmeng all the way, but until he arrived at the gate of the military hospital, Sun Mengmeng's phone was still turned off.

Xu Yelei is really anxious now. He is about to return to the team and it will take another week to meet. Mengmeng has such a deep misunderstanding, so she must be furious. She has no explanation now, and I don’t know when she will have the chance to explain. If this girl is angry and keeps shutting down, the longer the time is delayed, the harder the misunderstanding will be resolved. By then, she will really jump into the Yellow River and can’t wash it.

The girl was already unsteady. If she thought she had an affair with Li Siqi because she didn't chase her out in time to clarify the misunderstanding, and completely gave up the relationship, that would be the end.

Alas, it seems that I am really confused...

If a girl is angry, she will not coax her in time and misunderstandings are not resolved in time, which will lead to big problems.

Xu Yelei sighed with his forehead and thought that he was a strategy. He gave Mengmeng some medicine to make her jealous and returned to him. But this girl was determined to not call herself or call him. Wouldn't this make people anxious?

I don’t know where she is going now, and I don’t know where she will hide in and she shed tears alone.

Xu Yelei thought about her crying sadly, and felt sad.

Who did you take such a fierce medicine?

Xu Yelei really regrets it.

It's all my fault for being soft-hearted. Seeing that Li Siqi was so tired, I agreed to go to her house to cook for her. Even though I knew her little thoughts, I deliberately ignored them. Now that I'm in trouble, Mengmeng will not be able to sleep or eat this week.

Alas, I can only pray that Mengmeng will not think so much, trust herself and trust their love.

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Sun Mengmeng rushed out of Li Siqi's apartment heartbrokenly and ran all the way, just trying to throw the scene she had just seen behind her. She wanted to numb her nerves with her fatigue.

Finally she ran out of strength, but the scene she saw just now was clearly and dazzlingly swaying in her mind, making her feel a little breathless.

Sun Mengmeng squatted on the ground and panted, feeling very tired, and felt that she could not hold on anymore. She looked at herself on the busy street, and there was a bus stop in front of her.

Sun Mengmeng got on a bus randomly, leaned on the back of the chair weakly, and closed her eyes.

I don’t know where the car is going, just like her love path is also confused and I don’t know where the other side is.

She has always known how good Xu Yelei is. A man like him, who is so handsome and loves women to the core, will be greedy for his goodness even if a woman is a man.

Love doesn't know where it arises, and it goes deeper...

She didn't know when she began to fall in love with him, but she only knew that she was becoming more and more greedy for his pampering and fell deeper.

When the love reaches the depths, I am even more afraid of losing it.

She thought it was a very sensible decision to tell him that he had broken up.

However, when she really saw him standing at another woman's house, getting up early to cook for her, she felt her heart was broken, and she was left with blood drop by drop. Such pain was unprecedented, such heart-wrenching pain, which was in her five internal organs, her eyes, her brain, so painful that she could not breathe.

She thought that she would gradually forget him one day. But she would really push him away and she would feel in pain.

Xu Yelei, what should I do? Is our love withering like this? Is it really over?

Can you still feel my heartache while you cook for sexy girls in her kitchen?

But I regret it. I hesitated for so long, but in the end I regret telling you that I broke up.

Can I still board your boat with an expired ticket? Can I still return to your arms if I have hurt you?

It was not until this time that Sun Mengmeng realized how much she wanted to make up with him as before.

As Xu Yelei expected, if such a big news continues, Sun Mengmeng will finally be jealous of that good man.

Only when you are not his only one will you understand that letting go is more painful than waiting.

She didn't know when Xu Yelei and Li Siqi started and how far they reached, and she couldn't imagine their story. As long as she thought of the scene she saw just now, she could no longer bear it.

Her eyes were sore and swelling. She rubbed and squeezed out the hot liquid...

This was on the bus. She was afraid of being noticed by everyone, so she quickly wiped it dry, then opened her eyes wide and tried hard to prevent the liquid from flowing out.

However, the pain in her heart was so sore that no matter how she controlled it, she still couldn't stop the tears from flowing out.

She quickly lowered her head and turned her head out the window, hoping that no one could see her loss of composure.

Her forehead was pressed against the glass window of the bus, and she opened her eyes wide and looked at the green belt flashing through the window. She couldn't help but think about Xu Yelei, why did he appear at Dr. Li's house? How long have he and Li Siqi been?

Sun Mengmeng still remembers the last time when Xu Yelei came to her house. At that time, he cooperated with acting. The tenderness in his eyes would never be acting.

She believed in her feelings, and he must have loved her deeply at that time.

But, why did it become like this?

Didn’t he say that he would give some time and space to think about each other carefully?

Could it be that he would give up first without waiting for my decision?

Sun Mengmeng couldn't believe that he really gave up on himself like this.

She really regretted breaking her intestines. Why did she think so much and worry so much, and finally pushed the man who loved her so much...

Without him, can you really live with peace of mind?

She looked at the green belt that flashed outside the window. It was lush and colorful, but in her eyes it was desolate and sad. Without him, the bright light of the soul went out, so what fun is there in life?

But, Xu Yelei, have you really given up on me?

Sun Mengmeng buried her head and wiped her endless tears, asking in pain.

If I really give up, why did I hold my hand just now? Is it explaining that it was a misunderstanding or to comfort me?

Woo... Xu Yelei, if you shake off your hand, you will really let go and won’t chase me? Do you really don’t know how sad I will see you like that?

What a cruel man?

The more Sun Mengmeng thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt.

The tenderness of the past is still vivid in my mind, but he ignores himself.

Does he hate that he has been hesitating and has no patience to wait for him anymore?

Woo woo...

The more Sun Mengmeng thought about it, the more sad she became. She looked at the bustling crowds of people and cars outside the window with hazy tears. The city was so prosperous and lively, but her heart was never so lonely and deserted.

From the moment he let go, she deeply felt the panic of losing her beloved.

She hoped that what she saw was not true, and she really hoped that Xu Yelei could tell herself in front of her that it was just a misunderstanding.

Woo woo...

He won't come. At this moment, he might be cooking for Li Siqi in the kitchen.

I wanted to blame him, but when I thought about it, I pushed him away first, and he could choose to really leave...

When Sun Mengmeng thought about this, her heart was completely gloomy.

Suddenly, a familiar shadow appeared in her tears. She quickly wiped the tears and looked closely. It was really his Land Rover. Through the glass window, she vaguely saw his figure.

The world that was extremely dark just now suddenly became brighter.

Is he here to pursue himself?

It must be true. Sun Mengmeng watched the Land Rover driving fast, and her heart that was still alive just now jumping and jumping around again.

Where is he going? Can he find someone while driving?

When did the lieutenant colonel become so stupid? Don’t you know how to call yourself?

After experiencing the feeling of dying just now, Sun Mengmeng realized how afraid she was to lose Xu Yelei. No matter how it ended in the future, she hoped that when he still loved her, she could stand by his side and cherish every minute and second she was with him.

Sun Mengmeng quickly took out her cell phone and wanted to call Xu Yelei. It was not until this time that she found that the cell phone was turned off.

Does that mean that he had called himself just now, but his cell phone was turned off and could not be connected...

Sun Mengmeng had a little luck in her heart. The scene in Li Siqi's apartment was like a thorn in her heart. She didn't dare to imagine it before. Now the Chaos brain finally had a little courage to start analyzing the problem.

How could Xu Yelei appear in Li Siqi's apartment so early? Did he go there today or stay there overnight last night? Why did he cook for her? Why did Li Siqi take a shower at that time? Could it be that they had already slept together last night?

When Sun Mengmeng thought of the man she loved touching other women, no matter what the reason was, no matter whether the man was still loving him or not, she couldn't stand it.

When a person loves another person deeply, he always hopes that he is the other person’s whole, and possesses his whole body and mind domineeringly and selfishly, Sun Mengmeng is no exception.

Thinking of the unclear ambiguous relationship between Xu Yelei and Li Siqi, the heart that had finally lit up just now began to turn light and dark again, and began to think randomly again, and my heart began to hurt again.

Xu Yelei, why are you so useless as a soldier? Didn’t you say you would give me time to buffer? I didn’t give you an answer, how could you have something to do with other women?
To be continued...