Volume 2 060. Nightmare or Reality?
The car was moving forward steadily on the road surface, and a nearly round moon hung in the sky outside the car window.
Yes, the day after tomorrow is fifteen, and the moon will naturally be round, but it is the middle of winter, and the moonlight is so weak that it is almost gone, making the entire sky look dark and pressing down.
At first, when she was on the road, Mu Xinian could still talk to Gu Yicheng with her eyes and chatting with her, but not long after, her eyes drooped and her will gradually dissipated. However, she was still thinking about talking to Gu Yicheng, barely supporting the last trace of will.
Squinted his eyes and smiled, the man said, "What are your requirements?"
The man was very anxious, but his mother stopped talking, just laughed, twisted her waist and leaned towards him, her slender arms climbed up to the man's arm like a water snake, and then went into the house.
Although my mother has a bad temper and is often flirting with her face at home, she really loves her. Whenever she cries, she will come to hug her, but this time she disappears at all. The little Mu Xinian becomes more and more scared, and the feeling of "Mom doesn't want her" in her heart becomes clearer.
But at this moment, when the kaleidoscope rolled, all the bright colors disappeared, and the whole world returned to chaos.
Then, a flash of light, she raised her hand to cover her eyes, and looked through the gaps in her fingers as she gradually adapted - it was her mother!
Mu Xinian didn't even have time to breathe, and the darkness swallowed her entirely. She was very scared and wanted to escape, but her legs seemed to be nailed to the ground by nails. It was difficult to move. She was almost crying anxiously, and her eyes kept shouting - Dad, where are you going, do you want a baby?
But why, in the past, I was satisfied when I thought of this scene. The painful heart could be slightly satisfied. But this time I dreamed, I felt bitter?
At first, when she was four years old, her parents took her on an outing. When her father drove, her mother sat on the passenger seat with her in the passenger seat. She was so happy. She grabbed the car and blinked her eyes through the glass window and looked out. She looked like a curious baby along the way. She asked everything she saw, and she often sighed, which was unique to the children's vision, innocent and childish but pure emotion. Of course, she always made jokes, which attracted the father, who never talked much, and couldn't stop laughing. She narrowed her eyes from time to time. She stretched out her hand to touch her head, calling her baby, saying that she was so smart.
The man was still not annoyed, with a lewd smile on his face, touched his chin, and looked at his mother with his eyes squinted: "Don't believe it. A beauty like you, I wanted to press the edge of the sink to fuck me hard when I saw it."
"Tell me."
The man spoke, as if he was struggling at the edge of the critical point and finally got the order. Mu Xinian finally wanted to close his eyes completely. With a moan, he rubbed his cheek against Gu Yicheng's chest and fell asleep in a daze.13acv.
Gu Yicheng looked at Mu Xinian quietly. His arbitrary face was extremely peaceful, and his heart was even more peaceful. Even the sound of a car passing by the wind could be heard.
My mother ignored her anyway, but the man suddenly turned around and looked at her, smiling proudly.
"snort."
Kind and gentle, with elegant eyebrows and eyes that are the aura of scholars, but their eyes are full of aura of arrogant look on the world.
Mu Xinian has never understood why he remembered this one by himself when he was a child.
"Although I can say that as long as I can fuck you once, I will climb to the sky and pick the stars, I will do it too!"
"Ph!" Mother spat again!
What was my father's expression at that time? Mu Xinian didn't remember it very much, but she vaguely felt that his father's glowing eyes seemed to be darker, without saying a word, pretending not to hear it. Then, my mother got angry, stuffed herself into her father's arms, stood up and left in anger, and didn't care about the wedding banquet just in time for orgasm.
The smile in her father's eyes was tolerant of all her laughter and cry, and he was not like an ordinary father. He would correct her children's mistakes, and then instill the correct cognition in the eyes of adults. The father was not. No matter what she said wrong, he would not correct her, but tolerant and smile, and encouragement.
It was at a wedding banquet, and my mother held her and watched the bride walking step by step across the red carpet. She seemed very envious and sighed, as if she was talking to herself: "Far Mountain, you have never given me a wedding."
But my mother suddenly hid back, smiled no longer on her face, and spat coldly: "Bah! You are so anxious! You want to touch me as you do this?!"
"Actually, it's not just me, but the two brothers of the Gu family must be the same. Other men will be anxious. Otherwise, it will only prove that he is impotence! Or he just loves to make chickens and kills!"
At a loss, but at this moment, the dark scenes rose and a light came in. The little Mu Xinian was happy. She started running with a tender face covered with tears, rushing towards the ray of light, but she seemed to be standing there no matter how she was.
My father is elegant, modest and polite in front of everyone, but also proud and upright. No matter who he faces, no matter how big a brand, he always retains his pride. Of course, Mu Xinian is so young, he doesn't know these things, and they are conclusions that he often recalls in recent years.
With a "click", the kaleidoscope of dreams turned, and this time it came to the age of five - before her family was destroyed and her father died.
The man was not angry and said with a smile: "A beautiful beauty like you, no matter who age, you have to be anxious when you see you?"
Thinking of this, Dad was disappearing, as if his whole person was being gnawed, flying away bit by bit, his heart tightened, Mu Xinian called out in his dream - Dad, Dad, don’t leave, don’t leave!
It was as if a demon was hanging above his head, devouring him little by little, devouring his talent and devouring his brilliant future.
Only in that way, the one who grows in the end is the real you, the one that no one can take away.
That look seemed to be - my baby is so awesome! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of being laughed at by jokes and ridicule. Just keep working hard, perceive with your heart and explore what you are interested in. Even if you make a mistake at the beginning, it is your own perception. When the time comes, the baby grows up and matures, it will naturally form the right one and only belongs to you.
But in this dream, she suddenly realized that it was because of tolerance and encouragement.
The man said, "This is not possible. You took the initiative to find me. How could I say nothing and do nothing when I came, just drive me away?"
Mu Xinian's sleep quality has always been very guaranteed, not to mention that in his arms, the absolute sweetness penetrates into his bones. However, this time, she didn't know what was wrong and was dreaming.
The man stepped forward and reached out to pinch his mother's face, but her mother didn't hide, half sarcastic and half laughed, "Why, can't wait? How old are you?"
With a hoarse smile, his strong arms tightened, and he tightened Mu Xinian into his arms. Gu Yicheng lowered his head and kissed her gently between her eyebrows: "Sleep well, baby."
With a blink of an eye, Xiao Mu Xinian was anxious and shouted out the last second when her mother was about to enter - Mom!
He raised his hand and stretched towards the light. Xiao Mu Xinian began to call for help, calling mom, Mom, where are you, come and save Xier.
When I glanced at the time, it was almost eleven o'clock. His and her daily routine were consistent. In the past, I had already fallen asleep in a bun, but now Gu Yicheng is not sleepy at all. He hugged her with his arms, as if he was hugging his prosperous world.
That scene was the source that supported Mu Xinian's persistence for many years. Whenever she felt uncomfortable, she would crouch in the quilt to recall the memories. The most profound thing in her memory was her father's smile.
In the dream, Mu Xinian felt like she was wrapped in a kaleidoscope. In the blink of an eye, there was another different chaotic image, all of which were so blurry. She couldn't see it clearly at all, and only vaguely felt that it seemed to be her childhood.
It was probably when Mu Xinian had no impression of it at all. This was the first time she had dreamt of this scene.
The shouting was shrill. The little girl in the dream cried so hard that she was very sad, but no one came to coax her. Her favorite father disappeared and her mother disappeared. They didn't want her anymore...
The muffled chuckled again, and the upturned curve of the corners of her mouth was so dazzling under the darkness. Gu Yicheng's eyes seemed to glow, staring at Mu Xinian brightly, and he kept wandering around her sweet sleeping face...
Xiao Mu Xinian was happy and shouted loudly. The voice of her breasts was full of dependence on her mother. However, the mother ignored her. A man stood in front of her, facing the light. Xiao Mu Xinian couldn't see his face clearly, didn't know who it was, and only felt that she subconsciously rejected him and didn't like him.
Holding the hem of the princess skirt tightly, the little Mu Xinian stood there, looking timidly, and happened to see her annoying man reaching out, as if she wanted to hug her mother?
"Are you cursing my husband around the corner?" My mother shook her eyes obliquely, not knowing what she was thinking, but she just smiled and said, "If you harm him like this, aren't you afraid that I will ignore you?"
Mu Xinian thought that over the years, her style of conduct and her thinking and cognition were mostly influenced by her father, and she grew to be the most real and truest one who was not shaken by external influences.
Xiao Mu Xinian was very familiar with that room. It was her home, her father's study and bedroom. Her father slept there all year round. What did my mother take that annoying man in to do?
“Um…”
The wedding march was singing, the priest was reciting the oath, and the guests were smiling, but the father's face was stiff. She was so stupid that she looked at her mother who was walking away, and then at her father, and inexplicably felt that her dad's glory was disappearing?
With a "boom" in my head, Mu Xinian was stunned!
This face, this face is...
Chapter completed!