Chapter Sixty-Three
"Lan Gu, are you saying that there is no cure for blood poison?" I asked with a surprised look on my face.
"That's right, Yimen's blood poison is their unique means of containment. The poison seeds are implanted from the Shenmen point in the Shaoyin heart meridian of the human body. Once they come into contact with the blood of the human body, the poison seeds form larvae and walk in the human body.
It is within the meridians, and its whereabouts are uncertain. Even the most skilled doctor cannot determine its exact location. Maybe it is hidden in the heart and lungs, or in the limbs. In short, the blood poison lives on blood, and each door has a door.
The once-a-month antidote is only used to suppress the expansion of the voodoo bug and allow it to sleep in the body, otherwise, the blood in the human body will be devoured by it, and it will weaken and die." Lan Gu explained with a serious look, with her
Even medical skills can't undo the blood poison, so is Nangong Han really going to be restrained by such a perverted door until he dies?
How should I explain to Nangong Han who is still waiting for my good news outside the Fireworks Valley? Tell him I'm sorry, you can only always obey the orders of your perverted sect master, even if you do what you least want to do.
Things. Hey, I feel so confused!
"Xiaowei, I don't know how you can know the people in a door, but remember, don't have too much contact with a door. You don't understand what a terrifying organization it is. Remember?
?" Lan Gu looked at me and ordered with some worry.
I nodded. This time I was the only one to return to the Fireworks Valley. I knew that Uncle Zhong and Lan Gu chose to escape here because they no longer wanted to deal with the troubles of the world, so I did not dare to rashly send Yue Ming to them.
He and Nangong Han were brought into Fireworks Valley, disturbing their originally quiet and ordinary life.
Yue Ming and Nangong Han were still waiting for me at the inn in Yancheng, but the news they received was...
"We haven't seen each other for almost a year, and Xiaowei is really becoming more and more beautiful!" Lan Gu took my hand and couldn't help but praise.
"Haha, Lan Gu is not lying to me, right?" I asked pretending to be shy.
"Lan Gu will never lie to anyone. Xiaowei, how have you been doing this year? I heard that you followed Ling Ye to join the war between Li State and Xiyue, and even ran to the battlefield.
Do you know that when your loyal uncle and I heard the news, we were almost scared to death by you. The battlefield is such a cruel place, how could you, a weak woman, go there willfully?" Lan Gu felt a little distressed.
She stroked my hair, and I was very touched by her genuine concern and love. She was like my mother, caring about me.
I sniffed a little sourly, put on a meaningless expression and said with a smile: "Lan Gu, don't you think I'm fine now? Haha, how did you know that I went to the battlefield? In fact, I also
I have never really been on the battlefield, I have always been behind the army, protected by a large group of people!"
"The peerless prince defeated Yekore in Shilipo, and the jade goddess healed the wounded soldiers in Li's army tent with her wonderful hands. These rumors are already commonplace stories." Lan Gu said with a gentle smile on her face, "You don't need to guess. You know it."
This peerless prince is Ling Ye, and the jade goddess doctor is you!"
"Hahaha, Ling Ye's appearance and talents are worthy of being peerless, but I am exaggerating. My personality is absolutely incompatible with the jade girl, and the title of miracle doctor is even more deserving.
I am ashamed to say that I inherited my medical skills from you, Lan Gu. Although I can now take charge of my own medicine, there is actually a big gap compared to Lan Gu." I blinked rather shyly and smiled.
"Haven't you heard that a better person is better than a better person? I believe that in time, your future medical skills will be better than mine. By the way, I heard that Ling Ye has returned to the court to work, why are you not with him? In the past year, you must have
You get along day and night, and the two of you have complementary personalities, so there must be a spark of love, right?"
Hearing the question that Lan Gu suddenly asked, my face felt hot. I unconsciously put my hand on my cheek and glanced at Lan Gu. She was just waiting for my answer with her mouth raised.
"Uh, uh, Lan Gu is really smart!" I forced myself to calm down and laughed a few times, and then said: "Yes, the two of us get along really happily and happily. We once made an appointment.
Like Uncle Zhong and Lan Gu, we should live in seclusion and live a life where we only envy mandarin ducks but not immortals. When we have time, we can play the piano and flute, recite poems and paint, and laugh and lament the world together. However, his status does not allow him to do this.
In fact, I haven’t seen him for a long, long time. I think he probably thought I was dead, so he went back to that place where he eats people, right?”
The corners of my eyes were a little blurry, and I watched Lan Gu tell the story of what happened between us one by one with a look of pity on her face. Although there were tears and choked up in the process, in the end, I was still full of hope and positivity.
He said to Lan Gu with his attitude: "I believe that after the storm, we will definitely see a beautiful rainbow. I will not bow to the evil forces. I will live bravely and happily!"
After hearing about my situation in the past few months, Lan Gu shed tears as clear as crystal from her eyes as bright as autumn water. She hugged me into her arms, caressed me carefully, and said softly: "This way
As beautiful as you are, you should not fall in love with any man in the whirlpool of power. Lan Gu believes that you are strong and that you can bravely accept all challenges. However, Xiaowei, that kind of place is really not suitable for you.
Maybe, you should choose to let it go."
After listening to Lan Gu's strange remarks, I looked up at her inexplicably.
Lan Gu took a deep sigh and said: "You are a bit like me back then. You were brave, not afraid of anything, and thought you could overcome everything for the people you love. But in the end, you are the one who is bruised and bruised. Mine
If the child is still alive, he should be as big and as beautiful as you. If I had known how to get out as soon as possible, I would not have lost my child. Many times, I have to wait until I lose it to realize how precious it is, and then I will leave.
Regret. It's useless. God won't give you too many opportunities. It's just like punishing me and your loyal uncle. We will never have children again. This is my eternal regret!"
"Lan Gu, so you advise me to let go? Let go of my love for Ling Ye?" I looked at Lan Gu blankly, my voice became softer and softer, as if all my strength had been taken away in an instant.
"Yes, Ling Ye is a child of the royal family. He is destined not to escape, but you are different. You can choose the life you want, and you can choose not to fall into that vortex. Isn't the harm this assassination has brought to you not enough?
Enough, isn't it enough to teach you a lesson? Xiaowei, since Ling Ye thinks you are dead and he has chosen to go back and bear what he should bear, why do you need to get involved in his life again? You are still so young,
You will meet a lover who is more suitable for you." Lan Gu persuaded me with some excitement, but my heart was really confused at the moment.
After escaping from Xiyue, I have always been determined to find Ye and tell him that I am not dead, that he will no longer be lonely and miserable, and that I will stay with him in the days to come. But Lan Gu’s words
It's going to mess up my heart, is that right? I shouldn't break into his world and disrupt his life anymore?
Yue Ming's words were timely and rang in my ears over and over again: "Are you ready to stay here for the rest of your life? If you are ready to leave here one day, what will happen to your true love? If you decide
If you stay in this time and space, congratulations, you have found your destination in this different time and space. If you are reluctant to leave your family in Hong Kong and will leave one day, can you let go of the ties here and go back without worries? Or should you say?
Your so-called sincere feelings are just words?"
"How am I like you? I have provoked so many people. I am a responsible person. I really want to go back. How can I get emotional easily? That will harm others!"
Yes, a bohemian like Yue Ming understands this truth, so why don’t I want to understand it? If I had the opportunity to go back to modern times with Yue Ming, could I leave Ling Ye behind again and leave resolutely?
How much harm would that bring to Ye? How could I be so selfish?
But thinking about never seeing him again, my tears were still unfulfilling, rolling down like broken beads. I nodded, and finally couldn't help squatting on the ground and crying.
If pain is a description
I will also be stubborn until the end
Silence is the most perfect interaction
Why are you afraid that I will accompany you crazy?
Ordinary difficulties, love or pain are too general
Being chosen by the story does not qualify you to be ignorant.
Even if there is no audience, I will be the first to be moved
I believe until the last minute
If ruthlessness is a kind of calmness
I also refuse to choose to be passive
If there is such a thing as being too poor
But I don’t dare to dream anymore.
I'm sorry, Ling Ye. Just think that I'm really dead. I really shouldn't mess up your life. I'm not qualified to love anyone here. I'm too selfish and too attached to your love. I forgot.
Me, if I want to go back one day, I shouldn't selfishly snatch away your love and leave. I can't leave you behind again. So, I'm sorry!
Lan Gu just squatted next to me quietly and held me in her arms. When my emotions slowly calmed down, she said to me sadly: "My child, the pain now is just to prevent more pain in the future."
.You may understand Lan Gu’s advice today in the future. Just calm down and let it go, it will be fine!”
In this way, I stayed in Fireworks Valley for three days. During these three days, I thought a lot and struggled for a long time. It wasn't until this morning that I really chose to give up. I shouldn't love in the first place, and I'm not qualified to love.
Just let this love be buried deep in your heart and stay with me until we grow old.
I haven’t seen Uncle Zhong in the past three days, and Lan Gu said that he had gone out to do some business in the valley. I didn’t ask any more questions, packed my bags, and prepared to bid farewell to Lan Gu. Like a mother, she was reluctant to leave and wanted to stay, but I couldn’t do it anymore.
I stayed too long, Yue Ming and Nangong Han were still waiting for me at the inn. In the end, although Lan Gu was reluctant to leave, she still wished me to find happiness as soon as possible. I just smiled bitterly, if I were here, I probably wouldn't fall in love again, right?
I can’t help but love the people here!
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In the inn in Yancheng, Nangong Han and Yue Ming looked at me in surprise. I untied the package from my body with some guilt, sat at the table, poured a cup of tea and drank it. Don't look away,
Avoid their probing eyes.
Yue Ming ran up to me like a chicken, looked at my face, and asked, "You look so ugly, have you ever cried?"
"No!" Denied coldly.
"Impossible! Nangong, look at it, Xiao Wei's expression is clearly heartbroken!" Yue Ming greeted Nangong Han with a grin. Is this guy happy to see me heartbroken? Really?
It's cold-blooded and ruthless.
I snorted coldly and teased him: "What do you mean by a heartbroken expression? You are so awesome, you don't know how to help others read their faces."
"I think so. Okay, let's be serious. As soon as you came back, I felt something was wrong with you, because the aura you exuded was so sad. What on earth happened? You said
Come out and see if Nangong and I can help." Yue Ming retracted his cheeky smile and said seriously.
"Yes, girl. If anything happens to you, don't take it to heart and bear it alone." Nangong Han also came over and advised.
I put down the tea cup, put on a relaxed expression and smiled: "I decided to start over again. I won't go to Ling Ye anymore. As you said, Yue Ming, we have to go back sooner or later. We shouldn't be too emotional, let alone
You shouldn't be too selfish, so I decided to give up and give up on this relationship that shouldn't have happened. Haha, you are happy now, you can watch my jokes!"
Yue Ming still had a look of disbelief on his face. He must not have understood what happened during my trip to Fireworks Valley that caused me to change my original intention. It doesn't matter if he doesn't understand. The point is that I finally figured it out.
He stared at me with his deep eyes, his cheeks that were even more handsome than a woman's with a hint of care, and asked in a soft voice: "Have you really decided? Have you thought about it?"
"Well, Yue Ming. I've thought about it. But from now on, you have to hurry up and study for me, when can we go back!" I deliberately acted extremely relaxed, stretched out my hand and gave it a hard squeeze.
Those beautiful fair and jade-like cheeks.
"Ouch, it hurts!" Yue Ming frowned and cried out in pain. He struggled to leave my clutches, stroking his reddish cheeks and scolded: "I dare to love someone who is not my own flesh, and I'm so cruel. It's really the most poisonous thing.
A woman’s heart. Nangong, be careful!”
Haha, Nangong Han and I both laughed in unison, looking at his petty and arrogant look.
After laughing, the pain in my heart eased a lot, and I told myself that since I chose to let go, I must really let it go and stop hesitating. I suppressed a smile and said to Nangong Han: "Nangong Han, I'm really sorry. You
Lan Gu said that there is no cure for the blood poison in the body." I was very embarrassed and told Nangong Han what Lan Gu said about the cause of the blood poison and the parasitic condition.
A trace of indifferent smile appeared on his stern face, but he comforted me: "Girl, don't blame yourself, I have been mentally prepared for this for a long time. As long as I take Yimen's pills on time every month, the blood poison will be
It won’t happen.”
"But then you can never escape the control of a door."
"Haha, it doesn't matter. Over the years, I have long been accustomed to the life of licking blood on the tip of a knife. Even if I cure the poison of blood poison, as the world's number one killer, even if it is not a door, other people in the past
My enemies won’t let me go, so it’s better to be controlled by a door. At least, they don’t dare to touch the door easily.” Nangong Han said with a helpless smile. But I know that he must be in extreme pain inside.
, no one wants to live such a life, forever controlled by others, without self.
"Nangong Han, there will definitely be a way. Don't be discouraged." I could only comfort him like this.
"Yes, Nangong, even if you are in a desperate situation, you cannot despair or give in." Yue Ming also encouraged him. This guy's high-sounding words are quite good.
"Haha, it's a great blessing in life that Nangong Han can get to know the girl and the husband. I have a task to perform the day after tomorrow, and I may have to leave tomorrow. I'll let you host me tonight, and let's go to Yipinju for a meal together.
"Nangong Han invited enthusiastically.
"Poke him?" I looked at Nangong Han suspiciously, what happened in the past three days? How could even a cold killer like Nangong Han learn from Yue Ming's lazy words?
"Haha, it's just a poke. My influence is very powerful. You can see this just by looking at Nangong's study." Yue Ming said proudly.
When I looked at this living treasure, black lines suddenly came down from my head!
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