City F, Gu family, Gu's mother had just packed up the dishes, and Dad Gu was also watching military news in the living room. Grandma Li was wearing reading glasses and knitted a small sweater. Dad Gu took some melon seeds and looked at her.

The hand wearing reading glasses is not as flexible as before. Sometimes the thread holes cannot be seen clearly, so I can't help but say, "Mom, why are you busy with?"

Grandma Li didn't even look at her son, "I'm knitting a sweater, don't you see either of your eyes?"

Dad Gu looked at the little sweater and looked at it again and again, "Who did you get it for? Kitten and puppy?"

Grandma Li glared at her, grabbed the crutch next to her and was about to swing it over. I knitted a sweater for my great-grandson, but you actually said that it was a kitten and a puppy! It's time to hit me!

Dad Gu was beaten and exaggerated, but the loud laughter covered the scream again, "Oh, mom, who is knitting sweaters with your own hands these days? You don't feel tired?"

"Mom is the main point. Shaochen's child likes the child's energy. I see, it's not far away. Be prepared in advance. If my old bone can't get up in one breath, I want to

I can't even do it!"

"Mom, what are you saying? Don't say these unlucky words!" Mom Gu came out of the kitchen and hurriedly stopped Li ***'s words. He looked at Dad Gu again. So, you told you not to say these sad words.

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"What's the matter? Birth, old age, sickness and death are all normal. You guys--" Grandma Li sighed, put on glasses and continued to work on her own business.

"Mom, I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow to check your blood pressure!" said Dad Gu.

"Didn't you measure it at home yesterday? You don't feel tired when you run around every few days. You have to make my old bone hurt all over. You guys, I really don't know how to calm down!"

"The amount at home is always not so reassuring. Oh my god, go, go, for your health and for you to make more beautiful sweaters for your great-grandchildren, right?"

Grandma Li laughed when she heard this.

Hearing the phone ringing next to him, he hurried over and took a look, "It was Qingyan who called me, please answer quickly!"

Mother Gu answered it and thought that the child had started to fall in love with his family after he got married. He would make a phone call the next day to talk about work and other things. But Mother Gu thought it was strange, is the recent changes of this child too abrupt?

?Always feel like it is a sprouting of seedlings to help grow and grow up overnight?

"What kind of job is this? Isn't it from 9 to 5? Are you still outside now? I hear the noisy car whistle, or are you eating outside now?" Gu's mother was a little worried, her daughter said recently.

She is very busy with work and has to deal with provincial inspections. The more she is, the more she is, the more she is. She is really worried that her daughter will not be able to take care of her body when she is busy. Sometimes she thinks, she really regrets that she was not cruel enough at the beginning, so she should be cruel.

Leaving her daughter in City F, she can take care of her. She is a young lady who can't cook before and now often cooks herself. Although she sounds a little relieved, she feels like her daughter has grown up, but she feels so distressed as a person.

The child's mother feels more sad than gratitude.13acv.

"Qingyan, if you are too tired, come back and stay for a while. Isn't tomorrow a weekend?" Mother Gu was happy, waiting for her daughter's answer, but soon sighed regretfully, "Okay, you have to

Promise me to take good care of myself!”

Mother Gu talked for a while and said that Grandma Li was busy making some small clothes recently, saying that those little sweaters were not mentioned in detail. Although she didn't say it bluntly, she also mentioned it to her daughter indirectly.

Wake up, they are not dire straits of post-80s who need to save money to buy a house and a car, they are not unable to afford to raise children, and Zhong Aixin has also mentioned this issue implicitly on the phone several times, saying that Shaochen is not old.

He is young, and it's time to have a child, after all, he is six years older than Gu Qingyan.

Since the conditions are so unique, why can't you have a child in advance?

It's autumn, and the evening breeze is no longer the steaming heat of the front time. It's cool and a sharp bleakness, which makes her cheeks hurt, and a strand of long hair is blown on her cheeks, and it's stained.

His lips, when they were blown by the wind, covered his eyes.

Gu Qingyan passed by the street, next to the trash can not far away, a stray dog ​​was nesting beside him, her hair was so dirty that it was rolled together, piece by piece, and it was impossible to see its original fur color under the street lights, and the wind blew it

The falling leaves rolled over there, street lights, people, dogs, cars whizzing by around, making low horns, just like a hurry shot that flashed in a movie, one shot flashed in seconds

, so fast that even the picture cannot be seen clearly, but you can feel that all the pictures are condensed and embedded in a word, Xiao Suo!

Like a rotating lens, it rotates like a kaleidoscope, and then it becomes calm, nothing is left, nothing is seen!

"Qingyan--" There was also a mother's kind call in the phone pinching her hands. This call was like a rope that could lead her out of the swamp. Her consciousness was slowly returning, but at the moment of awakening, she

But suddenly burst into tears!

Waiting, depression, loneliness, irritability, grievance, all emotions were mixed at this moment. When she heard the doctor's conclusion, she was hit hard like a big wave, catching her off guard!

After hanging up her mother's phone, she stood under the tree. The wind blew her thin windbreaker, and her messy long hair covered her face full of tears.

How do you tell your mother that she is like walking on a lonely journey at this time, and the more you go down, the more tired he becomes. He uses silent inaction to make people never think that you will walk on that road next, on this road, you should have

As we were getting closer and closer, a fork suddenly appeared, without signs and instructions, so abrupt that even all the foresight was touched into confusion.

"Ms. Gu, your symptoms are a bit special. Please come to the hospital again tomorrow because I am not sure whether your symptoms are ectopic pregnancy! Please be sure to come tomorrow! Do a more detailed examination!"

Just like a wedding that is not blessed will not be very happy, this child who is not expected is so unfortunate!

The anger, anxiety, alcoholism, depression, disappointment, madness, resistance and cold heart that night, it is like a combination of all these substances that have lost positive energy.

Gu Qingyan squatted down and curled up into a ball under the street lights of the dark night, like a wounded little beast!

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"Gu Qingyan, you don't know, the place I went is really not the place where people should go. Oh my God, it's simply--"

"You've gone, and you're not going to be a place where people go, so why are you going there?" Gu Qingyan looked at Qi Tianxin, whose arms were dark all over the place. There seemed to be a slight sunburn on the lower left side of her cheek.

I was wondering in my heart, where did she go?

Qi Tianxin asked Gu Qingyan to pick her up at the train station, but she didn't tell her what kind of train it was. She only said that it was a while. Gu Qingyan came more than an hour late because of the traffic jam, so she took Qi Tianxin out of a large number of people at the train station.

At that time, she almost thought she had met the African version of Qi Tianxin.

Isn't that? I was going to drive back to the city, but Qi Tianxin muttered that she was hungry and wanted to have a meal. She sat in a snack bar in the underground passage of the train station and shouted several side dishes in one breath.

"Oh, anyway, it's really hard to say!" Qi Tian wanted to say something but stopped. Gu Qingyan felt a little uncomfortable all over, so he had to wave his chopsticks and feast on the things on the table, chanting while eating, "

There is also a shortage of supplies there. There are so many dishes in the cafeteria. I don’t know why he eats so delicious? How delicious can a scrambled egg with leeks be? It’s a delicacy there!

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When Qi Tianxin was muttering, he read "he". Gu Qingyan didn't know whether it was "he" or "she". Anyway, looking at Qi Tianxin's appearance, I felt something was wrong.

Seeing her friend's voracious look, Gu Qingyan gradually became appetizing. As soon as she picked up the chopsticks and reached them over, her stomach was tormented. Her hand holding the chopsticks froze in the air and had to rush back.

"Gu Qingyan, why don't you eat?" Qi Tianxin was burying his head to eat, looking at Gu Qingyan who was sitting opposite him without moving, and asked.

"I have no appetite, and I'm not hungry!" Gu Qingyan said, leaning back to the back of the sofa seat, far away from the food on the table, but he felt that this behavior was too conspicuous, so he had to sit down with his teeth.

I picked up the glass of water on the table and started drinking it. My stomach felt sore. In fact, she was very hungry, but she couldn't eat it!

As soon as he took a sip of water, Gu Qingyan's face turned pale. He stood up, ran to the bathroom regardless of Qi Tianxin's shouting, and rushed into the bathroom and vomited wildly. Qi Tianxin behind him patted the door of the toilet and shouted nervously: "

Gu Qingyan, are you okay? Your face is not very good. Do you want to go to the hospital for a look?"

Qi Tianxin hasn't seen Gu Qingyan for only half a month. When she came back today, she was almost shocked. Is this Gu Qingyan? Why is she so thin?

As soon as he heard the word hospital, Gu Qingyan, who was vomiting wildly, resisted the sound of dry retching and gasped, "No need to go, I have a bad stomach recently, I have been there yesterday!"

After that day, she did not step into the hospital again, and left the doctor's careful examination completely behind her. But in fact, only she knew that she didn't dare to go, she didn't have the courage to go again!

She was fantasizing about miracles, just as she said just now, but her stomach was not good, and it would naturally be better after the time was broken.

But in fact, what she couldn't deceive the most was herself. She had insomnia, anxiety, and worry all night. Whenever she thought of the crystallization of that night in her belly, she felt trembling all over. What she didn't dare to face was herself that night!

"Gu Qingyan, stop making trouble. I see that your face is wrong. If you don't agree to go, I will call your mother immediately!" Qi Tianxin outside the door could only make this bad decision, but the toilet door opened at this time.

After that, her hand knocking on the door was empty. Looking at Gu Qingyan, who was pale, she became more determined to call Gu's mother immediately.

Gu Qingyan turned on the faucet and held the water and started washing her face. Qi Tianxin behind her looked at Gu Qingyan, who was skinny in the mirror, and suddenly asked, "Gu Qingyan, what's going on with you and Pei Shaochen?"

During this period, Gu Qingyan didn't mention the man in her ears. She just remembered that they had a good relationship in the past two months. Gu Qingyan occasionally mentioned Pei Shaochen, and she looked faintly unwilling to mention it, but her tone went

It is completely different. It is full of deep meaning, with a hint of indescribable attachment. Gu Qingyan's personality is destined to talk about love and love. She is silent, low-key and not ostentatious. She seems to care about it at all, but in fact she is in her heart.

She could hold on to that emotion, but today, she couldn't feel it because she mentioned Pei Shaochen two or three times, and responded to her either silence! Or she changed the subject.

This is not a good sign!

Sure enough, Gu Qingyan, who was washing her face, held water stiffly, and the water droplets on her face were not wiped. The expression in her eyes was slowly changing, and it slowly turned red from black. There was blood in her eyes, so

Come on, her eyes looked even redder.

"I just knew, is he bullying you again? That bastard!" Qi Tianxin roared, lifted her sleeves and stomped her feet while standing there. Her shoulders suddenly became heavy, and her shoulders were soaked in water. Gu Qingyan held her shoulders with both hands

, put his face on her shoulder and leaned against her, his voice was a little hoarse, with endless fatigue, and said softly, "Let me lean for a while, and then for a while!"

Qi Tianxin was stunned for a moment. Looking at the woman leaning over, she vaguely felt her whole body trembling, and she was even more shocked and panicked. Gu Qingyan, what did you encounter? Will you be afraid of this? At the wedding

So nothing shocking happened to hit you, or you have been hurt so much that you have been so hurt that you have been forced to go all the way to the present. Is it worth doing this?

That day she hoped Gu Qingyan would slap Pei Shaochen hard in front of everyone and leave casually. What kind of person is she? She couldn't even cut her hands in front of her old love and didn't let go of her new love. This is the most hated thing.

The only one is that the two of them are still the same face. How can they accept it? But Gu Qingyan accepted it. Such a stubborn person actually compromised on such an important matter? Speaking of revenge, Qi Tianxin said affirmatively

, There must be, but more importantly, she loved that man. When she fell in love, she chose to use such a humble way, using a ring and a certificate to draw herself into a prison and tightly cover her.

"Gu Qingyan--" Qi Tianxin's words were a little choked, but the woman lying on her shoulder suddenly stood up straight. Although her eyes were still a little red, she took a deep breath, took out a tissue from her bag and wiped her face in the mirror.

Her eyes no longer had the confused and helpless expression she had just seen, but Qi Tianxin could see that she was trying hard to endure. Why did she endure? She was afraid that she would cry on the spot.

She is a woman who doesn't even want to be seen by others!

"Okay, I'm fine, let's go, I'm a little tired, I want to go back and rest!" Gu Qingyan had already sorted out her emotions in front of the mirror, but Qi Tianxin had not yet reacted from the kind of mood that made her stormy.

When she was divine, she saw that Gu Qingyan had already walked out of the bathroom, so she hurriedly followed her.

"Gu Qingyan, go to the hospital to see you. I worry about your appearance!" Qi Tianxin was paying attention to Gu Qingyan's expression along the way, but what disappointed her was that except for Gu Qingyan's in the bathroom just now, she was the rest of the time.
To be continued...