Chapter V 095: I can't afford his affection(1/2)
The power in his body gradually disappeared, and Gu Qingyan's consciousness began to faint, and he was dragged into a huge black vortex, sinking and sinking -
Someone's voice echoed quietly in the air.
"I'm sorry, I've tried my best! Her health condition was too bad and the child couldn't be saved!"
"Her health is so bad, she needs to take good care of herself!"
"The child is too fragile and has been bleeding non-stop for more than half a month. In fact, in this case, as doctors, for the sake of eugenics, we do not recommend keeping the child."
"Ms. Gu's relevant examination information is recorded on the medical card. She signed the agreement agreeing to the operation in the morning, and the operation was scheduled for one o'clock in the afternoon. It's just a pity that I didn't expect such a thing to happen!
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Outside the ward, because of the patient's special needs, the chief physician of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology came here specially. After carefully checking the patient's examination information, he took out a consent form signed by Gu Qingyan from the stack of examination reports and reached out.
handed it to the other party.
"Mr. Pei, this was signed by Madam Ling herself!"
Ling Rui, who was standing aside, noticed that Pei Shaochen's hand holding the consent form could not help but tremble.
God knows what happened in the company?
Shen Xian was the first to find Gu Qingyan fainted at the door of the bathroom. By the time Pei Shaochen sent her to the hospital, it was already too late.
Standing at the door of the ward, Pei Shaochen's face looked extremely hard, his lips tightly pursed into a straight line. His expression had changed from shock at first to astonishingly calm now, and his eyes seemed to penetrate everything in sight.
, in the straight suit sleeves, the slender fingers slowly curled up and clenched into fists.
The consent form was written in her graceful handwriting. He could tell at a glance that it was her handwriting. Holding these two pieces of paper, they seemed to weigh a thousand kilograms.
Gu Qingyan, this is what you want to tell today, right?
You want to tell me personally that you gave up this child! Right?
Gu Qingyan, this child is not just yours? Why?
You are the mother, you are his mother, how did you feel when you signed the consent form?
Do you know that this seemingly simple signature of yours can mean a life!
Don't you feel distressed?
His chest felt so tight that he could hardly breathe. Pei Shaochen squeezed the consent form tightly. He had never been so sad before. In his heart, he was still secretly happy that she finally took the initiative today. But he didn't expect that he prided himself on being smart.
, but I didn’t expect it to end like this.
"Young President, the young lady is awake!" Ling Rui frowned. No one was mentally prepared for such a thing to happen. Even Shen Xian, after learning that the woman who lost the child because of fainting was the young lady.
When I saw the general wife, I was so scared that I still have lingering fears.
Pei Shaochen's back was stiff and he turned his back to the door of the ward. He was silent for a while before turning around and pushing the door open.
Lu Qingyan had already woken up, lying on the hospital bed, her eyes were blank and her reactions were slower than usual, but her face was still pale. When she heard the sound of opening the door, she closed it tiredly when she saw that the person who came in was him.
Eye.
The moment she fell, she clearly realized that the child could not be saved! Maybe this was the best result, wasn't it? She had originally planned to have surgery in the afternoon!
However, when he thought of the unwanted child leaving quietly like this, he seemed to know that he was not loved, so he chose to leave in this way.
Something was blocking her heart, making her unable to breathe.
"Do you feel better?" Pei Shaochen came in, sat calmly on the chair beside the bed, and looked at her quietly. She had lost weight. When he carried her to the hospital, she already weighed less than a hundred pounds.
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"It's okay!" Gu Qingyan opened her eyes and looked at him. She didn't expect that the two people's opening remarks would be so calm. There was no conflict, no irritability, and no tiredness of mutual suspicion. It seemed that everything was calm.
The calmness is almost coming to an end, and this tired tail is about to draw a full stop!
When everything becomes insignificant, you will no longer care about who did something wrong, who was right, who should be responsible, and how they should do it. You will use your own standards to measure other people's actions and judge others.
The right and wrong, fault-finding, harshness, suspicion, and sarcasm are gone, and everything has become dull.
It just turned into a faint regret!
Yes, the marriage is a pity. She is regretting her willful and desperate revenge. The child is a pity. If there had not been the quarrel that night, the conflict of distrust and violence, there would have been no future.
After getting drunk and giving up on himself, perhaps this child was expected!
Gu Qingyan had a trace of regret. If, if they could have had a good talk that night, maybe, they wouldn't--
However, everything turned into deep helplessness in this mentally and physically exhausted resistance and entanglement.
"You came today just to tell me about this, right?" Pei Shaochen's tone was very calm, but his voice was a little hoarse. There was something flowing in his eyes that made Gu Qingyan feel a little sad, but it disappeared in the blink of an eye.
It was so fast that she almost thought she had seen it all wrong.
"Yes!" Gu Qingyan replied calmly. This is the most common way for the two to get along. But this time, such a calm confrontation made both of them smell something strange. However, neither one was willing to tear apart the other's disguise.
Just because everyone knows that behind the disguise, everyone is stubborn and unwilling to bow.
Pei Shaochen lowered his head. This man always had a straight back, but now he lowered his head and bent his body slightly like a shrimp. He actually looked a little tired, "The child is gone, you can feel at ease now!"
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His words were like a long whip dipped in pepper water, hitting Gu Qingyan hard, and like a poisonous dagger, piercing her heart.
"Since you don't want this child, it may not be the best ending if he chooses to leave in this way!" Pei Shaochen lowered his head and spoke softly, but these words made Gu Qingyan burst into tears instantly.
Yes, she has no intention of keeping the child. Can she keep it?
Gu Qingyan suppressed the sadness in her heart. Yes, sadness was just like the sad ending in a TV series. Sad words would always make people burst into tears.
The gentle yet sad eyes slowly raised their gaze and fell on her face. Seeing the tears on her face, Pei Shaochen felt that his heart was filled with panic. "You are sad because of regret, right?"
?Or are you just being soft-hearted because you actually love him in your heart?"
The tears falling from her face were salty and cool, and her sight was obscured by the thin mist. She could hardly see his face clearly. Just listening to his words made her feel sad.
Yue's mental strength is haggard, and her inner struggle and pain will soon disappear with the departure of this child, but at this last moment, no matter how hard-hearted she is, she will still feel pain!
"Gu Qingyan, I never thought that we would really get to this point! From the beginning, you were not optimistic about this marriage, so you refused to make any effort and only thought of getting out of the way in the end, so even this child
, you can't tolerate it." Pei Shaochen finished speaking quietly, and Gu Qingyan saw a trace of blood red in his eyes.
Lu Qingyan bit her lips tightly, as if this was the only way she could hold back some of her words and not say anything out loud, but when she looked at his determined gaze, she opened her lips and said, "You have been the same from the beginning.
, Pei Shaochen, you don’t love me, so I am just a substitute from beginning to end. You and I both know that this marriage will not end well!"
"Oh, it turns out you have always thought this way, so no matter what I do, you will never believe me, even if it's superficial, right? Gu Qingyan, you are really wronged by following me like this!" Pei Shaochen looked at her.
, there was a sense of vicissitudes in his eyes that was different from his age. He stood up and looked at Lu Qingyan on the bed, unable to hide his fatigue, and said softly: "I just realized now that what I imposed on you is not what you like or what you expected.
Even marriage is like this! Are you tired?"
After Pei Shaochen finished speaking, he turned around and his voice became hoarse, "I didn't expect to make you feel so uncomfortable! I'm sorry!"
When Pei Shaochen left, the sky had darkened. The lights in the ward were not turned on in time, and it was dark. His shadow disappeared at the door of the ward, and the footsteps gradually faded away. The sound was like coming from ancient times, which can be heard in the heart.
There was an echoing sound, but the sound became farther and farther away, until Gu Qingyan could no longer hear it.
His eyes became blurred, and his vision became increasingly blurry. The water mist condensed into two streams of clear water that could no longer stop popping out of his eyes. The big hole in his heart was torn open when he said hoarsely, "I'm sorry."
When she spoke, it was like being sprinkled with salt. It hurt so much that she reached out and covered her chest tightly.
The heart-piercing pain of the last blow was so painful that she wanted to die!
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Gu Qingyan was hospitalized for a week. Qi Tianxin came to accompany her every day and brought her delicious food and fun things. Of course Qi Tianxin did not dare to tell Mama Qi. Mama Qi was a big mouth. If Mama Qi found out about Gu Qingyan, it would only take a few minutes.
She would let the Gu family know that something like this happened, and she knew that Gu Qingyan would not tell her family.
Gu Qingyan has been resting her body for a while. She has been sleeping and sleeping all day long. She has not slept well for a long time. What she hated most in the past was being hospitalized. The smell in the hospital was unbearable to her. However, this time
, but she slept soundly. Except for getting out of bed and walking a few steps every day, she still felt that her steps were wobbly, but it was much better than before. She sat in bed watching TV and reading magazines.
Sometimes she felt in a daze that she had reversed right and wrong, no longer had the trouble of work, and could sleep whenever she wanted. Occasionally when she was conscious, she felt that someone was looking at her, and there were so many things in her eyes that it was difficult to understand.
In such a mood, she just turned sideways and buried her face deeply in the quilt, until she caught her eyes and left again.
"Do you have any other discomforts in your body? If so, please tell the doctor!" Qi Tianxin was peeling an apple. She knew that someone had already come. There was also a thermos box on the bedside table with stewed soup inside. This week
There were all of them, but Gu Qingyan had never touched them, which gave her an advantage. Every time she came, she was forced to drink them all by Lu Qingyan.
"It's fine now, don't worry!" Gu Qingyan sat on the bedside. She had been catching up on her sleep this week, sleeping hard every day, as if she wanted to make up for all the sleep she didn't get in the previous month.
"Well, Gu Qingyan, why isn't your examination report here? Let me take a look at it!" Qi Tianxin asked. What Dr. Chang said that day was very scary, so she went back to check Baidu. Indeed, ectopic pregnancy is harmful to women.
It is extremely harmful to the body.
"Lu Qianxing took it away!" Gu Qingyan replied quietly.
"Well, why did he take it away?" After Qi Tianxin finished speaking, thinking about Lu Qianxing's expression when he held Gu Qingyan's hand tightly that night, his heart skipped a beat. After thinking about it, he was like this, and wasn't it the same last time that Gu Qingyan had appendicitis?
Did you take Gu Qingyan's report so arrogantly?
"Does he want to be a gynecologist? That doesn't matter!" Qi Tianxin muttered, glanced at Gu Qingyan who was as if nothing had happened, and asked tentatively: "Gu Qingyan, Lu Qianxing, he treats you -"
The smile on Gu Qingyan's face froze slightly, and she chuckled for a while, with a regretful expression on her face, "Tianxin, it's all over, don't mention it again!"
To be continued...