[Great Love Late Blooming] 30: I'm sorry I only let you know now
"Hey, where did you just go?" Feng Jianran fiddled with a rose in his hand, pulled the thorn and held it in his mouth. He pushed open the door and stuck his head in his head. He stepped on Ding Zibu and looked into the office. He saw Lu Qianxingzheng
With his eyes closed and pretending to sleep, he walked in and inserted a fresh rose into the pen holder on his desk.
Lu Qianxing, who had his eyes closed, opened his eyes and squinted, glanced at the roses, and closed his eyes again calmly.
Feng Jianran sat down, "I went to see Lulu just now. This is the rose in her ward. Isn't it very beautiful?"
Lu Qianxing, who had closed his eyes, did not move, but Feng Jianran, after careful observation, found that his brows seemed to frown.
Feng Jianran sniffed the rose in her hand and turned the rose branches, "Lulu mentioned just now that she wanted to be discharged from the hospital for treatment. By the way, she also asked about her job. She said that because she was still in the internship period, she asked if she needed to leave the job voluntarily.
Resignation letter?”
Lu Qianxing frowned and opened her eyes. She was leaving?
Seeing that he finally had a little reaction, Feng Jianran placed the rose in his hand casually on the desk and said to himself: "I told him that he is neither a formal employee nor a hospital restraint. She
You are free and don’t want to be yourself and say it to your boss in the department you are in. What do you think?"
Lu Qianxing's eyes had already narrowed, and as Feng Jianran's expression became a little cold, Feng Jianran's words stopped, got up, picked up the rose and left, while Lu Qianxing, who was staying in the office, fell into a moment of contemplation.
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"Lulu, what are you thinking?" Zhuang's mother helped to tidy up the bed sheets. Since the Miss Gu came in the morning, her daughter's expression has been very lonely. She was crying when she watched her holding the child.
I knew that this was touching her sad past. She looked at the sadness in her eyes and felt worried. She stood up and held her hand, red eyes, "Lulu, if you want to blame me, blame my mother.
It’s all my fault. If it weren’t for me, your child was still alive, it’s all my fault!!”
Han Lu, who was sitting by the bedside, looked outside the window. She had been in this position for a long time. She felt her hands tightly being held by her mother. She turned around and looked at her mother's red eyes and comforted her gently, "
Mom, what you said, sometimes you must have fate and never force it. I shouldn’t have it. No matter how hard I try, I can’t get it. Mom, don’t worry, I’ve taken it through it, I’m not afraid!”
"Lulu!" Zhuang's mother hugged her daughter with heartache, "If you want to cry, cry loudly, don't hold it in your heart, mom is sad!" Zhuang's mother choked out, her temperament was cowardly, and her daughter was so weak because of her weakness.
My temperament suffered a lot, and it was precisely because of her weak daughter that she had to become strong as she grew up. The burden she could not bear fell on her daughter's shoulders. Seeing her so sensible, she still stayed everywhere
I think about her, and I am afraid that she will be sad and never cry in front of her. Daughter, you don’t know how uncomfortable it makes me feel when I see this!!
"It's okay, it's okay!" Han Lu held her mother with her backhand. At this time, what she thought of was to comfort her mother. Such a move made Mother Zhuang feel even more sad. She hugged her and shivered, "Mom knows that I shouldn't ask these questions,
But Lulu, you never told me who that man is, the child's father--"
"Mom!" Han Lu suddenly interrupted her mother's words in a trembling voice. Her red eyes turned to the side and swallowed and took a deep breath before shook her head gently, "The child's father is a very amazing man. He didn't feel sorry for me, yes
I'm not good enough, I can't deserve him! He's very good, really, very good!"
Mother Zhuang was shocked by her daughter's words. Why, since he is so good, why would he be willing to leave you mother and son? Since he is so good, why didn't he share the hardships of life for you?
Lulu, how much do you love that man? Still still loves the same as offering to gods?
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Han Lu has to say that it must be her hard work that touched many people. When she was about to leave the hospital, many colleagues came to see her in half a day. Many people in the orthopedic department came because they were only two separate distances.
Many colleagues came here for lunch. When Liu Jing came here, he brought a few dishes. When he entered the door, he showed off to Han Lu and showed off the lunch he brought over, "Look, I'm treating you.
How great it is, I know that neither the aunt nor the uncle has eaten, so I brought it here!”
"Thank you!" Han Lu thanked Liu Jing from the bottom of her heart, not only because he followed the ward seven or eight times this morning, but also because he was as attentive as he followed his office, but also because he didn't look at him normally
He was very careless when doing serious things. He helped with the nurses changing the potions and so on. He was afraid that Han Lu would be bored and even brought a set of comic books to him. He was very concerned about Han Lu's parents.
The words "aunt and uncle" were added to the dull ward.
"I heard you are really leaving?" Liu Jing didn't have lunch, so he brought it over to eat with him. He sat by the bed and looked at Han Lu who was drinking the soup with the rice in the bowl.
"Yeah!" Han Lu nodded slightly.
Liu Jing, who was stolen rice, paused and looked at her, "Your ideals and your ambitions are all--"
Han Lu raised her face calmly and sighed in panic: "I used to think that as long as I work hard, there is nothing I can't do, but--"
"Give up so quickly?" Liu Jing's face became anxious and couldn't help but speak.
Han Lu was stunned by Liu Jing's nervous tone and shook her head gently, "I didn't want to give up, I just wanted to change my thinking and start over!"
Change your thinking and start over??
Liu Jing looked at the firm gaze in Han Lu's eyes, and his heart trembled, and the action of squeezing rice stopped again, "You, you don't want Lu's salary, you don't want the job you like so much, you--
-"You, don't you want Lu Qian anymore?
That guy is still stuck in the office and hasn't come out all morning. I don't know what he is thinking?
Han Lu raised her face, her expression was stunned for a moment, and then she was replaced by a relieved smile, "If you give up, you will gain. I believe that God is fair!"
Liu Jing was stunned by the smile on her face and her heart trembled slightly. How strong should this girl be? Can anyone who is hurt by life be able to withstand pain that ordinary people cannot bear?
He silently cheered and blessed her in his heart, and gave her the exercise life gave her. He believed that one day, this girl would get everything she should get because she was worth it!
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"Lulu, are you going to take these things away?" Yang Lin was helping Han Lu clean up the bouquets of flowers in the ward. Today, some colleagues came over and brought flowers, although they smiled and said that it was given by the patient's family members from the nurse station.
The place was released and moved over, but Han Lu still saw a concerned look from her colleague's eyes. Although they had been together for less than a few days, they were really good. They thought that their treatment in obstetrics and gynecology was similar to orthopedics.
She couldn't help feeling a little relieved. No matter whether it was because of Lu Qianxing or not, the eyes of those who came to see her were sincere. The departments that were the most severely transmitted in the hospital were indeed the most humane department, and this is the other departments.
I can't follow the example because there is only one Lu Qianxing!!
"Well, take it away!" Han Lu came back to her senses, watching her parents busy with herself, the discharge procedures had been completed, and her parents wanted to take her home to recuperate, but she didn't want to bother them. Uncle Yang is a working-class man.
The monthly salary is only 3,000 or 4,000 yuan. She has no job now. Although she has some small savings, since she can hold on by herself, she doesn't want to add burden to them.
When she asked, she received unexpected opposition. Zhuang's mother was determined to pick her up this time, and Yang Lin also expressed her request to go home. Han Lu could not beat her mouth.
After being lobbying twice, they almost agreed with a lack of mind, but after calming down, she still politely declined. She could take care of herself. Zhuang's mother was forced by her strong-willed temperament and finally had to agree, but the premise was,
They were going to send her back to the rented place in person.
The previous time I came to Zhuang, my mother wanted to go to the place where her daughter rented. She heard from her daughter that the conditions in the community she lives in were very good. She lives on the eighth floor, has an elevator, a small apartment with one bedroom and one living room, and has everything.
This time she wanted to go and see if what her daughter said was true!
When Han Lu heard her mother's request, she was stunned. She was about to see that her place she lived in was like that. She was afraid that her mother would take her away even if she was crying!
When Zhuang saw his daughter's abnormal expression, he raised his eyebrows, "Lulu, you shouldn't have lied to your mother, right? Is there anything inconvenient?"
Han Lu's lips trembled, and no matter how he pretended, he couldn't pretend to be nothing. He lowered his head and grabbed the other hand, "Well, yes, it's not very convenient!" My mother would definitely see that place.
I feel guilty and distressed.
"How inconvenient is it? Tell me about it?" Zhuang's mother stared at her daughter's face. Although her daughter is usually very strong, the child has a problem. She can't lie in front of her. When she panics, she looks dazed.
Isn't this expression now just to indicate that there is something wrong with her words?
Han Lu was confused, and was a little uncomfortable when she was seen by her mother, and muttered in a low voice, "It's really not convenient, I--"
"Lulu, are you hiding something from me?" Zhuang's mother's voice was filled with a hint of worry.
Han Lu looked at his mother's eyes and sighed in his heart, forget it, the paper can't keep the fire from her, she can't hide it from her all the time, she took a secret breath and was about to speak when a low voice rang out from the door.
sound.
"Auntie, what she said is inconvenient because she lives with me!" Lu Qianxing stood at the door, glanced at Han Lu gently, and slowly moved from her astonished gaze to Zhuang's face
, said sincerely: "I'm sorry, I'll let you know now!"
Chapter completed!