At the end of February 1986, Beijing was suddenly hit by a heavy snowfall.

I have to say that this snow came by chance.

It seemed that God noticed what Ning Weimin wanted to explore, and the ominous omen given by him made Ning Weimin's happy mood that everything was going smoothly quickly cool down.

On the night of February 25, Ning Weimin asked Zhang Shihui to borrow his pickup truck.

He told no one, and at five o'clock the next morning, he drove alone to Qinghe Street in HD District.

Then he parked the car on the side of the road, sat in the car, and stared at the iron gate across the road, guarding it intently.

For no other reason than because this is the gate of Beijing Children's Welfare Home.

In Ning Weimin's memory, the internal information of the orphanage showed that he was abandoned here as an infant in his previous life by his biological father or mother in broad daylight without warning.

He had only one purpose in coming here, which was to see this scene with his own eyes.

At the same time, I also want to find out who his parents are.

What was the last resort reason to abandon him so cruelly?

This matter can be said to have been a knot in his mind for a long time.

In this life, he realized that time travel really happened, and he has been thinking about this day, glad that he still has the opportunity to find answers about his life experience.

But unfortunately, the subsequent development of this incident completely backfired, far beyond Ning Weimin's expectations.

Because in order not to miss the target, he didn't even go to the toilet and didn't even dare to drink water.

I stayed in the car until the sun went down and didn't find any suspicious targets.

In the end, he even began to doubt himself, so he couldn't bear it any longer. After dark, he knocked on the door of the Children's Welfare Home and asked to see the director.

But the result was still the same, and the dean gave him a very positive answer.

Not only has no one abandoned the baby this entire day, but not even in the past month.

As a result, Ning Weimin really had nothing to think about.

He really didn't miss anything, nor did he remember the time wrongly, which is why this was the result.

Obviously, this is God's unwillingness to give him the answer to this question. This matter has never happened in this life.

Ning Weimin had no choice but to leave the two thousand yuan he brought with him as a donation to the dean, and left in despair.

It was just when he walked out of the gate of the children's welfare home, as if to make him understand that life is not a playground for casual play, and that no one who travels through time can have everything as he wants, heavy snowfall began to fall in the sky, which made people feel depressed.

The cold moonlight shone all over Ning Weimin's body, and the road in front of his door was already quiet and deserted.

Ning Weimin did not get in the car quickly, but stood quietly across the road, looking up at the moon above his head in trance.

He remembered that he had read Zhuangzi's books and also read the story of Zhuangzhou's dream of a butterfly.

Now, he feels deeply, as if he is just like Zhuangzi in the book.

But he is not as chic as Zhuangzi.

Now he really wants to tell someone about his feelings, and wants to shout out his voice.

He was excited, confused, and even scared.

He didn't know whether he was in another parallel time and space, but for now he could only explain the problem from this perspective.

If you think about it worst, maybe "him", an orphan, does not exist in this time and space at all.

Thinking on the bright side, it is likely that "his" parents made another choice.

"He" may grow up in an environment that is not so wealthy, but can be accompanied by family members...

After breathing the cool air, shivering and smoking a cigarette, Ning Weimin got into the car again.

And when he left, I felt very clear in my heart.

From now on, he is afraid that he will never find another shadow of himself in this world, and he is destined to never have any chance to understand his own life experience in this life.

This move means that he is completely separated from his other self and from the "him" in his previous life.

So in the next few days, Ning Weimin felt as if he had lost his soul.

Although he understands all the truth, he knows that he should be more open-minded and there is no need to be too entangled in the issue of his life experience.

He also knows that the happiest thing is not the past or searching, but possession. Only what is in one's hands is the most real.

But the problem is that human emotions cannot be controlled.

From a human perspective, the only opportunity to see his parents, the opportunity he had been looking forward to for a long time, turned out to be the flower in the mirror and the moon in the water.

Loss and frustration are inevitable as a result.

Anyway, his state after this incident was that of depression.

It seemed like there was no point in doing anything anymore, he just wished Matsumoto Keiko could be by his side.

Treat him gently and listen to him considerately when he expresses his inner distress.

It's a pity that we can't.

Keiko Matsumoto is filming a movie in Japan and is very busy.

And he himself had to wait for his subordinates' overseas procedures to be completed before he could return to Tokyo.

It's not realistic at all.

But having said that, it was actually the emotional needs caused by this negative emotion that made him involuntarily think of another woman.

That is Qu Xiao, who is equally gentle, considerate and considerate.

Ning Weimin suddenly remembered that there seemed to be no news about Qu Xiao for such a long time since he fell ill on New Year's Day.

This is quite abnormal.

Especially when he sent Qu Xiao to the station after the dinner before New Year's Day last time, this girl even stuffed a scarf into his hand.

According to common sense, if this action means that this girl is in love and has a certain affection for herself.

So no matter how busy she is at work, she should contact her after returning to China, or around the Chinese New Year.

There is no way that there will be no news from now on.

She would not be angry because she broke her promise and failed to accompany her back to China. She is not that kind of person.

Therefore, even though Ning Weimin's feelings had completely settled on Matsumoto Keiko, even though he had no intention of teasing Qu Xiao anymore, he still couldn't help but worry about Qu Xiao.

It was under such circumstances that he tried to call Qu Xiao's home phone number to find out about this girl's current situation.

Originally, he thought that Qu Xiao might have returned to Japan, and there was a high probability that he could only talk to her parents.

Unexpectedly, I actually heard the sound of Qu Xiao.

It's just an unfortunate coincidence that although this girl is at home, she seems to be busy with something important.

Although she was very happy to hear Ning Weimin's voice, it was a pity that she didn't bother to talk in detail.

On the phone, she didn't mention anything about her current situation, nor why she hadn't returned to Kyoto for so long after the Spring Festival.

She was just very sorry for not contacting Ning Weimin during the New Year.

This girl proposed to invite Ning Weimin to her home for dinner two days later, that is, Saturday. There were some things she wanted to meet and discuss.

Ning Weimin didn't want to cause trouble to Qu Xiao's family, but he couldn't resist her.

I also thought that Qu Xiao’s parents would definitely be at home. If there was anything important involving Qu Xiao’s career plan, it would be really convenient to discuss it, so I agreed.

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After waiting for that day, Ning Weimin not only brought Qu Xiao a gift that she could use - a fluffy cotton hat imported from France.

He also decided to buy some pastries and bread from Maxim's bakery as a gift for Qu Xiao's parents.

It was still snowing heavily that day, so Ning Weimin went out an hour early in order not to be late.

He didn't take a car, so he went there on his legs. On the way there, he slipped and fell once.

But fortunately, the snow that had been falling for several days was so thick that it didn’t hurt anyone to fall.

Moreover, Qu Xiao's family lives in Qiansanmen Community, which is not far from Chongwenmen.

Ning Weimin bought cakes and bread and even arrived five minutes earlier than the agreed time.

As he climbed upstairs, he was still thinking that he might be able to find a suitable opportunity today to explain his feelings clearly.

As a result, the direction of things was completely out of control, and everything was completely different from what Ning Weimin had expected.

After just one knock, the door opened.

Qu's smile flashed before Ning Weimin's eyes, like clear snowflakes.

She was wearing white jeans, a white turtleneck sweater, and had two braids hanging casually on her shoulders.

The ends of the braid are tied with a simple black headband.

She was holding a bottle of cooking wine in her hand and looking at Ning Weimin with a smile, looking lively and cute.

I just don't know why she is so thin.
To be continued...