Hearing what Jiaqi said, tears burst into my eyes.

What on earth...am I doing?

I once said "I'm willing to do anything" in the darkest corner of the world to the person I least wanted to be with, and I also showed myself the way I least wanted to in front of the only person who liked me.

I'm really sad.

The better Jiaqi treats me, the more I want to escape.

I shouldn't bother him anymore.

"Chenze...what's wrong with you?" Jiaqi put my clothes back on, then smoothed my hair, "What happened last night? Do you need me to help you solve it?"

"I……"

I know that as long as this matter is brought out, it will not only be my fault, Jiaqi will be implicated no matter what.

Even if I wanted to kill the three members of that family myself, Jiaqi would become an accomplice who knew it and failed to report it.

"It's okay..." I could only shake my head and bury all the past in my heart, just like every day before.

Article 274 of the Criminal Law: Anyone who extorts a relatively large amount or extorts multiple times shall be sentenced to fixed-term imprisonment of not more than three years, criminal detention or public surveillance.

If Chengjae spends three years in prison, it means nothing to me. After he is released from prison, what awaits me will be eternal hell.

Jiaqi looked at me for a long time, then slowly revealed a wry smile: "Chenze, I saw an interesting question, let me ask you?"

"Yeah." I came to my senses and nodded.

"If I were to give you ten million, would you want it?"

"What?" I didn't understand.

"If someone wants to give you 10 million now, would you choose to take it or not?" Jiaqi repeated.

"If someone gives it to me for free... then of course I will take it." I looked at him blankly.

Xiao Sun smiled and nodded: "Then if, after giving you 10 million, you would die at dawn tomorrow, would you still want it?"

"I..." I sighed with a wry smile, "Then I definitely don't want it."

"That is to say, in your eyes, being able to wake up tomorrow morning is more important than ten million." Xiao Sun held my shoulders and said seriously, "So every day when we wake up, we have to tell ourselves that this is more important than one million."

This is an even more precious day that we must not let down."

"What……?"

"Chenze, every day you wake up is more important to me than ten million." Xiao Sun still showed that determined and clear expression, "We still have a long future, let us cherish every day

Let’s go on.”

He tied my buttons one by one, and then touched my head: "You don't need to do anything you don't want to do in front of me, because I don't want to just be your "boyfriend", I want to be

Your true other half."

Oh, my life.

My miserable life is really one mistake after another.

If I could have accepted Jiaqi's love earlier, maybe my whole life would have been different.

If there is someone in this world who can love me like this, I can completely give up the vague family love and have no illusions about those blood family members.

I can't naively go home and give red envelopes to my brother as a sister.

It is impossible for me to naively think that after being away from home for twenty years, they will be less hostile to me. It is also impossible to think that after being away from home for twenty years, the changes in my hometown will be greater.

I can never be locked in that dark room.

Unfortunately, I have never been a smart person, just a stubborn ordinary person. When I make every choice, I never think of my own ending.

So I deserve this, no one else is to blame.

Don't be nice to me anymore, I don't want to have any hope anymore.

Because I am about to "kill myself" and become a well-deserved devil in this world.

In the next few days, I pretended that nothing happened and stayed with Jiaqi, just waiting for the fifth day to come.

In the early morning of the fifth day, I turned on the air conditioner and TV at home, then went downstairs, unplugged the power cord from the driving recorder in my car, and turned off the positioning function of my phone.

Then I contacted the scalper with the highest price online, but I didn't call them and insisted on communicating with them via WeChat.

After spending 18,000 yuan, I successfully purchased the in-field tickets to Jay Chou's concert from a scalper, and then asked him to buy some Jay Chou support peripherals for 200 yuan.

I took a photo and posted it on WeChat Moments, blocked Chengjae and wrote the text "So excited".

When I saw someone starting to like it, I anonymously posted the QR code that said "Do Not Disclose" on the ticket stub to Jay Chou's forum, and posted a question, "Are the tickets I bought real?"

If nothing else happens, even if I don't go to Jay Chou's concert, this ticket will be consumed.

Then I contacted several people in the "grey area" who had asked me to help with the lawsuit before, and asked them to quietly buy me some necessary items for "murder and arson" and paid a high amount of hush money.

The last step is to go to the printing shop on the street and print out two numbers with a blue background to paste on the license plate to change the license plate number. I don’t need to change all the numbers, I only need two numbers.

The car is no longer my car.

After preparing everything, I drove towards "home" facing the rising sun.

I did not take any highways or national highways, and tried my best to pass through the trails in various villages. Although the license plate number had changed, I still tried to avoid the cameras.

In the evening, after circling the last section of the mountain road, I parked the car at an unobtrusive place at the entrance of the village. Then I opened the taxi-hailing app on my phone and hailed a car from downstairs of my home to the Jay Chou concert.

A few minutes later, the driver called.

"Hello?"

"Beauty, I'm here, where are you?"

"Master, I won't get in the car. You can drive directly to your destination and I'll pay your fare."

"What?"

"That's it, hang up."

Watching the phone software display "trip begins", I locked the screen of my phone, turned on mute, put it in my pocket, and then walked towards the village with my handbag.

I chose the least eye-catching path, avoiding everyone's eyes along the way, and arrived at my "home".

I hid my handbag next to the water tank at the door, reached out and knocked on the door.

They seemed to be watching TV, and the family laughed loudly. It took a long time before they came to open the door.

"Zhang Laidi?" Chengcai showed an overjoyed smile after opening the door, "You're back?!"

"Well, let me in." I said to him with a smile, "I want to chat with you."

"Mom, Zhang Laidi is back." Chengcai shouted.

"What a bastard!"

The woman was still watching TV happily. After hearing Chengcai's words, she immediately cursed and walked out of the house: "Why are you so stupid and you come back?! What did you do? Why did the police take Lao Ma away?"

She moved her bloated body in two or three steps to come to my eyes, pointed at my nose and cursed loudly: "The whole village calls you a scumbag! What the hell did you do?"

"Hey! Forget it! Forget it!" My old man smiled and grabbed the woman, "It's not easy for Laidi to come back. Don't curse me."

Seeing the old man's smiling face, I walked towards him with a smile, then pushed him away and walked into the room behind him.

This happy room is filled with photos of me.

I'm crying in every photo.

But they were just here laughing.

Yes, I didn’t quite understand why the old man smiled every time he saw me, but now I understand.

Every time he looked at my body, he would smile like this.

My newly promoted sister-in-law is currently holding my photo and picking up the melon seed shells. She has been watching the TV and laughing, and has never even looked at me.

"Brothers and sisters," I called.

"Hahaha!" She spit out the melon seed shells with a smile, and then glanced at me sideways.

If possible, I don't want to attack this girl, because she may have the same experience as me.
Chapter completed!